Drive Me Wild (Bellamy Creek #1)(11)
That was out of the question. But what was I supposed to do with her? It was too late to call my sister. Should I drive her out to the motel on Highway 31? And then what? Pay for the room myself? Then I’d have to go out there and get her tomorrow. I could let her stay on the couch at my place, but was that too weird? I was debating calling Cole and asking for his advice—he always did the right thing—when I saw a tear slip down her cheek.
“Hey, it’s—it’s okay,” I said. “Don’t cry.”
“It’s not okay,” she said, weeping into her hands. “My new life is already just as big a mess as my old one. I’m trying so hard to be brave and handle things on my own, but maybe this is a sign I can’t. Maybe I should just go back to Belle Meade and marry the tycoon.”
“Don’t say that.”
“But it’s true. And it’s my own damn fault. I mean, I’m thirty years old! I should have my life figured out by now. But I was a coward. And I was complacent. I could have walked away when I wasn’t so desperate, but I never did. I deserve to sleep on the street like a vagabond.”
“For fuck’s sake, Blair.” I rolled my eyes. “You’re not going to sleep on the street.”
“I have no choice,” she sobbed. Then all of a sudden, she moved so close the backs of her hands were resting on my chest.
I could smell her perfume—sure enough, there was something vanilla about it—and her bare, trembling shoulders were begging me to put my arms around them. I had to shove my hands in my pockets to keep from embracing her.
“Look, you can—you can stay with me,” I choked out.
“What?” She sniffed and looked up. “Stay with you where?”
“My apartment. I live above the garage.”
“Oh, I couldn’t do that.” She backed up and touched her collarbone. “It wouldn’t be right.”
I rolled my eyes. “You don’t really have a choice, Blair. I’m not leaving you on the street, you don’t have money for a motel, and it’s the middle of the night.”
She blinked. “I guess you’re right. But I hate to impose. It’s so tacky.”
Impose, as if she’d shown up uninvited to a garden party. “Just . . . get your stuff and come on,” I said gruffly.
“Okay. My suitcase is in the trunk.”
I got it out for her, brushing away her hand when she reached for it. “I’ll carry it,” I said.
“Thank you.” She followed me down the sidewalk to my apartment door and stood at my side while I unlocked it. A car drove past us as I was pulling it open, and I cringed when it slowed down. Hopefully, it was no one I knew—I didn’t need to be the subject of any gossip tomorrow.
“Go on,” I said impatiently. “Get inside.”
She held up the bottom of her dress and started up the stairs, while I took a moment to lock the door behind us before going up two steps at a time, her bag still in my hand.
I hadn’t left any lights on, so when I reached the top, I bumped into her from behind. She stumbled forward, and I instinctively reached out, catching her around the waist.
“Sorry,” she said. “It’s just so dark.”
It was dark. And I had her clutched against my bare chest so tightly I could smell her perfume again. Or was it her hair? Blood rushed to parts of me that didn’t need encouragement right now, and I let her go.
“Give me a second.” Sidestepping her, I moved to the wall and flipped a switch.
“Oh—oh, wow,” she said, moving deeper into the room and turning in a slow circle. “This is beautiful.”
“Thanks.” I turned on a couple more lights, suddenly wary of being alone with her.
“No fireman pole?” she asked, shooting me a smile over one shoulder that I found alarmingly seductive.
“Not anymore.” Trying to remain businesslike—not easy when you’re shirtless at midnight—I set her suitcase down and stood a good ten feet from her, crossing my arms over my chest. “You can stay on the couch. I’ll get you a pillow and some blankets.”
“Thank you.”
“If you want to use the bathroom, it’s through there.” I gestured toward the hallway leading to my bedroom and quickly folded my arms again.
“Thank you. I would like to get out of this dress. Could I borrow a hanger please?”
“Sure. In the closet.” I was hoping she’d head straight for the bedroom but instead, she came toward me and reached out, placing a palm on my shoulder.
“I really appreciate this.”
Heat rushed my entire body. “No big deal.”
“It is to me,” she said, and I was terrified she was going to hug me, but she didn’t. She picked up her suitcase and headed down the hall into my room.
When I heard the door shut, I exhaled in relief and went over to the chest beneath the front windows where I stored spare blankets. Since it was so warm, a sheet would’ve been better than a blanket, but my extra sheets were in my bedroom. I’d have to wait until she came out to get one. I stood there wondering if she was topless in my bedroom right this second, and my cock was hard in seconds.
The bedroom door creaked open again.
“Griffin?”
“Yeah?”