An Anonymous Girl(92)

Wouldn’t you agree that it seems just?

“I’m Dr. Lydia Shields,” he is greeted.

It is vital that my tone and facial expression appear somber. Professional. A tinge regretful that it has come to this. “Are you here for the intervention for Jessica Farris?”

Jessica, your paramour seems quite startled at first. “What?” he says.

Once he confirms that he has come to this destination to meet you, credentials are established. A business card is offered. Still, he requires convincing.

It is explained to him that the other participants have already departed, and that Dr. Thomas Cooper, your longtime therapist, is still in his office trying to reason with you.

“Her paranoia and anxiety typically respond to treatment,” he is told. “Unfortunately, her destructive behavior is so pervasive and persistent that the typical patient confidentiality must be compromised in order to protect those who might be harmed.”

It is evidence of how smitten Noah is with you that it takes three detailed examples of your deceitful nature to even get him to begin to consider that the woman being described is, in fact, you.

Your behavior of late is detailed: Your recent job termination due to your ethical violations. Your dangerous visit to a drug dealer’s apartment. Your habitual one-night stands, often with married men and using a different persona.

Noah winces at your last misdeed, so that dictates the necessary direction for the remainder of the conversation.

Noah is wounded.

It is time to home in for the kill.

Concrete evidence is more persuasive than anecdotal testimony, which could be dismissed as heresy.

The text you sent earlier this month is retrieved on my phone and shown to Noah.

Dr. Shields, I flirted but he said he was happily married. He went up to his room and I’m in the hotel lobby.

“Why would she send you that?” Noah asks.

He appears stunned. He is cycling through denial. His next stage will be anger.

“I specialize in compulsions, including those of a sexual nature,” he is told. “I have been consulting with Dr. Cooper on this aspect of Jessica’s personality.”

Noah is still teetering on the edge of disbelief. So another text is pulled up and displayed. You sent it merely two nights ago, just before you left to see Thomas at Deco Bar. The same evening you met Noah at Peachtree Grill.

I’m leaving in a few minutes to meet T. Should I offer to buy him a drink, since I’m the one who asked him out?

The day of the text transmission is clearly visible: Friday. A thumb covers the rest of the text exchange as the phone is held out for Noah’s perusal.

Noah grows pale. “But I saw her that night,” he says. “We had a date.”

Now surprise is feigned. “Oh, are you the one she met at Peachtree Grill? She told me about that, too. She actually felt a little guilty that she had seen another man right before she went out with you.”

His anger comes on swiftly, Jessica.

“She is a very self-destructive young woman,” Noah is told as his face transforms. “And unfortunately, her narcissistic personality—while enchanting at first—renders her sadly unredeemable.”

Noah walks away, shaking his head.

Not two minutes later, you burst out of Thomas’s building and chase after Noah.

After he rebuffs you, you stand on the sidewalk, staring forlornly after him.

The shopping bag is still in your hand.

Now the logo of the closed eyelids is visible. It is strikingly familiar.

Ah, Jessica, how industrious of you. So you have visited Blink, too.

You must think you are so cunning. Perhaps you have even learned the truth about Lauren, not the story Thomas concocted.

Were you surprised to learn that my husband never had an affair with Lauren?

You can’t possibly believe the person who knows Thomas best, his loving wife of seven years, accepted that pathetic fabrication, can you?

His affair with the boutique store owner was determined to be an invention barely a week after his “accidental” text arrived on my phone: When Lauren was sought out and asked for assistance in selecting my outfits for a weekend getaway, she recommended several items, including the unstructured dresses she’d picked up on her recent buying trip to Indonesia.

A brief conversation ensued concerning her travels.

She revealed that she had just spent a week in Bali and another in Jakarta, arriving back in the States only three days prior to my visit to her boutique.

It is impossible that my husband could have had plans to meet her, both on the date when he texted See you tonight, gorgeous, and on the night he claimed their affair had begun, when he said she’d slid into a seat across from him at a hotel bar.

His lie was never challenged, however. It needed to remain standing.

Thomas had an excellent reason for trying to camouflage his one-night stand with April by layering the story of another, made-up dalliance over it.

And of course, his wife had an even better reason for hiding her own knowledge of both the counterfeit affair and the real one with April.

Would it come as a surprise to you that I’ve known the truth about my husband and subject 5 all along?

Jessica, you may think you have figured everything out. But if you have learned only one thing since becoming Subject 52, it is that you must suspend your assumptions.

It is a pity that you are so distraught. But you brought this on yourself.