he Resolution of Callie & Kayden (The Coincidence, #6)(10)
‘I know what you’re thinking, Kayden,’ Dylan says interrupting my thoughts. ‘And you need to stop thinking about that. You need to try to let it go. Don’t worry about Mom and Dad anymore.’
‘I’m not worrying about them,’ I lie and well, too. I’ve always been good at lying, which isn’t a good thing, but it’s something I had to learn how to do at an early age when people would ask about my bruises and broken bones.
‘Well, I didn’t really mean worry. More like, letting them get to you.’
‘I’m fine. Really,’ I lie again. I don’t feel fine. I feel angry. All the time.
‘Are you still seeing your therapist?’ he asks cautiously.
‘Yeah.’ I turn down the heater. ‘Once a week, every week.’
‘Good. I think it’s good for you. I still see mine sometimes when things get bad, like the other day when I had to pick Tyler up.’ When I don’t say anything, not sure what to say, he changes the subject. ‘But anyway, I just wanted to call and let you know what’s up. We might check Tyler into a rehab if we can get him to commit, so he might be around for Thanksgiving when you come out.’
I frown. ‘Thanksgiving?’
‘Yeah, you’re coming up, right?’ he asks. ‘I mean, I thought that’s what you said.’
What I said was I’d think about it, but I still mutter, ‘Yeah, I guess.’
My lungs begin to constrict as I think about last Thanksgiving and what happened. It’d started out okay, getting to spend time with Callie, and then we’d had sex for the first time. But things got ugly from then on, a beautiful moment tainted by reality.
‘Look, I got to go. My break’s over,’ I lie to Dylan for the third time during this conversation. ‘But let me know what happens with Tyler.’
‘I will.’ He hesitates as I turn off the engine and get out of the car. ‘And Kayden, just so you know, he’s been asking about you – what you’re doing, if you’re okay. He keeps saying he wants to talk to you, but I’m not going to let him until he sobers, just to make sure he doesn’t say … well, anything that isn’t meant to be said.’ I think he might be trying to protect me, but I’m not sure since no one has ever really done that for me before, at least no one in my family. ‘And you only have to talk to him if you want to.’
I’m unsure how to respond. Dylan and I have been getting along okay, but right now he’s showing a lot of emotion directed toward me. It’s strange and unfamiliar, especially since I spent a lot of time thinking that he hated me when I was a kid, after he took off when he was eighteen and left me with our dad and mom, never so much as even calling to say where he was living. It’s something we haven’t really talked about too much either, although my therapist thinks it might be healthy for us to do so. However, I don’t want to go down that road yet – open up those old scars that are still trying to heal.
‘Okay … thanks for letting me know,’ I say awkwardly as I lock the car door then shut it because it’s too old school for a key fob.
‘Yeah, no problem,’ he replies, sounding uncomfortable himself. I hear someone say something in the background and he quickly says, ‘Oh, and Liz wants to know if you’re bringing anyone here for Thanksgiving with you.’
I want to tell him I haven’t even fully committed to coming yet, but instead say, ‘I’m not sure, but I’ll let you know soon.’
‘Okay, but just so you know, we’d love to have you and Callie here if she can come.’ He sounds like he means it.
Again, I’m a little thrown off by this weird I-care-for-you thing he’s got going. I keep my composure, though, and say goodbye before heading back to work, even though I have ten more minutes of break time. I try not to think about Tyler too much, yet I can’t help it. Because what if he really does know.
Knows where my father is.
Chapter 5
#134 Invite Someone to Prom **coughs** aka Halloween Party.
Callie
‘Really?’ I say to Seth as I read what he just wrote on my whiteboard. Seth and I have been creating this to-do list since the beginning of freshman year when we first became friends. There’s no rule to what goes on there, it just needs to be something we think at least one of us has to try. This whiteboard version actually starts at one hundred since the list got so long we had to transfer some of them onto a piece of paper.
‘Yes, really.’ He taps the marker against number one hundred seventeen. ‘It isn’t any weirder than this one.’
‘Hey, I totally did that the other day.’ I snatch the marker from his hand and draw a line through number one hundred seventeen.
‘You’re so weird,’ he says as I put the cap of the marker back on and toss it aside.
I roll my eyes at him. ‘That’s the pot calling the kettle black.’
‘Totally,’ he agrees, his gaze drifting to the window. ‘So are you ready for this?’
My face bunches up in confusion. ‘Ready for what?’
He taps his finger against the whiteboard right where he just wrote one hundred thirty-four. ‘Duh, what you’re going to do today.’
Shaking my head, I sink down on the bed. ‘I’m not doing that.’
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