Busted (Promise Harbor Wedding)(46)

She’d only been allowed to peek in on him. Another bad night, according to Trudy, and the nurse’s expression when she looked over the last vitals recorded on his chart confirmed it had been much worse than usual.

Spirits dragging, she returned to the house, armed with enough cleaning stuff to scrub down an entire arena. A huge pile of garbage had already been started out front, and she smiled when she saw Cody and Brent carrying more outside as she climbed out of the truck.

More of the hockey team was already inside, going to work, with Kyle directing most of their efforts.

“Kyle brought them over just after you left,” Jackson said coming down the stairs. “He’s a great kid.”

“Sure is.”

The whole team was wonderful and worked well into the early afternoon cleaning up. Repairing the damage to the walls and doors would take more work, but the inside no longer looked like someone had picked the house up and shaken the crap out of it.

“Who do you think did it?” Kyle rolled his chair up next to her.

“I don’t know.” She wasn’t immune to having enemies, being a cop, and this was certainly personal enough to make her believe she’d really pissed someone off.

“You’ll catch them.” The confidence in Kyle’s voice went a long way to pulling her heart from the pit in her stomach.

She tugged on the front of his ball cap. “Thanks, bud.”

He beamed and then went over to help some of the guys load the garbage bags into the back of her truck.

Needing a drink, she went in search of the cooler she’d stuffed with ice and soda once she found herself with an army of workers. The cool drink wet her throat. She closed the lid on the cooler and followed the sound of voices out to the backyard.

She leaned against the doorjamb, watching Jackson stand next to Cody, a hockey stick in his hand as he pointed at something. Cody nodded along to whatever Jackson was saying, then took the stick and pretended like he was hitting a puck.

Jackson’s approval made the teenager’s mouth explode in a wide grin. He asked Jackson something else, then noticed her standing there. He looked a little guilty at being caught not working like the others, and mumbled something about finishing up.

She laughed when he made tracks around to the other side of the house. Jackson turned toward her, pausing when his phone rang. She left him to it and finished her drink before carrying another bag of busted wood and hinges out to the truck.

A group had gathered around Cody, and she bet he was filling the others in on whatever words of wisdom Jackson had imparted. She hoped last night had done something to prove to him he still had plenty to offer to those kids, regardless of his accident.

“Speak of the devil,” she said when she noticed him walking toward her.

Jackson picked her up and swung her around. “They called. I’m leaving this afternoon, and from what my agent is saying, the job is pretty much mine.”

Hayley scrambled to process what he was saying. “You’re leaving? Now?”

He nodded, his grin widening. “I was worried about coaching, worried about a lot of stupid shit, but last night I realized all that is in the past and I’m not done loving the game. You’re amazing, you know that?”

She struggled to keep up. “Last night,” she echoed. Last night she’d realized she was falling in love with him, and he’d come to the conclusion that coaching was exactly what he wanted to do after all?

“You made me see that I can be fearless again.”

“I did?” Why did it feel like she was missing something?

“Sorry. It was something Coach said to me. And he was right. When we were in the rink last night I was reminded of that. I never used to let fear get in the way before, and I can’t now either.”

“Gramps was always a smart guy,” she managed, though her throat felt like it was closing up. “What about the autograph signing?”

“I’ll make it up to them.”

“Those boys are counting on you.” She was counting on him, on wild and reckless Jackson Knight.

Oh god. How stupid had she been? He’d been clear from the start that he’d been waiting for this opportunity. How had she let herself think—hope—for even a second that things had really changed?

“They’ll understand,” Jackson pressed, looking a little uncomfortable for the first time.

“And you can’t leave tomorrow or tonight?” Not that it would make a difference, really. Gone was gone.

He frowned. “I thought you’d be happy. Haven’t you been the one determined to prove that I shouldn’t write myself off?”

“You shouldn’t.” She shook her head, realizing there was nothing else left to say.

“This is my chance to get my life back on track.”

And that’s what it came right down to. His life.

This wasn’t his home. He didn’t have anything keeping him here. He’d been waiting for this, passing time, keeping busy with the renovations, the auction, her.

But there wasn’t any passing through for her. This was her life and he wasn’t part of that. She should be used to it. People left. Her dad. Gavin. Eric. Gramps was close.

And now Jackson.

Only she couldn’t really consider it leaving when he had never planned on staying anyway.

She swallowed past the tightness in her throat. “Are you going to tell them?”

Guilt flashed across his face. “I’ll be back to make it up to them.”

No, then. She glanced at the boys trudging back into the house, spending their day helping her out and looking forward to something that wasn’t going to happen now.

She tossed him the keys to the truck. “Have Matt drop it off to me after he takes you to your parents’ place.” She glanced around, relieved none of the guys had overheard their conversation. “See you around, Jackson.” The words nearly choked her, but she couldn’t stand there and watch him drive away.





Chapter Thirteen


Men sucked.

Maybe just one guy in particular, Hayley amended, finishing off the drink next to her. She pushed her feet around in the water, grateful for the chill that took the edge off the humid summer night. Feet pleasantly numb, she only wished the rest of her was equally immune to feeling.

One day with Jackson gone and she felt the loss far more than she wanted to. She’d woken that morning to thoughts of what kind of progress he’d make with the renovations, what wild remarks he would say, what sexy and suggestive expressions would cross his face when he looked at her, only to remember he’d left.

Gone.

She rolled her shoulders, forcing the pain down deep inside where it wouldn’t get in the way. She had only herself to blame for putting herself in this position. It wasn’t Jackson’s fault that he wanted to put his life back together. She just hadn’t expected that somewhere along the way, a piece of her heart would decide that she wanted to be a part of that life.

Apparently she was a glutton for punishment on top of being downright stupid. He’d left without a backward glance, walked away from the autograph signing like it meant nothing, and she missed him.

She gave the water a kick, but it didn’t do a damn thing to make her feel better.

Footsteps sounded behind her, and she turned around, anticipation flooding her. Jackson?

If she could have thrown herself into the lake and swum across to the other side, she would have. Eric walked down the dock toward her.

“Not a good time,” she muttered, returning her attention to the lake.

“Can’t be helped. You haven’t given me the time of day.”

She sighed. “I don’t have anything to say to you, Eric.”

“I have things to say.” He stood behind her, waiting.

Fine. She’d let him get a couple things off his chest, and then he and just about everything else with a penis could leave her the hell alone.

She waved for him to go on, but made no attempt to let him sit beside her. She didn’t want him getting comfortable.

“I want you to move to Boston with me.”

If she hadn’t been holding on to the edge of the dock, she might have fallen in. “What?” Alcohol. Lack of sleep. Emotional exhaustion. Any one of them would explain why she’d clearly misheard what he said.

He crouched next to her. “I miss you. I want us to get back together. You can move in with me. Start over. Find a new job.”

“New job,” she echoed. Just what the hell was he talking about? “I have a job.” She had a place to live and didn’t want or need to start over anywhere.

“Something you can really excel at,” he clarified.

Hayley couldn’t help it. She burst out laughing, laughed until her whole body hurt and her stomach threatened to tear her in two. Laughed until the playful tears started to burn and everything she’d locked down tight threatened to break her apart inside her.