A Moment on the Lips(38)
She nodded.
‘They’ll help the kids, too.’
Her eyes filled with tears. ‘He doesn’t mean to be like that. It’s just the drink talking. He’s always sorry the next morning.’
‘And then you tell everyone you walked into a door?’ Dante asked, remembering his mother’s explanations. ‘There’s no excuse for hitting your partner. He needs professional help to get his drinking and his temper under control. Even if you don’t care what happens to you, think of what your kids are seeing. What it’s doing to them.’ He thought of what it had done to him, years of seeing his father hit his mother and knowing there wasn’t a thing he could do about it because he was too young and too small to stop him.
‘I … You’re right.’ She dragged in a breath. ‘I’m just so scared of what he’d do if I ever left him.’
‘That’s what the refuge is for. They’ll keep you safe. Ring them,’ Dante said.
Carenza watched as Dante scribbled something on the back of what looked like a business card, and ice trickled down her spine. But he’d come here to the club with her. He surely wouldn’t be chatting up another woman. She had no idea what kind of problem he’d seen, though clearly something had happened because the bouncer she’d spoken to by the door was frogmarching a man out of the club.
Dante turned around and saw her watching him; he left the other woman without a word and came over to her.
‘Everything all right?’ she asked.
‘Yes.’ But there was a tightness in his face that worried her. ‘Let’s get out of here.’
‘That guy—did he hit you or something?’ she asked.
‘No,’ he said shortly.
So what was wrong? Why did Dante suddenly look so angry? ‘Do you know that woman?’
‘No. Can we please just go?’ His voice was very, very curt.
She subsided and followed him out of the club.
As soon as they were outside, he made a phone call, then frowned. ‘The taxi can’t pick us up for thirty minutes. We’ll walk.’
She blinked and pointed at her shoes. ‘I can’t walk home in these.’ She could dance in them for a while, but if they’d stayed at the club for much longer she would’ve ended up dancing barefoot. And she certainly couldn’t walk back to her flat—or Dante’s—in them.
He stared at her, then impatience flickered across his face and he scooped her up, clearly intending to carry her.
And he was holding her way too tightly for comfort. ‘Ow, Dante, you’re hurting me,’ she said.
As her words registered he went white and immediately set her on her feet. ‘I’m sorry. I …’ He shook his head, words clearly failing him, and a muscle worked in his jaw.
Something was obviously very badly wrong.
‘I didn’t mean to hurt you,’ he said in a whisper.
‘I know you didn’t.’ She rubbed her side. ‘Dante, what’s going on?’
‘Nothing.’
It was the biggest, fattest lie she’d ever heard, but he clearly wasn’t going to talk. Not here. ‘Let’s just get away from the club,’ she said softly, and took his hand.
He walked beside her, but she had a feeling that he wasn’t seeing anything around them. He was lost somewhere else, and she had no idea what was going on in his head.
At the end of the street there was a bar. It wasn’t perfect but at least it would be quieter than the club. She dragged him inside, made him sit down with a glass of sparkling water, and rang the taxi firm she normally used to book a cab home. She reached across the table and laced her fingers through his, willing him to talk to her, but he’d gone absolutely silent. She’d never seen him like this before, and it really worried her.
When the taxi took them back to her place, Carenza knew that if she asked him up he’d refuse; he’d go back to his place and brood, and she had no intention of letting him do that. Whether he liked it or not, Dante was going to talk to her. ‘See me up to my front door?’ she asked.
‘Sure.’
Just as she’d hoped, his impeccable manners made him get out of the taxi first. Before she joined him, she shoved a large note at the driver. ‘As soon as I get out, drive off, please,’ she said quickly.
‘What about your change?’
‘Keep it.’ Money wasn’t important. This was.