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This conversation is starting to prove that. He can speak openly about therapy, while I’d never been able to. Maybe it’s the alcohol loosening him up, but this version of Seth is different. Aware.

Heartbroken.

That realization must make me brave. “And you want her to know that you’ve changed?” I say. “Because . . . the signs probably aren’t helping.”

“Yeah. You’re not wrong,” he says with a sigh. “But we’ve gotten into this pattern. One of us provokes the other, and the other reacts. It isn’t that I don’t know the signs are bullshit. Trust me, I feel like a dick every time I put one up. But there’s something about knowing just how to get underneath someone else’s skin.”

“So it’s a way to talk to her,” Russell says.

“Probably not the best way, but at least she’s talking. Even if most of the time, she’s yelling. At least if she’s reacting . . . well, part of me thinks it’s because she still cares. It’s a relief, almost, that we still have that.”

“What exactly are you saying?” Russell asks slowly, and my heart lifts. It’s very possible our mighty news director is telling us he wants to get back together with his ex.

Seth takes another sip of beer. “It’s not easy,” he says, “to keep loving someone who’s given up on you.”

“Maybe she hasn’t.” I fill my words with hope. It’s not a lie if I believe it’s true. “If you wanted to change things—if that’s something you wanted to do, I mean—what if you aired Torrance’s crab story? Isn’t it worth it, making viewers a bit mad, if it’ll make Torrance happy? If you’re meant to be with her, isn’t it worth bending a little?”

“I’ll think about it,” Seth relents, and it feels like a tiny victory. I had no idea this sensitive man was buried beneath those Garamond-font signs. “It could be a start, at least.”

Walt returns from concessions with a pretzel and another cup of beer. “Hell of a line back there,” he says.

When the second period starts, I try my best to focus because I really do like the game, but all I can think about is this revelation from Seth. He wants her back. He wants her back, and he’s been trying to change.

Soon the score is tied, and when Seattle sinks another goal to bring us up to 2–1, Russell’s hand drops to my knee. It’s a soft, victorious gesture, one that communicates yesssss our team scored, and maybe I can barely feel it through the fleece-lined tights I’m wearing beneath my jeans, but every cell in my body focuses on those few inches of denim.

I swallow hard, wondering how it’s possible that a hand on my knee is enough to make me warmer beneath all these layers than I’ve been the whole game.

It’s so loud that he has to lean in, putting his mouth right next to my ear. “You having a good time?” he asks.

“Absolutely,” I say in a strained voice I don’t recognize as my own.

Finally, he seems to notice the placement of his hand, because he glances down and moves it away. A flush spreads across his cheeks. Maybe he thought it was his own knee. Maybe the warmth I felt was simply that I overdressed.

Seattle wins, 3–1, and I allow myself to get swept up in the chaos as we weave through the arena, everyone yelling and whooping, strangers hugging and high-fiving.

“I can see why you love it so much,” I tell Russell when we step outside, his glasses immediately fogging up. The city has turned dark, the nearby bars filling up with fans. “I feel kind of victorious? Even though I had no impact on the game.”

“Yeah?” Russell pulls off his glasses to swipe the lenses with the fringed end of his scarf, and it is maybe the cutest thing I have seen an adult man do. “You really liked it?”

“I really did.”

A sloppy Seth stumbles toward us and throws an arm around each of our shoulders. “My hockey crew!” he yells, and I don’t know whether to laugh or to cower from embarrassment. “You guys are the best. We have to do this again.”

“Definitely,” I say, struggling to keep my balance. “Now let’s get you home.”





10




FORECAST:

Rock step-triple step and a lightning-strike attraction

“. . . AND WOULD you look at that—I think he’s smiling!”

“Well, I think we can all agree that Bobo the primate pianist really gives new meaning to the phrase ‘monkeying around.’?” David Wong and Gia DiAngelo share the kind of laugh perfected by news anchors who have reported on too many heartwarming, slightly ridiculous animal stories to count.

“Up next, one of the fastest growing sports in the United States might be the one with the silliest name,” Gia says. “That sport? Pickleball.”

It’s been a while since I watched a show in the studio, but on Friday, I make an exception. KSEA isn’t big enough to have a studio audience, so I’m standing behind the cameras, doing my best to stay out of everyone’s way.

“I remember playing that as a kid in gym class,” David says, pretending to bat away an imaginary ball. “And I don’t think I was very good. Unlike most of these folks we’re going to be hearing from next. Professional pickleball has been picking up steam, especially here in the Northwest, where we’re always looking for indoor sports during those wet winter months. Russell Barringer has more.”