You've Reached Sam (66)

I look back to him from across the dance floor as the drums come in, followed by the guitar, and we feel a spark move between us. A crowd of people has formed around the edge of the dance floor. Eventually, a few of them step in and start dancing, too, pulling in others with them. Sam and I look at each other again. Because we did this. His voice and my dance with Spencer changed the energy of the room.

When the music begins to fade, I feel the song about to end. I lift my hands one last time and go spinning across the dance floor, as lights swirl around me until the room suddenly vanishes, and I fall straight into Sam’s arms, throwing us off the edge of the dock as we go crashing into ice-cold water.

A million bubbles swarm around me as we emerge from the surface of the lake to the sound of fireworks going off in the distance. It’s the night before the Fourth of July. The summer after sophomore year. Sam and I made plans to sneak out to meet each other here. If my mom knew this, she would kill me.

I shiver in the water. “I can’t believe we’re doing this!”

Sam laughs and runs a hand over his head, brushing his hair back. His skin is glistening from the water. “You said you wanted to be more spontaneous!”

“I wasn’t expecting this!”

More fireworks go off in the distance, lighting the tips of the trees that surround us. Sam flips onto his back and starts swimming backward, showing the bare lines of his chest. I instinctively throw my hands over myself, covering up.

“What if someone sees us?”

“Jules—no one else is out here. It’s just you and me.”

“I’ve never done this before.”

“Skinny-dipping?”

“I can’t believe you dared me!”

“I never thought you’d actually do it.”

“Sam!”

“Relax—we’re not completely naked!”

Fireworks go off again as Sam paddles in circles around me, laughing.

“How did you even come up with this?” I ask.

“I saw it in a movie once,” he says. “It seemed really sweet and romantic and everything in my head.”

“It’s so cliché.”

“At least this will be something to remember. And a funny story to tell.”

“We can’t tell anyone this!”

“Okay—we’ll keep it a secret.”

Sam swims up to me. And we look at each other. I take in his face illuminated by occasional bursts of light from the sky. He is right about one thing. I don’t think I could ever forget the way he’s looking at me in this moment.

“Are you mad we did this?” he whispers.

“No. Just a little nervous.” I feel a shiver, not from the cold, but from the thrill of being out here with him.

“Me, too.”

Sam smiles and moves my hair behind my ear. Then he lifts my chin gently with his other hand, and he kisses me. We close our eyes, listening to fireworks going off around us.

A beam from what could be a flashlight shines through the trees, followed by some voices and the sound of footsteps coming up the path.

“Someone’s coming!” I gasp.

“What—”

We dive underwater to hide ourselves. I hold my breath and bubbles swarm and swirl around me as I fall through the water like a stone pulled through space, before emerging onto dry concrete.

It’s broad daylight out. The smell of food carts and sulfur fills the air as skyscrapers rise up around me. It’s the summer before senior year. I’m standing on the streets of New York City, adjusting a duffel bag that’s digging into my shoulder as Sam suddenly appears, dashing past me, pulling along a suitcase.

“No time to stop! We gotta go!”

“Hold on!”

Sam is leaving for Japan in an hour and forty-two minutes. The next subway to the airport arrives any minute now, and if he misses it he could miss his flight. He is spending the entire summer in Osaka with his grandparents, so he and I planned a good-bye weekend trip together before he heads off.

Sam glances at his phone for directions. “This way!”

“Just slow down—”

We zigzag through stalled traffic and push through crowds, avoiding steam spouting from manholes and the occasional corner merchant trying to sell me handbags. Once we make it down a narrow stairwell and turn the corner, Sam goes crashing into the metal turnstile and wheezes.

“You have to swipe your MetroCard—” I swipe it once for each of us as we hurry through and head down another set of stairs. When the platform rumbles beneath my feet, I know we made it just in time. I look out and see the train lights shining through the tunnel.

It’s time for us to say good-bye. I wish we had a few more days together. I wish I was going with him.

Sam kisses my cheek. “I have to go.”

The train doors open behind him, letting people pour onto the platform.

I don’t know what to say. I hate good-byes. Especially with him.

“I’ll text you soon as I’m there, okay?”

“Don’t forget!”

I hand Sam his duffel bag. He kisses me one last time and steps inside.

“I’ll be back before you know it.”

“Why does it have to be for so long?”

“It’s only six weeks. And we’ll talk every day.”