Ensnared (The Accidental Billionaires #1)(34)

But I hadn’t been ready for the protective instincts that had rushed up and slammed me in the gut.

There had been bliss when she’d orgasmed, but I couldn’t help but notice a tiny thread of panic in her voice, too. And I fucking hated that.

I should have used a little finesse, but I lost it the minute I knew that she was going to surrender to the passion that had been raging between the two of us every single day that we were together. She’d offered herself up, and instead of using some patience, I’d gorged on her like a bloodthirsty animal.

I prided myself on my control. I always had.

I wanted Jade. But I needed her to be all in with me.

My inability to check myself was unnerving, but I wasn’t going to let it stop me from wallowing in the sexual gratification that Jade and I could experience. Hell, I’d never felt the emotions that Jade could wring out of me, and I’d never had a woman who made me feel satisfied just by making her scream.

The possessive instincts were all new to me, and I wasn’t quite sure I was comfortable with them. But if being with Jade made me into a caveman, so be it.

I needed her more than I disliked the emotions I was starting to experience.

Being careful not to wake her up, I rose from the bed, reluctant to leave her. But I needed to find my own relief. My cock was pretty pissed off that I hadn’t fucked Jade, but I didn’t regret it.

I could wait until Jade was completely comfortable with getting off so hard that it was scary. I was starting to like her too much to push her any harder, even if my dick was telling me to bury myself so deep inside her wet heat that I never wanted to leave.

“Shit!” I cursed as I strode toward the bathroom. “She’s going to kill me.”

I stripped off my jeans and boxer briefs, turned on the shower, and stepped inside.

Wrapping my hand around my cock while water pulsed against my back was becoming way too familiar to me. But if that’s what it took to finally get my opportunity to be with Jade, I’d keep right on doing it.

The longer I knew her, the more I was willing to do whatever it took to be deep inside her.

I leaned against the tile, my hand running over my cock vigorously, and let my normal fantasies about Jade permeate my brain.

Mine! Mine! Mine!

In my mind, I plunged deep inside her over and over, claiming her as I watched the look of ecstasy on her beautiful face.

But my horny imaginings didn’t last long enough to make me orgasm.

“Eli?”

The soft, feminine voice invaded my illusions, and I opened my eyes to see Jade’s face right in front of mine.

I wasn’t embarrassed because she’d caught me getting myself off. It was a normal bodily function. But I was shocked when she pushed my hand away and said, “I think I can do a better job.”

I shuddered as I watched her drop to her knees, completely naked, and wrap her hand around my cock.

“Jade, you don’t have to do that,” I said with a groan.

“I do have to,” she argued. “I need to.”

I leaned back on the tile and closed my eyes when she wrapped her sensual lips around my dick. For a moment, I wasn’t completely sure that I hadn’t conjured her up in my fantasies, but when she sucked hard, I knew damn well it was real. My fantasies had never been this good.

It occurred to me that she’d done this sexual act before, but had obviously never gotten it reciprocated by her prick of an ex-boyfriend.

The bastard. He has no idea what he missed.

A throaty groan left my mouth as she gingerly played with my balls while she was trying to swallow my cock.

“Jade. You’re fucking killing me,” I rasped. Grabbing her hair, I gently guided her to the rhythm I desperately needed. I figured if I was going to die, there was no better way to go.

She adjusted immediately, and my heart started to hammer hard enough that I wondered if she could hear it.

The driving need to watch her made my eyes fly open, and I looked down to see Jade, her eyes closed, and a look of complete gratification on her gorgeous face.

“Fuck!” I tore my eyes from her. Shit was getting too intense, and I couldn’t watch her without making myself insane.

I felt her wrap her fist around the back of my shaft, a tight friction that made me put my hand behind her head and urge her to go faster.

My impending orgasm was building fast, and I knew I was going to come hard. “I’m going to come, sweetheart,” I warned her, giving her enough time to retreat.

She literally purred, and the vibration set me off.

Every muscle in my body tensed, and my head fell back against the wall as I exploded. I groaned, feeling like I was never going to stop coming, as Jade swallowed every single drop.

“Holy hell!” I yelled in a voice I didn’t quite recognize as my own.

Jade had completely destroyed me.

But it had felt so damn good that I didn’t care.

I pulled her to her feet and pinned her against the tile. “Why in the hell did you do that?” I asked desperately, my mind still scrambled.

She smiled at me, a sultry curve of her lips that I’d never seen before. “Because I wanted to,” she answered. “What you did to me, how you made me feel . . . it was amazing, Eli. I wanted to see if I could do the same thing to you.”

“Did I scare you?” I asked huskily, my voice hinting at remorse.