Blood and Kisses(43)

Colors whirled through her mind’s eye. Colors so pure and rich they didn’t even have a name. The cold floor seemed to drop away.

She’d felt so weak before he’d begun to drink, had known she had fleeting seconds left in this world. Now, she felt intoxicated. She buried her hands in his hair, holding him tighter, pressing his mouth against her neck. More, she wanted more.

The strident florescent lights faded from view. Darkness, velvety deep, tender and warm, encompassed her.



Gideon felt Thalia’s heart slow, but still he fed from her. Her blood tasted like the finest wine, the sweetest honey. There was nothing in Heaven or Earth to match her taste. If poison brought such ecstasy, he would eagerly drink. Feeding was always enjoyable, but her blood took him to a level he had never been. His body rejoiced. Every cell thrummed with pleasure. He had expected pain, weakness. Instead desire, elation, and euphoria raced through him. His body remained anchored to the ground, while his mind flew. Finally, reluctantly, he pulled away before he could steal her last drop of blood and claim her life force.

As her heart stammered slower and slower, Gideon gathered her closer into his arms. He felt each valiant beat in his own chest. Tears burned his eyes as the space between the soft thumps grew. Recognizing that every beat that passed might be her last, he pressed a kiss to her ripe lips, rocking her back and forth as if comforting a child and waited for death to take them.

A few seconds passed and Gideon realized something was wrong—or very, very right.

He went inward, listening to his body. He felt no pain or weakness. On the contrary, he felt strong and alive. A flicker of hope kindled within him. If he hadn’t been poisoned, maybe... His heart raced at the possibility.

Gideon studied the fragile body in his arms. Already, her cheeks were sunken, her skin, turning blue. Panic flooded through him. It might already be too late.

He brought his wrist to his mouth and tore his artery, forced open her mouth and ordered her to drink.



Thalia left the frail shell of her body. She gazed down at Gideon. She felt as distant from the limp, white doll he cradled to his chest and exhorted to drink, as to a mannequin behind glass in a store window.

As if a spotlight shone from the rafters, a brilliant white light blossomed on the far wall and expanded until it grew to the size of a garage door. Inside, she could see a row of human-shaped shadows.

Thalia couldn’t make out their features at first, but a feeling of warmth and acceptance swept over her. It seemed to radiate from the light. For someone who’d struggled to belong her entire life, such unconditional approval was like a homecoming. The shapes drew nearer. Each wore a corona of light, and Thalia recognized them, her mother, her father, Lily, her grandparents. They were all there.

They smiled at her and held out their hands.

Thalia reached down to touch Gideon’s raven dark head, longing to feel the silky texture of his hair, but her hand passed through it.

His face was stark and determined. She wanted to comfort him, to tell him that she would meet him when his turn came. But he didn’t seem to see her.

Lily stepped forward. She walked up to Thalia and took her hands. “It’s time to go.”

Thalia was surprised by how warm and solid her cousin’s hands felt. Tears stung her eyes. God, she’d missed her. But she pulled back. “I want to wait for Gideon.”

Lily shook her head, her features gentle. “He’s not coming. It’s not his time.”

Thalia could tell her cousin was holding something back. “What is it?”

Lily hesitated, her eyes troubled. Finally she spoke. “If he chooses to cross himself over, you may never see him again. Those who end their own lives go to a different place. It’s not punishment. It’s not Hell. It’s just different.”

Thalia studied her cousin’s beloved face and then her parents’ loving eyes. The incredible warmth of the light and their love seemed to tug at her just as the moon pulled the tide. Here was her family. She could have them back. This time, she could have them forever.

But she glanced down again at Gideon. If she surrendered to the power of the light, she might never see him again. She pulled her hands from Lily’s grasp. “I’m sorry. I can’t leave him.”

Lily smiled. “I never expected anything different.” She turned and walked back to join Thalia’s parents. “Be happy,” she called over her shoulder.

Suddenly Thalia was back in her body, the light had vanished, and she was aware of the rich coppery blood filling her mouth. She choked, sputtered, and finally swallowed the tangy liquid.

