Bad Intentions (Bad Love #2)(78)

“I’ve got you, buddy,” he said over and over as he held me, probably more scared than I was.

Letting go of Lo’s hand, I pinch the bridge of my nose, ducking my head, not wanting to give in to the urge to do something stupid like shed a tear. I hear Officer Davies move closer, and then he’s wrapping his arms around me for the second time in twenty-three years. He gives me the man-clap on my back, and when I look up, his eyes are shining with unshed tears.

“I never got to thank you,” I say, my voice thick with emotion before I clear my throat.

“No thanks needed. I’m just glad your girl tracked me down. Throughout my entire career, I’ve wondered where you ended up.”

“You did this?” I ask Lo, who has tears streaming freely down her cheeks. She nods.

“I looked you up. Of course, it didn’t say your name, but I had enough details to find an old article about you. I thought you might like to meet him.”

I hear what she’s not saying. She knows I have no desire to find my mother, so she did the one other thing that could bring me a piece of my past without involving the person who abandoned me. I have so much fucking love for this girl. I hook an arm around the back of her neck, pulling her close and pressing my lips to her forehead. She smiles up at me, and I know she feels the gratitude I can’t put into words.

“I brought these for you,” Officer Davies says, holding out an envelope. I hesitate, not sure I can handle any more of the past. When I take it, I find drawings of stick figures scribbled in pencil. They look as if a kid much younger than four drew them.

“You saved these?” I ask, and he nods. “I think you were the first person to put a pencil in my hand.”

“He’s an artist,” Lo supplies.

“A tattoo artist,” I correct. She gives me too much credit.

“I’ll go ahead and take credit for that then,” Davies says with a chuckle. “I have one you drew for me at home, too.”

I notice a couple of photos behind the drawings, and I look at the pictures of my younger self with detached eyes. There’s one of him holding me in the parking lot, my head on his shoulder and his radio to his mouth. Another of me in a hospital bed—I assume getting checked out after Davies rescued me from freezing temperatures. Another one of me sitting at his desk, a dazed look in my eyes. In every photo, he’s next to me, or in the background. He didn’t leave me once.

I pluck out a picture of me, after a bath by the looks of it. My hair was lighter. It’s strange to see this kid and know it’s me. I’ve never known what I looked like as a child—never thought it was something that mattered, though I did wonder occasionally. It seems like something so…unimportant, but I finally feel like I have some sort of closure. A part of me that I didn’t realize I had been missing. Kind of like how I feel about Lo.

“I’ll let you get back to your birthday,” he says before turning to Lo. “Thanks for making contact, Logan. You’ve made a two-decade-long wish come true.”

Logan peels herself away from me, hugging him around the neck. I hear her thank him softly, but I can’t make out the exact words. He gives her a solemn nod, then turns to leave.

“Have I told you how much I love you, crazy girl?” I say, tugging her back toward me by her belt loop.

“I wouldn’t mind hearing it again.” She smiles, linking her fingers behind my head before kissing the column of my neck. We’re interrupted when we hear Davies approaching again.

“I almost forgot. I don’t know where your other stuff ended up, but I was able to save this.”

He tosses me a dark, wadded-up ball of fabric. I untwist the t-shirt, revealing the last thing I thought I’d see. Lo’s eyes shoot up to mine, equal parts amusement and awe swirling in them before she tips her head back, letting out a laugh.

“Jack Skellington.”





THE END





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First and foremost, to the readers, whether you’re just discovering me or have been there since the beginning, thank you. I started Dare’s book about four years ago. It was the first thing I’d ever attempted to write, and I never thought it would see the light of day. So, thank you for wanting his story and helping make that dream a reality.

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