One Moment Please (Wait With Me #3)(62)

I fisted my cock, staring at her lush, naked body only two feet from me. Her cheeks flushed from her arousal and her rose-colored nipples hard from the cool air. “You living here with me, sleeping with me, means all your pleasure comes from me.”

She smiled and lifted her chin to make eye contact. “Aren’t we a bit of a narcissist?”

I shook my head slowly. “I’m not a narcissist. I’m a Jonesist. And I will be the giver of all your pleasure. Understood?”

She nodded.

“Now sit down on that bench and spread your legs so I can show you how inadequate that fucking toy of yours really is.”




Max’s voice interrupts my walk down memory lane. “So, you’re having sex all the time, but you’re not in a relationship?”

“Correct.” I take a long sip and hold the alcohol in my mouth to let it burn before swallowing because—fucking hell—now that we’re talking about sex, all I want to do is go home and have sex.

Max turns on his stool, propping his elbow on the bar to stare open-mouthed. “How can you be living with and sleeping with a woman who’s carrying your child and not be in a relationship with her? That sounds like a relationship.”

“It’s not,” I reply with a shrug. “We’re compartmentalizing.”

“Not her.” Max shakes his head knowingly. “She’s not going to want it like this for long.”

My brows furrow at his tone. I mean, I get it. Honestly, I was skeptical at first. Which is why all of last week, I kept asking her if she was sure she wanted this and she adamantly confirmed that she did, usually right before she put my cock in her mouth.

But she seems good with it. In fact, she seems more at ease than ever before, and so do I. Even the nurses have been giving me funny looks this week because my mood has been lighter. Regular sex is a win-win for both of us.

“You don’t understand, Max. We were at each other’s throats before and we’re getting along much better now. And Lynsey is adamant about not wanting a serious relationship because it’ll get in the way of her career.”

He laughs disbelievingly. “And a baby won’t?”

I hit him with a flat look. “She doesn’t exactly have a choice with the baby, Max. But she has a choice with me.”

“Well, that works out really well for you.” He picks up his glass. “You’ve never been a relationship guy and that was a fact well before everything that happened in Baltimore.”

I clench my teeth at his pointed remark. I hate how everything always comes back to Baltimore. My parents and Max are the only ones who know the details of those dark days and, most of the time, I wish I’d never told them.

But Max is right about my lack of relationships. I’ve never cared about women beyond a physical connection. Growing up, my focus was on school because I always knew I wanted to be a doctor, and nothing was going to get in my way.

Until a couple of years ago.

Max distracts my thoughts when he asks, “Do you think maybe Lynsey and this baby could…I don’t know…heal you?”

“Heal me?” I snap, my shoulders tensing. “Am I sick?”

“You know what I mean,” he replies, his expression wary. “After everything with Julian, don’t you think maybe this could be your—”

“Second chance?” I snap, my voice gruff with anger as I finish his sentence. “Don’t bring up Julian’s name, okay? He’s gone. And it was my fault, and he wasn’t even my kid to fuck up to begin with. So, no, this baby isn’t my second chance. The two situations are nothing alike. My situation with Lynsey is just that…a situation that I’ll take care of.”

He shakes his head, sadness filling his eyes. “It’s more than a situation, Josh.”

“Stop, okay? I don’t need this from you.” I dig my wallet out for some cash to throw onto the bar. “You’re the only friend I fucking talk to. Don’t make me regret that, man.”

He holds up his hands in defeat and offers me a smile that I’d really like to punch off his face. “I’m sorry, okay? I’m here for you, Josh. However you need me.”

I pinch the bridge of my nose. “I need you to be the kind of friend that gets me drunk and tells me it’s going to be okay.”

His lips pull back into a wide smile. “Good thing that’s my specialty.”




It’s after five when the Uber drops me off in front of my house. Max and I ended up playing pool all afternoon and drinking our weight in whisky so driving home wasn’t a good idea.

The day turned out halfway enjoyable once we got the heavy shit out in the open. I had no idea how badly I needed to go out with a friend.

When I walk in the door, the tantalizing aroma of dinner welcomes me inside. In the kitchen, I open the oven to sneak a peek. A pan of lasagna cooks. The clock shows fifty minutes ticking down.

Timers are good, Jones. Timers means no fires and no burned hands and no accidents that make me lose my damned mind.

I make my way down the hall, following the country music pouring from the guest bathroom. I pause and press my ear to the door to make sure I hear movement.

“Fuck me deep and hard. I want you to touch my cervix with that big, fat cock that gets me so damned wet.”