Under Her Care(25)

Everything spun and twirled while I searched for my car, the level of disorientation almost crippling. Mason felt me coming undone in the same way I feel him. And then I spotted the car. That became my focus.

We moved at a frantic pace, as if our only salvation lay in getting to the car. I half expected them to pound on the windows and doors, but they backed off as soon as we got inside the car. We sped away from the scene. That’s the first time Mason cried. He burst into tears in the passenger seat.

“It’s okay, it’s going to be okay,” I soothed, rubbing his hunched-over back. “Mama’s going to take care of everything, I promise. Just like I always do. You’re okay, baby, you’re okay.”

But nothing’s okay. It wasn’t then, and it isn’t now.

I race to the office and whip open the entertainment center, obsessively scanning the security monitors, but there’s nothing out of place. Everything is as it should be, just like always. I grab my phone from my pocket and pull up my Ring app. I rewind slowly, stopping every few frames to make sure I don’t miss it, and then suddenly, there’s movement. A person walks up the sidewalk and onto our front porch, where they slide a piece of paper through our mail slot. Then they quickly turn and walk away without so much as looking over their shoulder.

It’s not him. That Monster was big, bulky, and huge, with fingers large enough to crush your skull. It’s not him, but it’s somebody who’s not supposed to be here.

They’re completely nondescript, dressed all in white like a painter. They could be a larger-framed female or a smaller-framed male. There’s no way to tell, especially when they’ve got a baseball hat pulled low, and they never look up the entire time. It’s like one fluid motion as they loop around the driveway and back to the street. Their walk is practiced and perfect. So’s their delivery. This wasn’t their first time.

I slowly sink into the office chair behind John’s desk. What am I going to do? I could take the paper to Detective Layne immediately and use it as proof that That Monster is out to get us. It would settle his mind on Mason once and for all. They could finally start looking for the real criminal. I’ll probably finally get them to patrol the house. Maybe even get that security officer I asked for.

But is that really going to keep us safe? What happens if That Monster gets mad that we went to the cops? He didn’t say not to go to the cops, but everyone knows you don’t go to the cops. Not when you’re dealing with criminals like these.

I burst out laughing. Like I have any experience with criminals.

I should just give it to Detective Layne. Let him decide what to do with it. Except what if he starts asking questions about the message? Would I have to tell him everything? I can’t do that. Not yet. I’m not ready.





THEN



It’s so dark. I can’t see anything in here. Why does everyone else get the light? And not me.

Not fair.

What did I do wrong?

Mama says nothing. I didn’t do nothin’ wrong she says.

But Mama lies.

She lies a lot. Like that one time she told Mrs. Henry that I wasn’t coming to school on Tuesday. Because. I was sick.

That wasn’t true. I felt fine. Except for my shoulder. That hurt real bad.

Tell the truth, she says.

Mama says.

Lots of things. She talks and she talks and she talks.

Until my ears hurt. Until they bleed.

But she don’t care. Even though.

She says she does.

Mama does.

She says she loves me. Just like Jesus.

Jesus loves me this I know.

I know.

She don’t know anything. Nothing she thinks.

About me.





TWELVE


CASEY WALKER



I can’t believe I’m doing this. I’m not sure I’ve ever been so nervous. Possibly when I sat for my comprehensive doctoral exams, but maybe not even then. People’s lives are on the line. I anxiously pull apart the napkin in front of me as I wait. I’m on my second one since I arrived to meet Genevieve’s daughter, Savannah, for breakfast at Huddle House. It’s a cute diner off the interstate.

Last night, Detective Layne got it in his head that she’s the key to getting information about Mason. He’s convinced she’ll crack the case wide open somehow and hopes she might even be able to talk to Mason for us. We hadn’t been off the phone for more than an hour last night when he called me back, as excited as a little boy on Christmas morning to tell me about his idea.

“We can’t talk to Mason without Genevieve present. We’d get in big trouble if we tried to contact him and interview him behind her back. Believe me, I’ve already thought about it, but we can’t get him away from her long enough to even do that. So he’s basically off limits to us right now, and Genevieve is right about one thing—we are wasting time. That’s why we need Savannah.”

“Savannah?”

“Genevieve’s daughter,” he explained. Other than the pictures in their home gallery, I hadn’t given much thought to her. “She’s a completely different story than Mason. She’s nineteen, and one hundred percent separate from any control her mama might have over her. She can do whatever she wants, and we can do whatever we want with her.” He was talking so fast he struggled for breath. “I want you to answer me this question, Ms. Walker, and I want you to use all your psychological expertise to do it.” He paused, giving me a chance to prepare myself. “Where is Savannah right now? Just think about that. She hasn’t been here once since the murder. Not even on the day it happened. I understand she has school. Believe me, I do. My Margaret is a sophomore, and she’s as obsessed with grades as anyone I’ve ever seen, but even she would miss school for a day or two if there was a family emergency. And let’s just say that was impossible—there are no classes on the weekend, right? She could make the drive home for the weekend if she wanted to. It’s less than a four-hour drive. Her family is in crisis, and she’s nowhere to be found? Something stinks about that.”