Fall (VIP #3)(45)

I punch the code in again, my fingertip aching as I jam it against the keypad numbers.

Access denied.

My vision blurs and I blink rapidly. “Fuck.” The word escapes in a small, hiccupping sob.

Someone bounds up the stairs. Please don’t be him. Please.

But the world isn’t that kind.

“Stella Button?” John crowds behind me, holding an umbrella over our heads. “Why the bloody hell are you standing there? Open the door and get out of the rain.”

Why him? Of all the people who live in this damn building, why does it always have to be him? I’d have preferred Mrs. Goldman’s “I told you so” over him right now.

My throat convulses. “I’m trying.”

He leans closer, obviously straining to hear my weak voice over the pounding rain. “What’s wrong? Is the door broken?”

My lip wobbles, and I bite it hard before answering. “The code doesn’t work.” Rapidly I punch it in only to be denied. “See?”

There’s an awful pause. I can feel the heavy weight of his stare. Then he moves, and I tense as his cheek brushes mine when he bends down. “Stella, love, it’s 22577, not 77522.”

I knew that. But how do I tell him that I thought I’d been punching the right combination, that my messed-up mind switched them somewhere along the way? I can’t. I don’t. I just stand there, rigid and tearing up.

“Hey.” The softness in his voice has me lifting my head. He searches my face, and the corners of his eyes crease. “Christ, Stells, you’re killing me here.”

I don’t know what he’s talking about. I’m the one cold and soaked.

Moving slowly, he lifts his hand and brushes a wet strand of hair off my cheeks. Silence swells between us as he stares at my face like he’s never seen me before. Then again, every time I set eyes on him it feels like the first time and as though I’ve always been looking at his gorgeous face.

We stand like that, the rain thrumming on his umbrella and bouncing off the pavers at our feet. I can’t make myself move or say a word. He is stern and forbidding and beautiful, his dark hair misted with silver raindrops.

I haven’t seen him since the night he ran off on me, but time has done nothing to dull the punch of attraction I feel whenever I’m in his vicinity. If anything, it’s worse now. I take a shaking breath, and his gaze darts to my lips.

“Fornasetti,” he finally blurts out, though his voice is husky.

“What?” My own voice is a sad croak.

John’s brows pull together. “You know those Italian plates? The graphic black-and-white ones with the girl on them. She has these big eyes and cute little nose and sweet bud of a mouth?”

I must be frowning, because his cheeks flush and he rushes on. “You remind me of her.”

“Of a girl on a plate?”

The flush on his cheeks deepens. “Yeah … Never mind.”

He quickly puts in the right code and opens the door. His touch on my lower back is gentle as he guides me out of the cold and rain. I trudge to the elevator, leaving puddles in my wake.

With a soft curse, John shrugs out of his damp flannel shirt and wraps it around my shoulders before hugging me tight to his side. “You’re freezing.”

I hear the condemnation in his voice, like he knows how long I’d been outside, trying to get in and failing. I bite my lip harder. Without a word, John punches the button to our floor. The elevator might as well be a tomb in the silence that follows. I glare down at my toes and shiver while John holds me closer and rubs my arm with his big hand.

I should shrug him off, but he’s warm and it feels too good. Yep, that’s me, choosing basic human comfort over pride. My pride takes another hit when we reach our little landing and John types in the code for my front door.

I lurch back, my gaze finally snapping to his. “You know the code?”

John has the grace to wince. “Killian is my best mate. We know each other’s for safety reasons.”

“Not feeling a whole lot safer right now,” I grumble, stomping into the penthouse.

He follows me in. “I hope you’re pissed on principle and don’t actually think I’d ever come in here uninvited.”

I glance back at him, and my steps slow when I take in his hurt expression. A sigh leaves me. “Yes, it’s the principle.” I give him a weak smile. “If you really wanted to get in, you could just jump over the back wall like I did.”

I don’t think he finds my attempt at humor funny right now. But his stiffness eases. “Any time you’re doing yoga naked, let me know, and I’ll hop over that wall in a hurry.”

Despite the tightness in my chest, I laugh a little. “I’ll put that at the top of my to-do list.”

A shiver wracks my body, and he gestures toward the bedroom with a tilt of his head. “Go get dry. I’ll make you some tea.”

“You’ll make tea?”

His lip quirks as he heads for the kitchen. “Perhaps you don’t know this but, at heart, I am an Englishman. Learning how to make a proper cuppa is a one of life’s first lessons.”

I remember then that John is from an extremely wealthy English family. “Your accent is faint, and comes out at odd times.”

Maybe it’s because he divided his childhood between New York and England. But John’s reaction tells me otherwise.