Dream Chaser (Dream Team, #2)(26)

“When you’re not being bossy, invasive and sticking your nose into things that aren’t your business, you seem pretty awesome.”

He smiled a small smile I felt in my clit and corrected me.

“Things that weren’t yet my business but were gonna be.”

“Mm,” I mumbled.

“Ryn, let me in,” he urged.

I looked down at the happy birthday cookie in its plastic container.

It had big globs of bright frosting balloons and a thick piping of border, that same thick piping spelling out the words, and all the frosting was festooned with candy confetti.

“Ryn, eyes to me.”

I lifted my gaze to him.

“I am not your dad and I am not your brother. And I’m not those guys who treated you like shit. I’m definitely not that Dom who betrayed your trust. But I’m also not perfect and I got my ghosts. I can’t tell the future, but I can promise you right here, a sacred pact over a big cookie, that I will do everything in my power not to hurt you. It won’t come unintentional. It won’t come neglectful. We will communicate and we will keep on each other’s pulse. I don’t think it’s smart to talk about the end before we’ve even begun, but I’m sensing you need this. So I’ll give it to you. If we fail, baby, it’ll just be the way it’s supposed to be even if there’s pain. It’ll just be I’m not for you, or you’re not for me. But that won’t come as a surprise either. Are you feeling me?”

“A sacred pact over a big cookie is a big deal, Boone,” I joked, but it lost some of its chutzpah with the way the words shook.

But Boone wasn’t feeling like making fun.

I knew this when he said firmly, “Yeah, Ryn, it is.”

Okay, he was serious about this.

And okay, I was seriously attracted to him and even not knowing him well, I knew I seriously liked him.

Even the bossy, invasive parts, because I might be able to dump some money into fixing up that house if I wasn’t paying for Angelica’s massages.

And he gave that to me.

“Can we take it slow?” I asked.

“I wouldn’t take it any other way.”

I pulled in a shuddering breath.

Then I said, “I like white meat.”

His smile was…

It was…

God.

Way, way better than a frosting-festooned big cookie.

“Baby, the thigh’s where it’s at.”

I made a face even though it was not lost on me if I did something I’d never done in my life, roasted a chicken for us (though I could buy one), I wouldn’t have to fight for the white meat.

This was already working.

Which scared me even more.

He ripped the chicken bag open and said, “Dig in.”

We both dug in.

He gave me shit I didn’t have any beer.

I gave him shit about the fact I wasn’t clairvoyant about his beverage tastes or his plans to invade my true crime night and further shared I drank gin in cocktails, wine most other times, cider when I was feeling caj (as in casual, and when I used that word, Boone chuckled), and tequila when I wanted hardcore.

He shared, “I drink beer…and beer.”

I started laughing and then had to work harder at balancing my plate because I had his arm hooked along my stomach, my side pressed to his front, and his lips to my temple before they went to my ear and he said, “See, this is already working out great.”

I turned my head, caught his gaze, and wanted so bad to kiss him, it was an all-over itch.

All I could think to say was, “Yeah.”

He smiled at me, warm eyes, sweet expression, before he gave me a squeeze and let me go.

We were in my living room, in front of the TV, Boone at the other corner of the couch, angled, legs stretched out in front of him, crossed at the ankle. I was back in my corner, knees up, plate wedged between thighs and chest, his “beer…and beer,” sweet words in my ear and squeeze had worn off, and I was freaking out.

I had never really been one to be super nervous around guys.

My dad taught me that, but not in a good way.

He left my mother, who was awesome, and my brother and me, who were also awesome, and after being banged around emotionally by that and other shit he pulled for years, I’d come to the conclusion that anyone who entered my life could take me as I came, or like my dad, they could go.

This was not that.

This was someone I wanted to get to know better.

This was someone I wanted to like me.

This was something I wanted to work out.

“What the hell is this?” Boone asked, and I looked from tearing the crispy skin off my chicken breast to him.

“Sorry?”

“On TV.”

I turned to the TV. “Saturday night in front of television nirvana. A marathon of The Case That Haunts Me.”

He stared at the TV.

I stared at his profile not knowing which part of his profile to focus on, his jaw, or his cheekbone.

He looked to me. “Sweetheart, TV nirvana is a Saturday night Rockies game.”

“We can switch to baseball,” I offered. “If you want me catatonic in ten minutes.”

He smiled at me and asked, “So, you’re into true crime?”

“Yup,” I said, popping the crispy skin into my mouth.