Gideon’s expression as he leaned above her was filled with relief. After the first mouthful, she couldn’t get enough. The more she drank, the more she wanted. Her heart regained its even rhythm. She could feel her body repairing itself.

Flesh knitted back together. Adrenaline rushed through her system. His ancient, powerful blood spread through her veins, transforming her cells into something new, something infinitely stronger. A violent shudder ripped down her body. Ice burned her from within. Fire chilled her. The change rippled through her like a shock wave, refashioning her from a creature of the sun into a being of the shadows.

She was reborn.

Minutes later, Thalia sat up, striving to take it all in. So much had changed in just the blink of an eye. She was a vampire now. Food would make her ill, she would be forced to drink blood to survive, the touch of the sun’s rays would burn her to ashes, but she was alive.

Gideon stared at her, his obsidian eyes unguarded, the hope in them plain to see.

Love, so fierce it hurt, swelled in her chest. She would miss food, and the sun, and the idea of drinking blood wasn’t exactly appetizing, but immortality with the man she loved? Priceless.

He touched her cheek. “Are you all right?”

She ran a hand through her tangled hair, and scanned her body all over. Although her clothes were blood stained and torn, there wasn’t a scratch on her. She stretched, enjoying the pull of her “new and improved” muscles and joints, the incredible sense of power seething beneath her skin. She could get used to this. “Never better.”

Her eyes traced his perfect features and a niggle of doubt wormed into her heart. Suddenly unsure, she peered at him from under her lashes. “I did hear you say you love me?”

He smiled, dark eyes glinting. “Yes.”

The warmth in his eyes dared her to believe, but she’d been hurt before. “And that you couldn’t live without me?”

“Yes.”

Something frozen deep inside her began to thaw. Still, years of caution had left their mark, she needed to be sure. She pinned him with a hard look. “And it wasn’t just ‘give the dying girl a thrill?’”

He pulled her to him so they were kneeling, thigh to thigh, her hands in his. “You’re not dying now. I love you.” He kissed her forehead. “I love you.” He kissed her mark. “I love you.” He found her lips in a long, drugging kiss.

Thalia pulled away, framing his face with her hands. “You said that three times. It’s practically a spell.” She murmured the last word against his lips and gave herself up to his kiss. How could she doubt his love when he had risked everything simply to ease her last few minutes? The final piece of ice melted away before a surge of joy took over.

Happy tears filled her eyes. He loved her. He loved her. And they had their whole lives together. She said that aloud, whispered it in his ear.

“Lifetimes,” Gideon said emphasizing the “s” and grinned. He kissed her again. The metallic taste of blood met her tongue, and Thalia drew back. She raised a hand to her mouth and laughed, blood smeared his face and shirt where they’d pressed together. Lord knew what she looked like. She touched her hair. “I must be a mess.”

Gideon pulled out a handkerchief and began to wipe her face. “What do you think happened? Is that whole poisonblood thing a lie?”

Thalia thought for a moment. “I don’t think so. Vampires and witches have co-existed since the beginning of time. If it were a lie, I’m sure someone would have found out by now.”

Gideon helped Thalia to her feet. She stretched again, feeling like a house cat that had suddenly become a tiger. “I have so much energy. I feel like I could lift a car.”

“You probably could. My blood is ancient, you may have stronger powers than an older eyas turned by a younger vampire, and your powers should get stronger with time. You might not even have to sleep all day. But what about your witch powers? Can you still do magic?”

Thalia focused and reached out mentally. Tiny blue lights answered her call, chased by a rainbow of reds, yellows, greens, and purples. She felt as if the whole universe shimmered at her fingertips. Such riches were almost too much to take in, to have Gideon and her magic. Joy filled her to bursting.

She spun around, laughing, arms up in the air as if to hug the world. Gideon took that as her answer and scooped her up, swinging her around. She smiled as he slowed and let her slide down his lean body, melting against him. Eyes on her mouth, his head lowered.