My Name Is Venus Black(101)

When I asked Leo how it all came out, he said I got the colors right.





For Noah, as we all knew and loved him





I owe an enormous debt of gratitude to so many who helped this novel become a reality.

First, to my husband, Dave, who listened when I got lost, read the manuscript through many times, and regularly offered spot-on advice, I am deeply grateful.

To my sister, Katherine, always my first reader, your honest feedback and perceptive suggestions made a huge difference. When I became ill during a critical time in the revisions process, you stepped in to save me. There are no words.

To my son Noah, who loved an old draft of this story and strongly encouraged me to revisit it and give it another shot—I hope I did you proud. And to my other adult children—Nathan, Neil, Taylor, and Jana—your constant support and avid interest (and impatience to read the novel) meant the world to me.

Where would I be without my fabulous agent, Jane von Mehren, at Aevitas Creative? You immediately believed in this story and made sure it found the perfect home. Thank you. Big thanks also to my brilliant editor at Random House, Kara Cesare, who cared about every line and thought deeply about each character’s journey. You’re truly amazing. Thanks also to assistant editor Emma Caruso for your great suggestions and continued encouragement.



I also want to thank my mom for always supporting my work, and especially for being brave about some aspects of this story even though they may have evoked painful memories. You’re an example to me of how grace and forgiveness can heal the worst wounds. I love you, Mom!

Finally, to all my family and friends who stood by me when I suffered a tragic loss right in the middle of writing this novel—your love and empathy carried me all the way. Your support and tears and heartfelt notes have meant the world, and often brought me comfort when I most needed it. You are living proof that love takes us home.