Want to Know a Secret? (68)

“Look, I don’t have time for this.” Keith’s voice becomes muffled as he talks to somebody in the background. “Julie, I’m going. I’ll be home late tonight.”

Before I can even attempt to explain, he has hung up on me.

I pace back-and-forth across my kitchen. I try calling April again, and I send her three more text messages. As much as Keith was a jerk, he was probably right. April won’t hurt them. It’s crazy to think otherwise.

But April not picking up her phone is unusual behavior. Not answering text messages is even more unusual. April’s standard reply time is fifteen seconds.

This goes on for almost two hours. I even walk over to her house and peer through the window, but the Masterson house is empty. By the end of the two hours, I’m going out of my mind. April knows what she’s doing. This is no accident. At the two hour mark, I punch in the following text message:



Please. I’m sorry. Bring them back.



Still no response. That bitch.

Fine. I’m not just going to stand here and let April torture me all night long. I go to my recently dialed numbers list and select Riley’s number. It rings twice, then I hear his reassuring voice on the other line. “Jules? What’s wrong?”

I tell him everything. It all comes out in a rush of words, but he doesn’t interrupt me. He listens to the whole awful story, and waits until I’m done to remark, “Jesus.”

“What should I do, Riley?”

He’s silent for a moment on the other line. “You really think she might hurt them?”

“I don’t know. Look what she did to her own mother.”

He heaves a sigh. “Okay, give me your address. I’m coming over.”

I recite my address for him, but before we end the call, I hear a noise. It’s the front door. The lock is turning.

And there is April. With my boys.

“Never mind,” I mumble into the phone. “She’s here.”

I don’t wait to hear Riley’s response. I toss my phone on the kitchen counter and rush over to hug the boys tightly to me. April is standing behind them, her usual sweet smile plastered on her lips. I want to scratch her eyes out.

“Oh my gosh!” she cries. “You weren’t worried, were you? I just took them out to McDonald’s after karate.”

I swipe at the tears forming in my eyes. “I called you.”

April raises an eyebrow. “Did you? I think I left my phone in the car. So sorry about that.”

I straighten up to stare her in the eyes. The thing is, I was a prosecutor. I have stared into the eyes of a lot of horrible people who have done a lot of horrible things. But when I look into April Masterson’s pretty blue eyes, I get a chill. She isn’t just horrible. She isn’t just a murderer.

She’s evil.

And she’s making her message to me very clear. If I try to hurt her in any way, she will destroy me and everything I care about. And unlike back in my prosecutor days, when I was single and childfree, I have a family I care about now.

That night, I send Riley a text message, telling him I have made a terrible mistake. It turns out my neighbor hasn’t done anything wrong after all.





Chapter 42


FIVE MONTHS EARLIER



It’s a beautiful spring day, and Bobby and Leo are playing soccer out in the backyard.

Yes, April and I are still friends. She still calls me her best friend. Even though I despise her.

I can’t seem to cut her out of my life though. She’s just so nice. And our kids still go to the same school, and somehow they ended up in the same class yet again even though I specifically requested Leo to be in a different class than Bobby. She still goes to the PTA meetings, despite my efforts to assign her all the most unpleasant tasks to do. But she always does it. With a smile.

I’ve been trying to dodge her every time she asked for a playdate, but she begged me this time. Bobby misses Leo so much. Why do you have Leo in so many activities? She doesn’t seem to get that I put him in the activities to keep him away from Bobby. April aside, I’m not a fan of Bobby Masterson. He’s a bad influence.

While the boys are kicking around the soccer ball, I’m doing the incredibly exciting task of putting away a load of laundry. We have a cleaning woman who comes once a week, but there’s too much laundry so I always do an extra load mid-week. There’s nothing wrong with doing laundry. I’ve probably done hundreds—nay, thousands—of loads in my life. But it bothers me that I invested so many years and so much pain in my education, and somehow laundry is the highlight of my day today. My brain feels like it’s rotting away.

Don’t laugh, but I used to have this fantasy about being the U.S. Attorney General someday. I wrote an essay about it when I was in grade school, and even though I kept it to myself after that, it was always in the back of my head. My dream job.

Of course, now it’s outright laughable. I’m so far off from my dream, it seems completely out of reach.

As I throw a load of Keith’s underwear into the top drawer of our dresser, my fingers touch something cold and metallic. I frown and sift through the underwear, looking for the object. I pull out a little flip phone. It’s one of those burner phones people use when they want to talk to somebody without it going to their main phone.