The Assistants(34)
Today, though, my hand shook as I set down a pitcher of ice water and a stack of cups at the center of the conference room table. Physically, I was falling apart. Someone of my already-anxious constitution was just not designed for a life of crime. If I wasn’t careful I thought I might end up giving myself a heart attack, or waking up one day with a head full of gray hair and a face like Keith Richards’.
I stood beside the conference room doorway, waiting, notepad and pen in hand, trying to do yoga breathing, or what I thought yoga breathing was supposed to be.
Dillinger entered the room first, as usual, immediately followed by Cooper, Hayes, and McCready. Then Robert entered, taking his place at the head of the table.
Now I was free to sit, as far away from everyone as possible, which, given the football-field-length nature of the conference table, was actually quite far.
Robert began talking, picking up where he’d left off in some previous statement. “I want our reporters to challenge him,” he said. And I began scribbling notes, fortunately (for me) understanding who he meant by “him.”
To be clear: the “message of the week” was often a directive to frame (or some might say spin) a current piece of news in an unfavorable light for the currently Democratic president. Today, though, Robert changed it up a bit. Today’s directive was instead a character assassination on an antitrust activist who’d recently made some public statement that pissed Robert off.
Dillinger and Co. nodded.
“Embarrass him,” Robert said. “Humiliate him.”
More nodding.
This was how our multiplatform news-media talking points were composed. I wrote down whatever Robert said, while everyone else agreed with him.
“Let’s spend a good deal of time discrediting his basic argument,” Robert continued. “Anything to disrupt him. Find that information and report it. Got that, Tina?”
I looked down at my chicken-scratched paragraph. It was my turn to nod.
“Good.”
Done. Everyone stood up. I returned to my desk, entered the memorandum into an e-mail, and sent it out to the entire staff. God bless freedom of the press.
Character assassination turned out to be the overarching theme of my entire workday, the poignancy of which, in light of my newly renewed role as traitor and embezzler, was not lost on me.
Robert’s three o’clock appointment was US Representative Mike Nesbitt, one of Robert’s best friends from college. They went to the Cotton Bowl together every January and celebrated opening day of deer-hunting season every November. They even had matching Audemars Piguets. But Nesbitt had dropped the ball on an important favor Robert wanted. Some regulation that Robert needed relaxed (his word). He basically wanted Nesbitt to send the regulation out for a massage, or a colonic. Anyway, news had broken yesterday—a lurid photo of Nesbitt at the W Hotel with a prostitute—so here he was now. The assumption being, of course, that Robert was responsible for the breaking news.
Robert’s office door was closed, so I couldn’t hear Rep. Nesbitt through the glass, but I could see him yanking on his neatly cut, pomaded brown hair and on the crisp red knot of his necktie. He leaned forward in his chair, pointed his finger into Robert’s face, and yelled something along the lines of, You mother#%!@ing c@#%$ucker! That was my cue.
As I’d been trained to do any time it appeared like Robert was having difficulty with someone, or they might try to murder him, I picked up my phone and buzzed his line pretending he had an important call. It always amazed me how talented Robert was at this act—he never gave us away by glancing knowingly at me or by not appearing surprised enough. He could have given any Method actor a run for his money the way he refused to break character, except maybe Daniel Day-Lewis, because that guy took pretending to a whole new level of insanity.
At the sound of my first buzz, Robert huffed and held up his hand, cutting Nesbitt off midsentence. He grabbed his phone’s receiver like it was the biggest imposition of all time. “This better be important.”
“Do you need an out?” I whispered conspiratorially. This was the extent to which Robert’s viciousness had, up to this point in my life, been a blood sport I could watch and support and enable from the safety of my cubicle.
“Tell him I’ll just have to call him back,” Robert barked—which meant he was all good with his fight, that he was winning and maybe even enjoying himself.
He slammed the receiver back down onto its base, like always, except this time he must have knocked some buttons because his phone hadn’t hung up properly. Somehow he’d put himself on speakerphone.
“Now, where were we?” I heard him say through my phone’s receiver, with crystal clarity. All I had to do was hang up my phone and it would disconnect us—but then I heard Nesbitt’s reply: “We were just discussing what a lowlife rat bastard you are.”
Whoa. Not hanging up. This scene had the dramatic potential of a Dynasty catfight, circa 1985—my latest Netflix nostalgia binge.
Robert chuckled just like a billionaire on pre-present-day-golden-age television would. Though I’m pretty sure back then the billionaires were only millionaires, since a million dollars was still a lot of money.
“This was too malicious, even for you, Bob,” Nesbitt said. (Bob?!) “To turn on me this way, after all we’ve been through together.”
“Who turned on whom?” Robert was cool as a cucumber pickle from Momofuku.