Ruthless Empire (Royal Elite #6)(74)
“I barged in?” He grabs both my hands, forcing me to stop, but he doesn’t yank them away from his chest. “I did it? How about you? Why the fuck did you have to be here that day? Why did you jump me, push me to the bench, and cry your glitter tears on me? Why did you refuse to let me go and promise me your firsts? If you want to blame anyone, blame yourself. You made me obsessed with you to the point I can’t fucking breathe until I see you.”
Oh, God.
Oh. My. Freaking. God.
That’s the first time he’s ever said anything like that to me.
I hiccough, my fingers splaying on his wet shirt, feeling over the muscles of his hard chest. “Cole…”
My voice trails off when I can’t find words to say. Should I be mad or touched right now? Should I kiss him or bite his lip off?
Cole has always been an enigma I couldn’t figure out, even if I tried.
“What?” His voice softens.
“Why did it have to be you?”
“What kind of question is that?”
“Stop answering my questions with questions, wanker.”
He strokes my wet hair away from my face and I shiver, then wince when he touches my bruised cheek. “Come take shelter from the rain.”
Cole leads me to his car that is parked nearby. After we slide inside, he brings out a towel from a grocery bag.
“Did you make a stop to get this?” It looks new.
“Shut up.” He throws the towel over my head and dries my hair and face. He brings out a tube of ointment and applies it on the area where Elsa hit me.
His ministrations are gentle and I find myself caught up in his tender touch. Cole doesn’t show this side. Ever. At least not in a genuine way, so I know not to take it for granted.
“Take off your clothes.”
I cross a hand over my chest. “No. We’re in public.”
“The windows are tinted. Take them off before you catch a cold.”
“No.”
His jaw tightens, but he continues speaking in that infuriatingly calm tone. “What did I say about that fucking word?”
“I won’t take them off.”
“I’m mad at you right now, so don’t make me rip them off you.”
“You…won’t.” Right?
Just as I’m contemplating the option, Cole reaches out for me. I wiggle away from his merciless clutch at the last second.
“Fine, I’ll do it!” I remove my jacket and unbutton my shirt, murmuring under my breath, “Brute.”
“I heard that.”
I make a face, then grimace when my bruises burn.
By the time I’m down to my underwear, Cole yanks the bra away and I shiver, even though he already turned on the heater.
I grab the big towel and wrap my body in it, peeking at him through my lashes. His shirt is also wet and it’s completely transparent, showing his muscular chest and hard nipples. “You’ll catch a cold, too.”
“I don’t catch colds.” He reaches into the grocery bag and retrieves a thermos.
“What is it?”
“Hot chocolate I got from Aiden’s kitchen.”
I try not to be touched that he not only came after me, but he also thought it all through.
Sipping from the thermos, I let the warmth seep through me. “What else do you have in that bag?”
He retrieves a Snickers bar and my eyes double in size. I snatch it away and eat almost half of it in one go.
I don’t even think about the calories in the big bar. I usually eat small ones, and only occasionally or when I’m feeling really down.
“No one will take it away, Silver. Eat slowly.”
I face away from him to finish it. What if he changes his mind?
“Damn. You’re really not you when you’re hungry.”
I throw him a dirty look over my shoulder, still chewing on my bar.
He chuckles, the sound like music in the quietness of the car. I pause chewing to listen to it and memorise it as if it’s a piano sonata. Will there be a day where I won’t stop and stare when he laughs?
“What are we going to do now?” I ask to distract my brain.
“We’ll wait until you’re warm, then we’ll go back home.”
“Right.”
He raises a brow. “Unless you want to stay the night here?”
I don’t want Papa and Helen to see me like this, and I don’t want to feel the guilt I do whenever I stare at them and realise I’m letting them down. Besides, I’m in no mood to explain the wet clothes and the bruises.
“I want to stay the night here,” I whisper.
His eyes widen a little. “I was only throwing it out there, but wow, it worked.”
“Remove your clothes, though. You’ll catch a cold.”
“Just admit you want to see me naked.” He unbuttons his shirt, and then his trousers, throwing them amongst the wet clothes in the back seat.
Water forms a sheen on the smooth ridges of his abs and thighs. His dark blue boxer briefs tighten around his semi-hard cock.
“That’s not true.” I clear my throat, pretending I’m not ogling his half-nakedness. “So what are we going to do?”
“What do you want to do?”
I think about it, and an idea hits me. “Read to me.”