Spindle Fire (Spindle Fire #1)(76)

Understanding cascades through Aurora: Marigold is an Impression of Malfleur as a child, one created by Belcoeur, whom her sister called Daisy. The painting—and Marigold’s existence at all—indicate that Belcoeur cared deeply about her twin, despite what the stories would have had Aurora believe.

She sets down the portrait and looks to the bottom of the chest, which is covered in a dark, rusty stain. She knows what it is. Blood.

“Stop.”

Aurora turns around to see—not Belcoeur but Wren, standing in the doorway wringing her hands.

“I have to do this,” she says to the girl. Her voice floats out of her with an authority that surprises her. “I have to confront the queen.”

“No, you don’t. You could just leave it, leave us.” Wren’s voice has a slight warble to it, like it could break. “You’ve done enough damage.”

They stand facing each other in the dark bedroom. “That’s just it. I need to fix this. I need to go home.” Aurora keeps her mind and her words focused on those truths.

“But what about Heath?” Wren asks.

Aurora shakes her head, willing the tears not to fall. “Please forgive me,” she says. “I never meant for . . . I didn’t know. Please don’t be jealous of me.”

“Jealous of you?”

“Because of the kiss—because you—”

“Aurora.” Wren folds her arms across her chest. “I know Heath better than anyone. Certainly better than you. I know him; I know what he’s like. He hasn’t chosen you, and he never will.” Her calm tone sends a shiver up Aurora’s spine.

“But, but . . . you love him,” Aurora says quietly, her heart still aching for the girl, and for herself, and for the impossibility of the true love in which she once believed.

“Love,” Wren replies, “does not have room for jealousy. It is just a thing you know, a part of who you are forever. It’s inalterable.”

“But he kissed me,” Aurora sputters. “And it’s more than just that. I know it is. I can feel that it’s more. It’s just like what happened to the queen.”

Wren cocks her head. “What do you mean?”

“Belcoeur loved Charles Blackthorn. But I think he fell for her sister, Malfleur. That’s why Belcoeur made Sommeil and retreated into her world of dreams. She didn’t want to have to face a life without true love,” Aurora says, telling the story as if it’s one she’s read a thousand times in her library. “Her jealousy is what destroyed her.”

“You have it all wrong,” says a raspy voice.

Both Aurora and Wren go silent. Wren pushes her way into the room beside Aurora as they both peer through the haze.

The queen now sits at the loom on the far side of the room. Aurora can’t be sure how long the woman has been there, her loom softly click-clacking as she listened to their argument. It’s even harder to see now. The windows are blackening—another illusion, Aurora thinks.

Wren turns to Aurora and then back to the queen, clearly awed. Aurora can’t believe that the girl—that all the residents of Blackthorn—have lived their entire lives right beside the mad queen and have never once laid eyes on her. It’s crazy to think that they’ve been so close to a way out all this time, but have never known it.

Then again, she realizes, perhaps everyone has the key to her own prison. Maybe freedom is just a matter of knowing the right story, of being brave enough to say the right words in the right order at the right time.

The old woman leans over her loom, and for a moment Aurora thinks she is weaving her own silver-white hair into the tapestry. She doesn’t look up but shakes her head slightly.

“My queen?” Wren whispers, trying to wave away the haze. “What do we have wrong?”

The queen sighs. “I was never the jealous one. It was my sister who envied me.”

Aurora and Wren step closer, until Aurora can see the tears on the queen’s face, even in the stifling dimness of the room.

“Then why are you crying?” Aurora asks gently, as though too harsh a demand might make the woman dissolve into the thick air.

“Because there’s nothing sadder than someone leaving,” the queen says, her voice almost childlike.

“Who left you? Was it Charles Blackthorn?”

“Aurora,” Wren cautions. “Be careful. She’ll trick us.”

Belcoeur shakes her head. “She left. She left. But not again. Not this time. I won’t be left alone again.”

“She?” Aurora steps closer. It’s getting harder to breathe in here. No matter how her eyes adjust, the air only grows thicker and blacker. Could the queen be talking about her sister? Is it possible she’s been waiting all this time not for her true love but for Malfleur herself?

The queen looks up, her eyes ablaze with swirling greens and blues. “I won’t be left alone again.”

“Aurora!” Wren says, beginning to cough. “Run!”

Aurora feels a tug on her sleeve, but she can’t move. She’s fixed to the spot, staring at the loom.

“No one will leave me,” Belcoeur says.

Aurora is riveted not by her words but by the breathtaking beauty of the tapestry the queen has been weaving all this time. A forest dashed with streaks of red and yellow and orange that leap toward a blackened sky.