Blood Heir (Blood Heir Trilogy #1)(75)
Ana took Yuri’s hands. “You will make a great leader, Yuri,” she said. “I pledge my heart to you, and my service to fighting for all Affinites. But first I need to fix the mistakes I’ve made.”
Yuri pressed her knuckles to his lips. “When you’re ready,” he said, “send a snowhawk to Goldwater Port. I plan to establish a stronghold there, in the south. Our revolution will begin there.” He drew her into his arms. “And remember that I love you, no matter what you choose.”
“I love you too, my friend.”
She clutched him tightly, breathing in the scent of his smoke and fire, closing her eyes and wishing she could stay like this forever.
She felt Yuri slip something around her neck; it tinkled, warm against her skin. Ana lifted it into her palm. The pendant winked at her: a small silver circle divided evenly into quarters, one for each season.
“A Deys’krug,” Yuri said, taking her hand. “We will come full circle again.”
“We will find each other again,” Ana reaffirmed, because the possibility that this was the last time they would see each other was something she couldn’t bear to voice. “Will you ask Shama?ra to take care of Ramson? Tell him I’m sorry, and that…I’ll come find him after it’s all over, to honor our Trade.”
Somewhere along the way, between Shama?ra’s dacha and the endless stretch of night, she’d made up her mind. Ramson’s body hurtling across the room, curled up against the wall bloodied—that had been her doing.
She could not let anyone else get hurt because of her. She would find him again—or he would find her—after this was all over, and she would pay him for his help. But now she would go and find her alchemist alone.
If Yuri had questions, he didn’t ask them. Instead, he only said, “I will.”
Ana gently dropped his hands and stepped back. “Deys blesya ty, Yuri.” Deities bless you. It was a phrase said not in farewell but in hope and well-wishing; a phrase reserved for the ones closest to your heart.
“Deys blesya ty, Kolst Pryntsessa.” His voice was faint in the silence of the night as she turned from him and began to make her way back to Novo Mynsk. Back to the inn, where her rucksack and outfits and parchments of plans and maps lay, waiting for her. Waiting for Kerlan’s Fyrva’snezh.
She sensed the spark of Yuri’s blood growing farther and smaller, alone against the Syvern Taiga, watching her until her feet hit the cobblestone streets of the city and dachas sprang up all around her again. And when she looked back toward the forest, Yuri and Shama?ra’s dacha had disappeared, swallowed by the infinite night as though they’d never existed in the first place.
It was dawn by the time she found her way back to the inn where she and Ramson had set up camp. Her belongings and room lay untouched beneath a faint dusting of gold light that filtered through the cracked windows. Ana latched the door, took two steps, and fell onto the small cot.
Sleep took her.
The sky was afire when Ana woke, groggy and dizzy and drained, as though she’d slept for days. Clouds had gathered in the west, and the setting sun lit them in brilliant shades of reds and corals and violets. When she threw open the windows, the air hung heavy with the scent of winter and promised snow.
She cleaned herself in the small wash closet at the end of the hallway, trying not to think of the blood caked on her face and hands as she scrubbed it off. It all still felt like a dream—Yuri, the Redcloaks, Shama?ra’s, the brokers. And May.
No, she wouldn’t think of that. She couldn’t, not yet, not when tonight amounted to everything she had been working for over the past eleven moons.
She would get through the night, find her alchemist, and go from there. So Ana took all the memories from the past day and locked them away. Tonight she needed to be at her strongest and quickest and cleverest.
She rummaged through the few parcels they’d stacked against the wall until she found what she was looking for. The dress she’d purchased days ago slid over her body smoothly. It was made entirely of white chiffon, embedded with tiny beads that glittered white, silver, and blue and fell in a spiral, flowing with the translucent folds and pooling at her feet. When she looked at herself in the cracked mirror hanging on the wall, she inhaled, the dress glimmering like falling snow.
She took the boxes of fresh creams and powders and began to dress her face as she remembered the maids used to back when she was a child. Bronze creams rubbed evenly across her skin, to cover bruises and the roughness. Then a dusting of rose-scented powders to give her a shimmering look. A dark blush just under her cheekbones, and a dab of vermilion rouge on her lips.
When she stood and looked at her reflection, she felt slightly more reassured. She barely recognized the girl frowning back at her in the looking glass. That girl was made up and manicured to look like she belonged. A high dama of Novo Mynsk.
No one would recognize her tonight. She was a ghost.
Still, when Ana slid the mask she had chosen over her face, she felt her entire body relax. The color matched her dress, silver whorls tracing snowflakes around the edges. Traditionally, Fyrva’snezh did not require masks. Yet…the people of Novo Mynsk seemed to have a fondness for masked events.
Are all balls in Novo Mynsk masked? she’d asked Ramson several days ago.
He’d smiled at her from behind a black mask of his own. The people of Novo Mynsk have a lot to hide.