The Damned (The Beautiful #2)(27)

“Do you have any . . . recollections of Miss Valmont, prior to the ordeal?” His question was careful. Far too careful to be posed out of mere curiosity.

Celine contemplated asking him why. Michael never seemed pleased whenever anyone mentioned the dress shop’s silent investor. “I know I designed a masquerade costume for Mademoiselle Valmont, but I’m still unable to recall most of our interactions. And nothing worthy of note, beyond her being fashionable and funny and richer than King Midas.” She tamped down a wave of frustration. “Nevertheless, I’m glad she liked my work enough to support our venture. She was also the one who put me in contact last week with my newest employee, Eloise Henri, who has been a godsend when it comes to managing the finances.” She forced herself to grin. “I balance books as well as I bake cakes, which is to say not at all.”

“Eloise . . . Henri?” Michael quirked his mouth to one side.

“Yes, do you know her?”

He paused, then shook his head.

He’s lying, Celine thought, taken aback by the realization. It was unlike Michael to be anything less than forthright. Sometimes he offered his unsolicited opinion to his own detriment.

She considered him sidelong. “Why are you—”

“Do you trust Miss Valmont, Celine?” Michael interrupted.

“Should I not?”

“I just think it would be better if you didn’t rely on someone so . . . mysterious.”

“Michael, do you know something about her that should give me pause?”

Another hesitation. “No.” He brushed his free hand over his wavy dark hair, mussing it.

He was lying again, and it irked Celine enough to respond uncharitably. “Don’t worry yourself over it. I won’t be relying on anyone for long. With Mademoiselle Valmont’s vouching for us and Eloise’s head for numbers, the bank has extended the shop an excellent line of credit, despite Pippa’s concerns they would not wish to support a business helmed solely by women.” Her laughter was bitter. “Perish the thought of lending money to any member of the fairer sex!”

Michael cleared his throat. “I suppose it is unusual.”

“But as a man, how would you know?”

He blinked, but not before Celine saw the hurt in his eyes. A wave of regret spread through her chest. What was she doing? Of all people, Michael did not deserve her spite. From the minute Celine had woken in the hospital bed, he’d been there, attending to her every need, reading to her to keep her company, and bringing her bowls of his grandmother’s delicious soup.

Celine halted beneath a shop awning. Michael paused alongside her, ever patient. Steady, like the mast of a ship in a storm. “That was unkind of me. I’m sorry, Michael. You are the last person who should be subjected to the worst of my moods.”

“You know I don’t mind.” His tone was gentle. “You’ve been through an awful ordeal. I count myself lucky that you’re here with me tonight, hale and hearty.”

Celine swallowed. Nodded. “Maybe a guardian angel is watching over me, which would be a nice change of pace,” she said, attempting to joke, her free hand fidgeting with the folds of her ruby-red skirts. It was odd. She’d never had a penchant for fiddling with things before, but she’d noticed herself doing it more and more in the last few weeks. As if her fingers searched for something to hold. Something to anchor her, like she was a boat unmoored, set adrift.

Again, Michael seemed to sense her mood without Celine having to say a word. He gripped the hand she had wound around his arm as they resumed their stroll. “At the risk of sounding ridiculous, please know I am here if ever you have need of me. No matter the hour or the circumstance.”

“I know, Michael. I know.” Celine should say more. She should tell him she would not be alive if he hadn’t come to save her. That her gratitude knew no bounds. That she wished she were ready to return his feelings, in all ways.

But it would be wrong to let Michael believe she wanted what he wanted. At least at this time. It was just too soon after . . . everything.

So instead Celine offered him a smile. His arm brushed against hers as he drew even closer, heat flooding his gaze. A tingling sensation raced down her spine, followed by a flare of surprise. Perhaps this was the attraction she had been waiting to feel. That thrill of being desired by the one she desired. Of seeing and being seen.

The tingling sensation unfolded in her stomach. It warmed and spread. And then something gripped her heart, stealing the breath from her body.

An image flashed before her eyes. A pool of blood stretching around the hem of her black taffeta skirts. Her fingers stained crimson, gripping a lifeless hand, a signet ring glistening on a gentleman’s finger, blood marring its etched gold surface.

Save him. Please. Save him.

Celine could hear herself screaming. She stopped short in the middle of the sidewalk, causing the people at her back to mutter beneath their breaths as they skirted around her. She closed her eyes. A shudder drew the blades of her shoulders together.

“Celine?” Michael held a steadying arm about her waist. Celine stumbled, her pulse racing in her temples. The smell of incense and melting candlewax wound through her nostrils. Fear raked its icy hand across her skin.

Save him. Please. Do we have a deal?

“Celine.” Michael pulled her close.

Her eyes fluttered open, her chin tilting up. Michael wrapped both arms around her, his touch—his warmth—unfaltering. Lines marred his forehead, his eyes glittering with worry.