The Dark Calling (The Arcana Chronicles #5)(4)

“Paul gave me a shot and told me it was a contraceptive. This happened.” Almost positive about that. I finished with my boots. “I believe it’s a woman’s choice when to start a family. Paul has robbed me of my choice. I’m going to punish him for it.”

“Who will deliver our child? After working as an EMT, he attended two years of medical school. He’s the only one with medical experience. When I prepared this castle for any foreseeable future, I never imagined that you and I would have a baby—I have no other doctor for you.”

“That’s a problem I shouldn’t even have to consider.” More blame going to Paul.

“If not for your sake, then think of the Magician.” Finn had gotten his leg mangled in a cannibal’s bear trap. Then he’d rebroken it fighting the Lovers. The bone had never healed properly. “Paul believes he can reset the boy’s leg.”

I tensed. “He won’t touch Finn.” My happy-go-lucky friend might be a trickster, but the Magician was no match for Paul’s scheming.

Aric looked taken aback by my tone. Changing tack, he said, “For two thousand years, I’ve rewarded faithful service from the mortals I employ, providing protection and guidance. Do we not owe Paul some consideration after his care of your grandmother?”

I recalled the medic’s gentle expression as he’d tugged up Gran’s cover, and a nagging doubt surfaced. I quashed it.

“Paul saved your life,” Aric pointed out. “He dug bullets out of your heart.”

“I can regenerate.”

“Not when you had a contagion in your veins. His quick work could have been the difference between your surviving or not. I owe him my eternal gratitude for that alone.”

“You think that contagion ran its course?” I tapped my chin. “Or maybe this spawn of ours will be part Bagger.” After all, it’d only been a few months since four Bagmen had bitten me, per Sol’s orders. With friends like that . . .

“I’m confident it ran its course. Remember how hard you were able to push yourself dancing? You were blooming with health.” Except for my powers. “But that brings to mind an important point: You somehow found a way to trust the Sun Card after his betrayal, and he redeemed himself. I fear that if you suspend your trust of Paul, you’ll hate yourself. Especially if he’s innocent of malice.”

“He’s not. For whatever reason, he’s lied to you about me. You told me you don’t let vipers slither around in your home. Either he goes, or I go.” Go. Out into the wastelands. Was the game calling me forth?

At that moment, I yearned to leave. To find out if Jack lived. To forgive Matthew if he did.

Maybe I wasn’t hearing anything more from them because I was too deep in this castle, too far behind Circe’s watery boundary. Out in the Ash, I might have a better chance of getting to the bottom of Matthew’s message.

But Aric would never let me go. Especially not now. Yet more blame to lay at Paul’s feet.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Aric said, right on cue. “You’re not going anywhere.”

He hadn’t said that Paul would be leaving instead. With a roll of my eyes, I headed toward the door.

Aric followed. We started for the east wing, wending our way among the numerous animals tromping, waddling, and skittering through the castle hallways. He scowled when a family of porcupines simply gazed at us, refusing to budge.

As we edged around them, I said, “It’s freezing in here.” My breaths smoked. The vines and roses I’d grown along the ceilings were already withering.

“I’ve started conserving fuel. Only our wing and the occupied rooms will be heated from now on.”

“You told Jack we had fifty years of fuel.”

“That was before I knew we would have a child. Resources must be managed differently now.”

“What else has changed?” I slowed to a stop. “Maybe our plan to go out in a blaze of glory together?” He and I had agreed on a one-way ticket to fight Richter and save mankind. “I know you, Aric. I know you’ve already been puzzling out these new moving pieces . . . .” Suddenly I couldn’t get enough air. “One of us will have to live to raise a kid. You’re going to make me win the game!”

I’d be forced to endure his demise, then later our child’s. I’d have to endure life alone as an immortal for centuries.

In the meantime, I’d be separated from all the fighting, helpless to have a say.

“No,” he said firmly. “Lark informed me she has no interest in immortality without the Magician, so I spoke to Circe.” About being our Arcana patsy? “She has agreed to win the game, at a time in the far distant future. For now, we will defeat Richter and survive the battle. We will fight hard to live. Both of us.”

“How? What’s different?”

“I wish I had a specific answer for you, but I don’t just yet. I learned that we’re having a child less than a day ago. For eons, I’d envisioned a certain existence, then I altered my plans to have a life with you. Now everything is in flux once more.” He took a step closer. “But I do know that we must be stronger, smarter, and more adaptable. We’ll call on allies as never before. We’ll do whatever it takes to survive long enough to raise our child together.”