The Adventurer's Son(50)

By our second morning in Costa Rica, the euphoria that Roman would walk out at any moment was gone. The previous night’s relief on the phone with Peggy was a momentary peak on a roller coaster now plunging toward fear. Thai and I drove to the search headquarters where we were briefed—and questioned—by the Cruz Roja, MINAE, and Fuerza. Cody hadn’t appeared. With posters everywhere, it seemed impossible for him not to have seen his own face somewhere on the Osa.

Dondee stood in the briefing room full of searchers and told us all a helicopter with infrared search capabilities was winging its way from San José. He moved among the Cruz Roja volunteers, nodding his head when spoken to, hands on his hips or shaking a finger when speaking, his arms giving orders. Thai and I noticed we weren’t the only ones uncomfortable with Dondee. “He’s like a ballerina needing attention,” a local Tico nature guide whispered.

The Cruz Roja were mostly pale men from San José. They sat in chairs wearing earnest expressions and khaki uniforms tucked beneath their belts. Along the wall stood lean, scrappy guys, dark from the sun, shirttails free. These were the local rangers who knew the park, its miner and poacher trails, its ridgetops and canyon bottoms. They were the ones I wanted—especially the young ones—for a search team of my own.

The Fuerza asked me if we had any enemies. Was there anyone who’d do us any harm? I thought of emails Roman’s friends shared that mentioned, finding a Costa Rican girl. I wondered if he’d pissed off a boyfriend or even a husband somewhere. Roman also had a dark, aggressive side I’d always suspected but never seen. Some bravado in emails to friends hinted at it, and now my imagination ran with the suggestion.

“No,” I replied. “None that I know of.”

“Did he have a phone?”

“No, it was stolen in Mexico.”

“A GPS?”

I’d heard the gringo with Pata Lora had a GPS. “Not unless he bought one down here.”

“How about Facebook or social media?”

After the loss of his girlfriend and Vince’s death, Roman stopped using Facebook. “It’s just a bunch of people who don’t do anything, bragging about it when they do,” he explained. I had wondered, though, if it wasn’t because of his ex-girlfriend’s social media presence.

“He keeps in touch with email,” I told the Fuerza.

Again, I brought up the emails he had sent about the guide requirement, his intentions to go solo and off-trail, that maybe he was preparing to cross Panama’s Darién Gap.

“The volunteers are excited to find your son,” Dondee said, looking me in the eye. He continued in English. “These guys live for this. They live for this!”

“That’s good.” I nodded sincerely, smiling. “That’s what we need. I’m so grateful for all these people who are helping. I don’t want them to stop.”

Then I reemphasized that Roman said he was heading in off-trail.

“The park superintendent says that off-trail travel in Corcovado is ‘illogical,’” Thai translated. The whole thing felt like an exam and I was giving only wrong answers.

“Tell them, ‘When he traveled off-trail in Guatemala he marked his route.’”

“How did he mark his route?” a ranger asked.

“By cutting with a machete,” I said, though it felt like another wrong answer.

“Everybody makes those marks,” Thai translated back, continuing: “Did he ever leave little reflectors?”

“What?”

Thai spoke in Spanish with a ranger. “Like thumbtacks. Did he ever leave thumbtacks? The guy with Pata Lora had left reflective thumbtacks in trees.”

This actually sounds like something Roman might try. It seemed clever, like the way he would mark small mammals by clipping their fur during live trapping projects. Reflective thumbtacks would be simpler than a machete but much harder to follow, except in the dark with a headlamp, perhaps.

“It’s possible,” I said, cautiously. But why would he mark a tourist trail while carrying a GPS and following a guide? It’s like wearing a belt with suspenders on a one-piece suit.

My mind sorted through these new questions as I left headquarters and headed for the airfield where the helicopter waited. The sturdy, compact black machine held five of us. No one but me spoke English. The effort reminded me of another search a decade before.

In Alaska, where the woods are open, I had once chartered a helicopter to search for three teams overdue in a Wilderness Classic I’d organized. One racer had positioned herself on a bald hill with a smoky signal fire; she was easy to find. I never found the others hidden by Alaska’s short-statured forest. How will we find someone beneath a forest three times as tall and five times as thick?

WE LIFTED OFF. I looked down at a rural landscape of cattle pastures and subsistence farms. The patchwork gave way to steep, forested mountains. We buzzed low outside the park between Dos Brazos and Piedras Blancas, where Cody reportedly followed Pata Lora. The only surfaces visible were the flash of streams, the dirt of landslides, the pastures of Piedras Blancas. Mostly, I saw billowing green crowns and the occasional slender white trunk in a tangled forest canopy. Banana-like heliconia plants obscured old landslides. Bracken ferns covered new ones. The most recent slides, still raw with bare dirt, drew my attention. Such a dynamic landscape.