You Can’t Be Serious(28)
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As I spent more time in the office, I got to know Captain Moneybags better. My initial first-day impressions about him were correct: He wanted to be seen as a real player (whatever that means) without necessarily doing the actual work to be a player (whatever that means). He had someone else record the company’s outgoing voice mail greeting to make it seem like he was such a busy, important person, he couldn’t be bothered to record his own. Like rich guys in many different industries, I learned that CM could buy his way into and out of anything, with failures being papered over by daddy.
He would come up with dozens of crazy, expensive ideas that weren’t at all related to producing movies. He’d often passionately monologue about his desire to make the company “pop” by spending money on things that seemed cool to him, like stacks of expensive business cards, a fancy watch that I didn’t know the name of, and “This gorgeous recamier,” which “cost me $24,000.” (Told you, ugliest couch I’d ever seen.)
Despite the obvious differences I had with my boss,4 I still took my job seriously and sought to make an impact wherever I could. That’s how I was raised: to work hard and have integrity. As long as I was interning there, I viewed the company’s success as my own. I knew that even in this toxic environment I would at least learn what not to do, and I was determined to get as much out of the experience as possible.
Subversive piece of advice: If you parrot the language of an especially shallow boss, they will like you more, making your work environment more tolerable. I thought of ways to make CM’s company “pop.” Given his obsession with voice mails and business cards, I figured he’d probably love a sleek-looking website with his name in bold print at the top: Captain Moneybags Productions.
An online presence would allow us to consider a wider pool of talent because writers who didn’t have agents could digitally upload scripts for us to consider. That could help us find better projects, since technology would let us tap into a talent pool otherwise closed off to us. (You traditionally need an agent to get a script seen by a production company.) It would also streamline a fair amount of paperwork, making my job a lot easier. So, while eating lunch at my desk one afternoon, I built CM a simple home page using a GeoCities template. It took all of twenty minutes.
Captain Moneybags strolled back from a fancy lunch meeting in an “I love myself extra hard today” kind of mood. I went to his desk and showed off my work.
“You made me a website?! We’re gonna pop!”
“It’s just a template for now. Yes, I did figure it could help the company ‘pop.’?”5
“Is this the internet now? Am I on the internet?!”
“The website will be on the internet, yes. And the most important thing is, it’ll help with script submissions by—”
“Holy shit. I’m. On. The. Internet.”
“Well, not yet, you still have to register the domain and after—”
“How much does that cost?”
“Ninety-five dollars.”
“That’s it?! I’ll pay it!” He handed me his credit card. “Do whatever that thing you just said for the ninety-five dollars!”
“Okay.”
“You are a GENIUS. I’m on the fucking internet! WE. ARE. GONNA. POP!!”
This Crazy Rich Caucasian had absolutely no desire to learn about how digitizing his script process could help his company do better. He spent the rest of the day calling everyone in his Rolodex, directing them to the janky-ass GeoCities link. On his way out the door that night, he promoted me to junior creative executive.
Please take a second here. This is important to digest. After all the grinding and actual work I had done for him, the reason I got promoted was not because I pulled business data, merged it with something creative, and offered him casting suggestions, like Joseph Gordon-Levitt, tailor-made for his feature film. No, I got promoted because I made Captain Moneybags something shiny with his name on it that “popped.”
The promotion was essentially a vanity bump. I went from unpaid intern to unpaid junior creative executive, with the promise of a future salary; I would begin getting paid the day after I graduated. I was assigned more responsibility, like being empowered to search for new scripts on my own and hiring our new batch of interns. I realized I was in the right world because I was the first one to come in every day and the last to leave, and I was still taking a full course load at UCLA while working as a Resident Advisor in the dorms to pay for housing, making no money at the film studio, receiving no college credit, working for a wealthy narcissistic racist, and bizarrely loving that I finally had access to this incredible, creative world. The only perk that came with being an unpaid junior creative executive was a pass allowing me to park in a closer lot. (This may not sound like a big deal, but Hollywood people put the specific locations of parking spaces into their employment contracts. There’s a detailed hierarchy that takes years to work through and generally culminates when you pull into your own personal parking spot. With your name on it.)
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As a young man of color who knew nobody in Hollywood and whose Indian American peers at college chastised him for pursuing a career in the arts, I viewed my situation with the internship less as someone being taken advantage of and more as someone who was gaming the system with skill and sacrifice. Of course interns in Hollywood were a relatively homogeneous group: If you were lucky enough to know the right people in the first place, you still had to be able to afford working full-time for free. Now that I was in charge of hiring CM’s interns, I could at least try to eliminate nepotism from the list of qualifications. I did an exhaustive search for the best and most diverse applicants, not just the ones who had family or school connections. My short list of candidates was an extremely talented group from around the country, including people from different demographic groups who didn’t all come from Los Angeles or attend fancy private schools.