Taking Connor(36)

We were already dancing slowly, but his movements slow even more as his expression morphs to a serious one. Then, his hands come up and gently grip my face as he stares into my eyes, his calloused thumbs brushing ever so softly over my cheek bones. The music, the lights, the people, the art—it all fades away as he leans in and presses his lips to mine. The kiss is soft and eager yet unassuming. His mouth parts slightly as mine opens for him, all the while we sway with the music. When he pulls away, I know my face must be seven shades of bright red. His hands are still gripping my cheeks softly as he leans in and quietly says, “Thank you, Demi.”

Without another word, he takes me in his arms once more and dances with me. I press my forehead to his chest as we move and smile.

That. Was. Perfect.





By the time Vick dropped me off at home, it was late. I noticed as soon as we pulled in the driveway that Connor’s bike was gone, and I couldn’t help wondering where he was. Vick walked me to the back porch and kissed me again, this time a little more aggressively, but not inappropriately. We agreed to meet for dinner Wednesday at Turvey’s, and after another longer kiss, he went on his way.

“So he’s a good kisser?” Wendy muses as she pours us both a mug of coffee. I’ve spent the last twenty minutes telling her all about the new guy in town, and she’s eaten up every word.

I can’t help smiling a little as I stare down at the mug she’s just slid to me. “He’s a great kisser,” I confirm.

Wendy takes the seat next to me at the table. The kids are outside playing and somehow she managed to get Grayson down for a nap which is perfect because I need her undivided attention. This is a conversation that may not go over well. As a whole, parents hearing someone tell them their kid may have a disability, specifically autism, doesn’t usually go over well. Denial is common.

“It’s been so long since I’ve had a first kiss,” Wendy sighs.

“But you have sixteen amazing years under your belt. That’s something to be proud of.”

“Yeah,” she agrees. “I’m a lucky lady.” Just then, Jeff walks in the kitchen. He’s tugging his shirt over his head, but it appears it’s stuck because he didn’t unbutton the collar, and his midsection is bulging out as he yells, “Honey? A little help here?”

I look back to Wendy, biting my lips to keep from laughing as she shakes her head in silent laughter. “The luckiest lady in all the land.”

She stands and goes to him as he stops moving; his shirt still stuck over his head. “Who are you talking to?”

“Demi,” she chuckles as she yanks his shirt back down revealing his flustered expression and sparse hair, wild and unruly. He looks to me and juts his chin. “Hey, Demi.”

“Hi, Jeff,” I wave working hard to hide my amusement.

Wendy sets about unbuttoning his collar as she speaks. “Demi was just telling me about her date last night and I was bragging about my big strong man here,” she pulls the shirt back up and together they manage to get it off of him. Jeff, while strong, is a softer looking man. Working long hours and having five kids hasn’t exactly left him a lot of time to work out. So his protruding belly is no surprise to me.

Wendy tosses the shirt on the counter and takes her seat beside me again as Jeff smooths his hair back. “Well, you are pretty damn lucky,” he muses. “You get all of this.” He motions his hands down his body.

Wendy sips her coffee and giggles. “I know it, baby.” I’m clenching my eyes closed trying to keep my laughter under wraps. When I open them, Jeff is rolling his back, his belly moving as his hips thrust forward, walking toward Wendy.

“Do you need me to show Demi what a real man looks like?” he asks as he takes her mug from her hand and sits it on the table and proceeds to give her a rather G-rated lap dance.

“I’m sorry, Demi,” Wendy adds as she places her hands on Jeff’s hips to hold him back a little. “He’s all mine.”

“I’m not sure I could handle all that manliness,” I laugh.

Jeff stops and bends down, giving Wendy a chaste kiss. “How are you today, beautiful?”

“I’m good.”

“Got a lot done today, Demi. Heading back over there bright and early tomorrow.”

“Good,” I answer. “Thank you. And I’m actually glad you’re here. I have something I need to talk to both of you about.”

Jeff walks backward until his back hits the counter and he crosses his arms, they almost rest on his protruding belly. “What’s up?”

Taking a deep breath, I look at Wendy. “This isn’t easy for me to . . . bring up to you. It’s an incredibly sensitive subject, and I hope you both know I only have your family’s best interest at heart; specifically Grayson’s.”

“Grayson?” Jeff questions, his brows rising.

“The last few times I’ve been around him I’ve noticed some things that concern me. When he spent the weekend with me, a lot of my concerns were solidified.” I pause and take another breath. Please don’t let them get pissed off at me. “The umbrella of autism is very wide.”

“Autism?” Jeff clarifies, his shock evident in his tone. “You think Grayson is autistic?”

“I think he falls somewhere on the spectrum, yes. But he’d need testing to accurately diagnose him.”