As the Devil Dares (Capturing the Carlisles #3)(67)
Oh, what a rake Robert was! To say those things to her, to gaze at her in that heated way—he made her long for all kinds of things she could never have. Not least of all him. Because it would have been so very easy to capitulate to the desire she saw in those blue eyes, to his charm and intelligence, to the love and fierce loyalty he held for his family…to the thoughtfulness in sending a doll to a little girl.
She groaned in frustration. Blast him for confusing her so much! And the devil take him for making her want to kiss him, to let him touch her and make her feel special. She wanted to laugh with him and see the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled. And God help her, she wanted to simply spend time in the man’s company, doing anything besides arguing.
But while she might have wanted him, he wanted Winslow Shipping. And it was time she accepted, once and for all, that the two would never mix.
“Mariah.”
She startled, her racing heart leaping into her throat. Through the black shadows of the winter-barren branches, a shadowy form was silhouetted against the midnight sky, dark yet unmistakable…
“Robert,” she whispered.
He slipped slowly beneath the branches to join her in the secret bower. The space immediately became much smaller and far more intimate, and her heart began to race for a very different reason.
“You followed me,” she accused softly, but even that whisper seemed thunderous in the silent stillness of the wintry garden.
He arched a brow in challenge. “I had no choice. You left.”
“I told you.” She shivered, more from his nearness than the cold. “I don’t want to dance with you.”
“Too bad.” His blue eyes shined impossibly bright in the darkness as he slowly moved closer, one stalking step at a time. His voice lowered to a deep purr as his gaze raked down the front of her, but she didn’t turn away, because a dark and wanton part of her thrilled when he stared at her like that. As if she were a sugary treat he wanted to devour. “Because I very much want to dance with you.”
The innuendo shivered through her as he stopped in front of her. She prayed he couldn’t see in the shadows the same heated desire on her own face that she heard in his voice.
“You can’t charm your way into the partnership.” Or into my heart. Although she suspected that the frustrating man was already there. When he shifted closer, as if taking her words as a challenge instead of an indictment, she warned breathlessly, “I won’t let you.”
“I wouldn’t dare try.” He stood so close now that the heat of his body warmed down her front and made her tremble. “Not with a woman as formidable as you.”
With his eyes not leaving hers, he shrugged out of his jacket.
Nervousness spiked inside her. She demanded, “What are you doing?”
“It’s cold.” He placed the jacket around her shoulders. “And you came outside without your wrap.”
The jacket was still warm from his body, and the masculine scent of him clung to it. Both of which made her want to wrap it around herself like a blanket even as she argued weakly, “I don’t need your concern.”
His mouth twisted into a grin of amused aggravation. “And yet you have it anyway.”
Along with another painful reminder of how considerate he was. “Please go away,” she whispered, her words lacking all conviction, even to her own ears. “I came out here to be alone.”
Instead of leaving, he shifted even closer and drawled huskily, “So now you’re alone with me.”
Drat him for twisting her words! And for looking so dashing in the shadows, so warm and inviting amid the winter night. She forced herself to say, “I don’t want you here.”
“I don’t believe you.” He lowered his head until his mouth was even with hers, and his warm breath tickled against her lips. “You like being alone with me as much as I do.” With his eyes locked on hers in the shadows, he dared to brush his thumb over her bottom lip, and she shivered. “What are you afraid of, Mariah?” His voice seeped warmly into her, a tantalizingly masculine sound that left her aching. “That I’ll try to kiss you again…or that I won’t?”
“That’s not it.” If it were only kissing that she wanted from him, she’d gladly let him do just that and take pleasure in it, wanting nothing more than what he gave her at this moment. But her attraction to him had gone beyond that. She wanted to share quiet moments with him, morning walks through the park, and evenings together at the theater. She wanted to argue politics with him over breakfast, discover his opinions about art and music, and let him teach her how to ride a horse. God help her, she wanted all of him. His mind, his laughter, his affections—
“You’d rather be with Whitby,” he bit out, his face hardening at her dissembling. “Is that it?”
She blinked. “Whitby?” she repeated, incredulous. Surely, he didn’t mean…“Hugh Whitby?”
His eyes fixed on hers in the shadows, his hands slipping beneath the jacket to rest on her hips. “I see how you are with him, how you two laugh and carry on.” He gave a small tug and brought her soft body against his. She would have gasped at the contact, except that she was too stunned by his words. “How freely you behave when you’re with him.”
With Whitby? Good Lord, Carlisle was mad! And tantalizingly muscular as he leaned her back against the tree trunk, trapping her between it and his body. The contradiction of his absurd accusation and the heat of his thumbs stroking slow circles over her ribs made her head spin.