Judge (Breeding #5)(12)
“I took it so I wouldn’t be rude. I wasn't going to call him.”
“Next time be fucking rude,” he orders, and it’s my turn to narrow my eyes.
I should be pissed at his comment. He’s not my father, but he sure does try and act like it. I open my mouth to tell him he isn’t, but before I can get a word out his mouth lands on mine.
The kiss is hard and punishing just like he is. His tongue pushes right into my mouth without teasing or tentative asking. He’s taking what he wants and claiming me as his. At first I’m shocked, but then I’m so turned on I’m close to combusting. I slide my hands up his chest and into his hair as I grab hold of him. I climb his body as my legs go around his waist, wanting to be closer to him as he pins me to the wall. I hear things fall all around us, but I ignore it and so does he.
I moan into his mouth as the raw passion comes through him and into me. I’ve never had feelings like the ones he ignites inside me. The boring everyday life I lived before he came along seems bland and tasteless as he lights up the world around me. This is life. This is living. All my emotions swirl around inside of me and I don’t know how to control it. It's a beautiful mess he’s thrown me into and I never want to leave it.
He moves his hand between us and I feel him pulling his cock out. I wonder if he’s going to thrust it inside me. This isn't how I thought I’d lose my virginity. The silly idea of rose petals with white candles and soft music now sounds terrible. This is perfect. It’s real and I’ve never wanted something so badly in my life.
He moves back a little as he keeps me pinned the wall. I feel his arm begin to jerk between us and I look down to see him jacking himself off again. The head of his cock brushes my clit as he does, and I cry out.
“Inside me,” I moan as I thrust my hips forward trying desperately to get my pussy closer to him.
He ignores me as he kisses me again. I cry out into his mouth and he deepens it as I push my chest into him. I want us to be as close as possible so I’ll never have another worry in the world. Smith will keep me safe and fill all the places in me that were waiting for him.
He pulls his mouth away from mine and we’re both breathing heavy. “Say my name,” he demands as his cock rubs against my clit back and forth. He pushes me towards my orgasm, and although I want his cock in me, all I care about is cumming.
“Smith. Please,” I beg.
His cock grows bigger against me as he kisses me and moans like I’m the hottest thing he’s ever been with in his life.
When I feel his warm release coat my clit and thighs, I can’t hold back and I cum with him. It’s everywhere and I jerk against him as he drags the head of his cock against my clit in one long stroke. The pleasure is too much and I didn't know that was possible.
“What have you done to me, kitten,” he breathes, and I don’t think it’s a question.
I’ve made this strong man weak and it’s insane how happy that makes me. He looks down at me and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to read him. My heart flutters and I wonder if he feels this crazy spin of emotions like I do. If this is normal for two people to be so attracted to one other or if this is something else altogether. I want it to be different from everything else he’s ever had because it’s different for me.
He takes a step a back and I feel cold at the loss of him. He bends down and helps me into my jeans as I brace myself on his shoulders. His gaze stays locked between my thighs where I’m coated in his cum. When I pull them up, he zips and buttons them closed but doesn't make a move to walk away.
“You’re mine. Do you understand that?” His words are solemn and leave no room for misunderstanding. I nod and he fixes his stare on me. “You don’t take fucking numbers. Do you understand me, kitten?”
I nod my head again, knowing that even if I tried to fight with him on the subject I’d lose. I don’t want to talk to anyone else anyway, but I love his possessiveness.
He drops his forehead to mine and I can feel his strained control coming back. “Nora. I’m not fucking around.”
I’m not sure if he’s talking about the phone number or just me in general, but either way I agree. I’m hoping it’s the latter and I’m not just one in a long line of women.
Chapter Seven
Smith
“I meant to get you from school today,” I say as I turn the car in the driveway.
“Oh,” Nora says but doesn’t look at me.
I put the car in park and hit the button for the garage door to come down. Before she can get out, I turn to face her and take her chin between my fingers.
“I mean that, Nora. And I wouldn’t have brought your uncle into my office if I hadn’t lost track of time.”
I see the edge of her lips turn up and I feel the warm spot in the middle of my chest beat. What is this power she wields over me? How can one little thing trigger so much that I never even knew was possible. I feel like a different person with her. She’s awoken some animal that’s intent on holding her down and fucking her until I find relief. I want to use her and make her mine, but I want her to smile at me like I’m a goddamn king.
“Just don’t let it happen again.” She winks at me and fuck, she might as well have kicked me in the balls.