Breathe for Me(13)
“That’s right.”
“You got people helping you?” It sounded to him like she was going to need it.
“Team Greene.” She nodded.
“Cute.” He chuckled. “Who’s in the team?”
“Um.” She colored. “Just me so far. But I’m working on it.”
“Other interns don’t want to get in on the action?” Was she gearing up for a total fail? He hoped not, it struck him she had a few burdens she was shouldering already.
“I think I’ve won one over. But some of them think it’s not what you know but who you know.”
The networking game. He understood it well. And though he knew shouldn’t want to help—shouldn’t complicate this—he couldn’t resist the urge riding inside. “I might be able to introduce you—”
“No that’s okay.” She cut off his offer before he could make it. “I’m going to do it anyway. I’m not worried.” Her smile quirked. “Much.”
He nodded, briefly disappointed at her rejection, but impressed with her determination. She wanted to succeed independently. He respected that. “So all the plants—”
“Are going to be part of the display, yes. As well as being ingredients. Both form and function.”
No wonder she always smelt so edible—she was living in a greenhouse. He looked up at the impish grin on her face and had to fight the sudden urge to lean forward and inhale her delicious scent.
“You’d better go get changed,” he warned.
He paced the length of the small lounge, and back again after she’d slipped to her room. She really was Snow freaking White, with her good heart and her altruism.
But how was it she stayed in this apartment building? Upper East it wasn’t, but it was one of the most exclusive on this side of the park. Hell, most of Manhattan was out of an unpaid intern’s league. And with the security, the all too rare rooftop pool, the very selective screening process... he’d bet his lunch she had contacts in the building. But she didn’t want to take advantage of other contacts or that kind of networking?
He thought back on what he knew. Her accident was the first thing he thought of. Red flags fluttered again. He really should stay away. Except he saw how she looked at him and damned if he could resist the invitation in those eyes.
She wanted, but she was shy. That was okay. He’d draw her out—hell, he’d already pushed way further than he’d intended by the pool just then. As for the spark that flashed when he got close, the way she blushed when he said something so innocuous—what was she imagining?
She liked it when he led.
Xander was more of a turn-about kinda guy—but maybe he could work on that with her. But he was going to have to be careful not to break his own rules. Already he’d succumbed to the urge to offer her help. Fortunately she’d refused. He was going to have to keep his usual boundaries firm.
Just fun. Always fast, fun and free. And in this case? Definitely just the once.
It was clear she didn’t want to talk about her problem at the pool. Probably not her past or her accident either. She wanted to keep her secrets and her wounds closed? He was the same. He shared his past with no one—certainly not a woman he wanted to bed. Who wanted to revisit the horrors in their lives? So those shadows in her eyes weren’t his concern. His only concern was their chemistry.
She reappeared dressed in a long skirt that floated when she walked and a not quite-sheer-enough white blouse. Pretty and feminine, like her. His mouth watered. Any lingering doubts about messing with her vanished. He was all wolf now.
Chapter Seven
Chelsea walked as quickly as she could to her door. The look on his face had her heating. Her body was thawing. She still couldn’t believe he’d nearly gone down on her in public, in broad daylight. That she’d let him.
And now, would he block her exit with a heavy hand like he had at the pool the other night? She half hoped so. It was crazy, but she couldn’t resist going with this. With him. She wanted to know what he’d try next—yet she couldn’t admit to herself what she really hoped it would be. But instead of stopping her, he followed her out to the corridor.
“You have a favorite restaurant, or is this your first time in New York?” he asked.
Chelsea shook her head, feeling wired in the face of his focus, his acute attention. “I’ve been here lots, but you choose.”
“Lots like ten trips, or lots like a hundred?”
She was from upstate New York but had stayed in Manhattan many times. She knew it pretty well. “Lots like fifty?” She hazarded a guess. “But this is my first time living here. Who doesn’t want to live in the city, at least for a little while?”
“So you’re not here to stay?”
She shook her head and led the way out of the building but then paused, waiting to follow his direction. “It’s transitional. Like my work. Temporary installations.”
“Why temporary?” He slowly drew her along the pavement.
“Why not?” She smiled. “Everything’s temporary, right?”
“So you’re an artist.”
“I’m interested in urban design, yes. Challenging the environment we’re in. Shaking it up a bit. And providing a talking point, preferably one that’s a bit fun.”
“But not fun enough to stick around?”
She shrugged. “The novelty wears off. Better to exit on a high.”
“So what are you going to do once it’s done?”
“Go to another city. Maybe a smaller town. Do some work there. Try a different project. See how it goes.”
“It’s all part of your study?”
She nodded. “Ultimately.”
“Professor Greene sounds good.”
She smiled. “Well Dr Lawson sounds good.”
He grimaced. “It was my cousins who started calling me that. Even before I got the certificate. They like to tease.”
“And it’s stuck?”
“Unfortunately.”
She smiled. Her stomach rumbled again.
“Better get some food into you before you keel over.” He put his hand on her back, measuring his pace to hers and guided her into the busy bistro on the corner.
Pride and embarrassment flooded her. “I don’t need you to help me.”
“I’m not helping you, I’m letting all the other guys in here know you’re with me.” He grinned wickedly.
“I’m not with you.”
“Sure you are. This is a date. Didn’t you realize?”
He said nothing as she stumbled, but his hand at the small of her back slid to tighten around her waist.
She was too busy swallowing the idea to pull away.
“This isn’t a date. This is neighbors sharing lunch.” She hadn’t been on a date in so long.
He laughed and steered her towards a table. “It’s a date.”
Suddenly her damaged calf muscle tightened unbearably. She more fell than sat in the chair and as she did she knocked the water glass. In turn that knocked the small already-lit candle. In a panic she reached to grab it, to stop it setting fire to the place, and in doing so knocked the small single stem vase right off the table.
It shattered on the floor.
She froze and slowly lifted her gaze from the damp rose mess splattered on the wood. Everyone was staring at them. All conversation silenced.
Self-conscious she finally braved looking directly at Xander. In less than six seconds she’d proved her incompetence. If her mother were here she’d be hovering and mopping and fussing and making Chelsea more shaky and useless—albeit with the best of intentions.
But Xander just smiled. “You want salad or steak? They do all kinds of both here.”
“Salad. Greek please. Sorry,” she said weakly, sending the waiter an apologetic-but-grateful smile as he whisked away the wreckage in record time before coming back to take their orders.
“So what are you going to do while you’re in New York?” Xander asked once the waiter had headed to the kitchen. “If you’re here only a short time you want to get everything you can out of it.”
She sucked in one last shred of moxie. “I’m thinking of signing up to a roller derby club.” She’d go girl power. Luisa, the coffee diva, had put ideas in her head. Why couldn’t she get well enough to do that?
“With that knee?” Xander’s left eyebrow lifted.
“Sure,” she said defiantly. “It’s getting stronger every day.”
“You’re working out with it?”
“Of course.” She was walking a little further on it each day. She’d get there.
“But not swimming.”
Fortunately her Greek salad arrived, so she avoided answering by giving effusive thanks to the waiter. He was so getting a big tip from her, his timing was perfection.