Ashley Bell (Ashley Bell #1)(30)
As soon as Bibi had the discharge papers, her parents shepherded her along the corridor, into the elevator, down to the lobby, out to the parking lot, both of them often talking at the same time. They had a thousand questions, and they wanted to hear everything that had happened, but they weren’t able to stop themselves from interrupting her with hugs and kisses and exclamations of relief, some in surfer lingo—“epic, foffing, totally sacred, just a pure glasshouse pipe of a day, stylin’?”—which for the first time sounded wrong coming from them, as though their daughter’s flirtation with Death had made them desperate to be young again.
Dinner had to be special, celebratory, a night to be remembered forever, an amped-up commemoration of the impossible become possible. Bibi knew too well what that meant: the best combination Mexican-and-burger joint in town, where cheese came on everything and the spices were hot hot hot, too many bottles of icy Corona, too many shots of tequila. But she went along with the plan because she was hungry, happy, still afloat on wonder, and because she loved her mom and dad. They were always sweet, always amusing, and they weren’t alcoholics, only special-occasion drunks once a month or so.
During the dinner, Nancy whispered in Murphy’s ear and left the table for ten minutes. When she returned, giggling, Murphy whispered in Nancy’s ear. Then he went away for ten minutes. They were clearly conspiring at something, and Bibi half dreaded what it might be. They were generous and thoughtful, but a surfeit of emotion and too much booze could be a wicked combination that motivated them every so often to drop upon their daughter a wildly inappropriate gift.
To observe the publication of Bibi’s first novel, they had presented her with an illegal tiger cub, which seemed reasonable to them because one of the big cats was a featured player in the book. Of course, she’d contacted animal-welfare authorities, pretended to have found the cub in the park, and made sure that the little fellow went to a first-rate refuge for exotic animals.
She didn’t want another tiger or, God forbid, an elephant, but she said nothing because nothing she said would stop them once they had agreed on a “perfect gift.” Her parents could hit you with crazy when you least expected it.
Bibi had drunk little beer and no tequila while convincing Nancy and Murphy that she was keeping pace with them. Now she insisted they couldn’t drive her to her apartment; she would take them home and, in the morning, return their BMW. They snuggled in the backseat as if they were teenagers.
At the house in Corona del Mar, their attempt to disentangle and clamber out of the car was worthy of Ringling Bros.’ finest trying to exit a joke vehicle the size of a riding lawnmower. Nancy paused in that performance to say, “When you get home, angel girl, just go with it.”
“Go with what?”
Grinning, her dad said, “You’ll see.”
“Oh, no. I didn’t think it would be tonight.”
“It’s just what you need,” Murphy assured her.
“What I need, Dad, is a hot bath and bed.”
“Her name’s Calida Butterfly.”
“Whose name?”
He closed the door and bent down with Nancy to grin at Bibi through the front passenger window. The two of them waved and blew kisses, as though she hadn’t been dying just the day before, as if she were eighteen and going off to college. It’ll be what it’ll be, and it had turned out to be some kind of miracle. Even if the good twist might be impossible, inexplicable, Nancy and Murphy would by morning have put all the recent stress and worry behind them, would waste no psychic energy on wondering why or what if. They would grab their boards and hit the beach, so to speak, and respect fate by giving no thought to it until they were slammed by the next thing that would be whatever it would be.
On the drive to her apartment, Bibi repeatedly reminded herself that, having had her ticket taken away and torn up as she waited on the banks of the River Styx, she should be grateful for every breath and accept every annoyance and frustration with patience. Easier said than done when someone named Calida Butterfly was apparently waiting for you with just what you needed.
She parked in one of the two spots reserved for her apartment and switched off the headlights, but not the engine. She considered putting down the power windows an inch, to provide ventilation, and sleeping in the car. That was a childish impulse. She hadn’t been a child even through much of her childhood. She shut off the engine, but took no satisfaction in her maturity.
In the apartment-complex courtyard, in the expectant stillness of the night, the palms and ferns were as motionless as plants in a diorama. Ribbons of steam rose and withered from the heated, eerily illuminated pool, and a young man as sleek as a trout swam laps so effortlessly that his arms sliced from the water only a quiet slish-slish-slish.
Carrying her drawstring bag and laptop, Bibi climbed the open iron staircase to the long balcony that served the third-floor units. When she came to the door of her apartment, she found it open wide. Beyond the threshold and the shallow foyer, extravagant bouquets of red and white roses dressed the living room, as if a wedding would soon commence, and all the shimmering light issued from candles in glass cups that crowded every surface not occupied by flower vases.
As Bibi hesitated in the foyer, a woman stepped into view from the right. She wore flat-soled white shoes, white slacks, and a short-sleeved white blouse. She might have been taken for a physical therapist or a dental assistant except for the blue-silk sash that she wore as a belt, the gold-star-on-blue-field silk scarf at her throat, dangling silver earrings, each ear with three hoops of different sizes, and enough expensive-looking bracelets and finger rings to stock a jewelry store. She was an Amazon. Five foot ten. Maybe six feet. Formidable but feminine, with a face reminiscent of Greta Garbo if Greta Garbo had looked a little more like Nicole Kidman. She was about forty, with clear, smooth skin, blond hair cut in a pageboy, and eyes that were blue or green or silver-gray depending on how the quivering candlelight revealed them.