Beauty and the Sheikh(28)

Had she somehow hoped a pregnancy would make everything change? Hoped Rafiq would realize how much she meant to him and beg her to stay?

How naïve of her. If he asked her to stay, it would’ve been because of the child, not because he loved her. Rafiq could never feel the way about her the way she did for him.

And she did love him. With every stupid inch of her being.

It was a truth she’d stopped denying after they’d returned from Monaco. A terrifying realization to face, but she’d had to acknowledge it, because no matter what the future held for her, denying her feelings for Rafiq wouldn’t change it.

If anything, her love and admiration for him had grown since their return to Raljahar. She’d watched Rafiq’s transition from being churlish and withdrawn to becoming a hesitant extrovert and increasingly friendly with his people.

And it had been wondrous to watch their change as well. To see the people who had once been wary of him open up like flowers in the sun.

Rafiq was such a good man, with a good heart, and the world took notice as he became the affable leader his country seemed to crave.

The tabloids had gone mad covering stories of him now that he no longer shied away from cameras. At any public event, he and Holly had been the darlings of the media. And fortunately, the darker headlines comparing them to an old fairy tale had faded into more sappy ones.

The media adored them as a couple and gave credit to Holly for Rafiq’s transition. There were even headlines that speculated a possible engagement, or if the Sheikh would disregard tradition of marrying an Arabic woman of high status in exchange for his American mistress.

Holly opened her eyes and stared blankly around the opulent bedroom. Every breath she took seemed an effort—seemed to cut devastatingly into her soul.

What the media didn’t know was it had all started as a ruse. A bargain she’d made for her brother’s freedom, and that in less than three months Rafiq would send her home to the States.

Tears gathered in her eyes before rolling slowly down her cheek to dampen the silk pillowcase. Holly couldn’t bother to wipe them away; she needed this moment to mourn. To acknowledge she’d been unrealistic and foolish to hope things could ever be different between them.

She was what everyone presumed her to be. Rafiq’s mistress. It had begun as an illusion, and now it was her reality.

But she wouldn’t regret it. She had three months with Rafiq—no, less than that now—but she would not waste them. She would spend her days enjoying the country of Raljahar and her nights being the mistress to the Sheikh.

And when she returned home, she could only hope her heart would ultimately recover.



Rafiq glanced through the unread emails in his inbox as he waited for Holly to finish her bath. He sighed and shut his laptop, a rueful smile on his face. Even a scheduled day off couldn’t completely keep him from work.

But then, he’d taken today off and had planned something spontaneous and fun for them. Though of course he hadn’t told Holly what to expect, only that it would be a surprise.

A smile flitted across his face as he imagined her reaction. It would be good for Holly to get out of the palace as well. He often wondered about her days and if she grew bored being within the palace alone these past weeks.

Rafiq knew she’d become good friends with her female assistant, and of course he was kept apprised of her daily habit of visiting the local market. What fascinated him the most was that she had no interest in his luxury mall the tourists seemed to flock to, but instead seemed to prefer immersing herself in the heart of his country, mingling with his people and absorbing the customs.

It pleased him. Maybe more than it should have, because he knew he ultimately had to let her go.

The idea of her leaving had the muscles in his chest tightening as apprehension swept through him. No, he couldn’t think about that now. For now, she was still here and he enjoyed every moment with her, most especially the nights.

He took her every evening, sometimes multiple times, but always now he was careful to use protection to avoid a possible pregnancy. He made love to her so thoroughly it almost seemed he was trying to imprint his soul with hers.

The intensity of their bond, both in and out of bed, unnerved him, but he told himself daily it was only fleeting and soon she’d be gone and he would hold the memory of her in his heart.

It was the safest place for her to be, for certain.

He glanced up from his desk as he heard the bathroom door open. After a leisurely breakfast in bed this morning, Holly had retreated to the washroom to bathe.

A hum of pleasure vibrated in his throat as he saw her exit the bathroom. Once again he had to assure himself it was indeed her and not a strange, luscious woman from his country.

With her dark hair, long pink skirt and loose woven top, Holly fit right in with the women of Raljahar. If it weren’t for her pale skin and blue eyes, Holly could easily be mistaken for a native.

She’d surprised him the first time she’d worn the traditional dress of his country. When he’d questioned her on when she’d bought it, she’d explained that it had been during that first visit to the market.

Though she had an entire wardrobe of western attire, she seemed to prefer the vibrant skirts and shirts.

“Did you enjoy your bath, habiba?”

“I did. Those oils I picked up last week at the market made it pure luxury.”

“You deserve to be indulged.” He thought about where they were going after leaving the palace and narrowed his gaze on her outfit again.

She must have sensed his contemplation, because her smile faded. “Should I not wear this? Is the skirt too—”

“You look beautiful, Holly. Although today, I don’t think a skirt will be quite appropriate for what I have planned. Could you perhaps wear your linen trousers?”

“Sure, I can change.” She swished the folds of the skirt and smiled. “I guess I’ve gotten quite used to these pretty things.”

Because she was so near to him and he couldn’t resist, he reached out to tuck a wayward strand of hair behind her ear. “I noticed you seem to like the style of dress, and it does flatter you. But then, I believe you could make a burlap sack with a blue ribbon around it look spectacular.”

Her eyes flickered with amusement and she gave a breathy laugh. “Maybe we should try it? I think it could be an elegant dress choice for dinner Friday night with all the important people from the neighboring Sheikhdoms?”

He let out a soft laugh at the image. “Now, wouldn’t that be a sight?”

She joined in his laughter before surprising him by leaning forward and pressing a quick, impulsive kiss against his mouth.

When she moved to pull away, Rafiq held her still and deepened the kiss, needing more than a quick taste. He lifted his head a moment later with reluctance. “Perhaps we should cancel all plans today,” he murmured huskily. “Stay in instead.”

Holly made a murmur of pleasure and curled her fingers into his robe. “Mmm. Although it sounds tempting, I’m going to say not on your life. I’ve been looking forward to this surprise day out.”

Yes, she’d been in an extra good mood all morning, and Rafiq could see the light of anticipation in her eyes even now.

“Won’t you tell me what we’re doing?” She tugged lightly on his robe with the excitement of a child. “I can’t stand the suspense any longer.”

“We’re riding in the desert. Thus the necessity for your trousers.”

The glimmer in her eyes increased and a wide smile crossed her face. “What are we riding? Camels?”

She’d been expressing interest for weeks now in riding a camel, so he enjoyed being able to give her the good news.

“Yes, actually, I believe we will today.”

Holly let out a squeal of excitement. “Really? Oh my gosh, I’m so excited! And I’ve hardly been outside the city, and the desert seems so exciting and—”

“Dangerous? The terrain hostile? It is. Which is why I am escorting you, and we will also have several of my guards with us.”

Her answering smile lit her face. “I don’t care if we’re escorted by your entire army.” She pressed another kiss to his lips. “I look forward to it. We should leave as soon as possible.”

“And we will. I will have the camels saddled and prepared. Now you should go get ready and then meet me in the foyer, habiba.”



Holly released one hand from the reigns of her camel to push a strand of hair off her forehead. The sun beat down mercilessly and once again, she silently appreciated Rafiq’s advice on wearing the linen pants. They’d helped keep her cool for the past hour and were far more practical while riding.

For goodness sake, she was on a camel! And she absolutely adored it and the time she was spending with Rafiq.

Exhilaration flowed through her veins and she tried to remember the last time she was so happy.

“How are you?”