13 Little Blue Envelopes(3)
around her, she felt more interesting. She wasn’t quiet and dutiful. She was louder. Aunt Peg made her different. And the promise had always been that Aunt Peg would be there— throughout high school, throughout college—to guide Ginny.
“That’s when you’ll need me,” Aunt Peg always said.
One day, in November of Ginny’s sophomore year, Aunt
Peg’s phone stopped working. Ginny’s mom sighed and figured the bill hadn’t been paid. So she and Ginny got in the car to drive up to New York to see what was going on. The apartment above 4th Noodle was vacant. The super told them that Aunt Peg had moved out several days before, leaving no forwarding address. There was a little note, though, stuck under the welcome mat. It read: Something I just have to do. Be in touch soon.
At first, no one was too concerned. It was assumed that this was just another Aunt Peg escapade. A month went by. Then two. Then the spring semester was over. Then it was summer.
Aunt Peg was simply gone. Then came a few postcards, basic assurances that she was doing well. They were postmarked from 13
a variety of places—England, France, Italy—but they contained no explanations.
So Aunt Peg was exactly the kind of person who would send her to England alone, with a package from a Chinese restaurant.
That wasn’t so odd.
The odd part was that Aunt Peg had been dead for three
months.
That last fact was a little hard to swallow. Aunt Peg was the most lively person Ginny had ever known. She was also only thirty-five years old. That number was stuck in Ginny’s head because her mother kept repeating it over and over. Only thirty-five. Lively thirty-five-year-olds weren’t supposed to die. But Aunt Peg had. The phone call had come from a doctor in England explaining that Aunt Peg had developed cancer—that it had come quickly, that everything had been tried but nothing could be done.
The news . . . the illness . . . it was all very distant to Ginny.
Somehow, she’d never really believed it. Aunt Peg was still out there somewhere in her mind. And Ginny was somehow
speeding toward her in this plane. Only Aunt Peg could make something like this happen. Not that Ginny hadn’t had to do her part. First, she’d had to convince herself that she could follow what seemed like an obvious flight of insanity from an aunt who wasn’t known for her reliability. Once she’d done that, she had to convince her parents of the same thing. Major international treaties had been negotiated in less time.
But now she was here. No going back now.
The plane was cold. Very cold. The lights were down, and it was completely black outside the small windows. Everyone but Ginny seemed to be asleep, including the people to either side 14
of her. She couldn’t move without waking them up. Ginny wrapped herself in the tiny and ineffectual airline blanket and clutched the package to her chest. She hadn’t been able to bring herself to open it yet. Instead, she’d spent most of the night looking out of her darkened airplane window at a long shadow and several blinking lights, at first thinking she was looking at the coast of New Jersey and then maybe Iceland or Ireland. It wasn’t until the dawn, when they were just about to land, that she saw that the whole time she’d been looking at the wing.
Below them, through a cottony veil of clouds, was a
patchwork of green squares. Land. This plane was actually going to land, and they were going to make her get out. In a foreign country. Ginny had never been anywhere more exotic than Florida, and nowhere by herself.
She pried the package from her own grip and set it on her lap. The time had clearly come to open it. Time to find out what Aunt Peg had planned for her.
She pulled open the seal and reached inside.
The package contained a collection of envelopes much like the first. They were all blue. They were made of heavy paper.
Good quality. The kind from one of those boutique paper stores.
The front of each envelope was either illustrated in pen and ink or watercolor, and they were bundled together with an
overstretched rubber band that had been doubled around them.
More importantly, they were each marked with a number, starting with two and running to thirteen. Envelope #2 had an illustration of a bottle, with a label that read OPEN ME ON THE PLANE.
So she did.
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#2
#2
Dear Ginger,
How was 4th Noodle? It’s been a while, huh? I
hope you had some ginger dumplings for me.
I’m well aware that I owe you an explanation
about a lot of things, Gin. But let me start by
telling you about my life in New York, before I
left, two years ago.
I guess you know that I caught a lot of flak
from your mom (because she cares for her wayward
little sister) for never having a “real job,” and
not being married, and not having kids and a
house and a dog. But I was okay with that. I
thought I was doing things right and other people
were doing them wrong.
One November day, though, I was riding on the
subway up to my new temp job. That blind guy with
the accordion who rides the 6 train was playing
the Godfather theme song right in my ear, just
like he did every other time in my life I’ve ever
taken the 6. And then I got off at 33rd Street and