Unbroken Bonds (The Bonds That Tie #6)(29)
I'm not expecting much out of my own bond, so when it picks up in my chest to get my attention, I almost stumble over my own feet.
We need to go hunting, it says. I let my eyes slip shut for a moment, trusting Atlas to keep me on my feet while I speak with it.
Where and what sort of hunting? You give me a time and a place, and I'll make it happen.
My bond purrs happily in my chest at my easy acceptance of what it wants to do. I think it was expecting me to put up a fight, but we're beyond that now. The memory of what had happened in the past, of the atrocities that we had been doomed to endure time and time again, has been more than enough to convince me to switch to the offensive.
The Sanctuary is here to keep everyone safe and has done an amazing job of that so far, but the only true way to keep us and our god-bonds safe is to get rid of the threats altogether.
Our Bonded are finding out where they're hiding. We must go to them as soon as we know and take care of the situation.
I nod my head, which makes me feel kind of dumb, but Atlas and Gabe both meet my eyes when I open them back up.
“Hunting. All of us together, or are we going to let the gods take over for this?” Atlas asks, and Gabe groans as he rubs a hand over his face.
“I would like to keep the dragon under wraps for as long as I can. There's no way I want to deal with the indigestion and naps so soon after the last bout.”
I wince a little, shooting him a sheepish look. “I think we should go there ourselves and be prepared for the god-bonds to take over if they need to. There’s every chance that whoever we're facing might be too much for us to handle.”
Atlas nods and scratches at the back of his head, glaring around at the Sanctuary as though he’s expecting someone to come bursting out of the bushes towards us. He shouldn't worry so much about it. People are still running in the opposite direction at the mere sight of us, especially when we're grouped together like this.
“The problem here is that they've all been awake longer than us, right? Everyone except you and the Dravens, at least. That’s why they're stronger than us. Shouldn't we be laying low until we have a better rapport with them all?”
I shake my head at him. “No, because they've Bonded. Our Bond is complete. I think that cancels that power growth out.”
I shut my eyes again and check that with my bond.
It agrees wholeheartedly.
No one is stronger than us now. We can wipe them off the face of the earth and live out our lives at the pinnacle of power like the gods that we are.
Okay, that sounds a little bit more villainous than I would like to be dealing with this morning… When I open my eyes back up, both of my Bonded are grinning at me.
Gabe says, chuckling under his breath, “Do you think we'll ever get used to the way they speak? What are we going to do once we’ve gotten rid of all the threats and we just have these angry, murderous god-bonds living inside us? What are we going to use to distract them?”
We turn down the small path towards our house, which is further away from the rest of the Sanctuary and its inhabitants, and Atlas slides his palm down my back until he gets a handful of my ass. “I think we can distract them in other ways.”
I scoff back at him. “So a giant orgy, twenty-four-seven, to stop them from ending the world? That doesn't sound exhausting at all.”
Gabe’s chuckles turn into full-blown belly laughs. “I’m willing to give it a go if you are, Bonded. I think that sort of makes us superheroes in this situation.”
“Right. So selfless,” I throw back at him, shaking my head at both of them.
Gabe and Atlas spend the afternoon finishing off Atlas’ bathroom, and I spend some time organizing the mess that is my closet. It’s nowhere near the top of my priority list, not with the million other things relating to god-bonds, Bonded Groups, and my own Bonded being busy and away from me for hours of the day, but it's a good distraction to keep me from going crazy over everything.
My own bond is pretty pissed off about it until I start packing a go-bag, one with enough Tac uniforms, underwear, and weapons to get me through a full week of traveling and hunting. It gets on board with that plan pretty damn quickly.
I only had two good pairs of boots, and one of them had been destroyed in the fighting at the Wasteland. I add that to my mental list of things to sort out before we head off, then I go through the clothes that I have permanently borrowed from my Bonded. I have to work out what I need to give back to them and what I need to move back into rotation.
I'm not being kind or generous at all in handing things back. Most of the sweaters have lost the scents of my Bonded because I've worn them so much myself. This isn't exactly a fashion choice I'm making.
If they don't smell like them, I don't want them.
I let Brutus down from behind my ear to play amongst the piles of clothing as he keeps me company. It's nice to have a moment to myself to get my head back together. By the time I hear the front door open and the murmuring of men returning home, I once again feel settled in my own skin.
We have a mission, a plan, something to work towards, and I'm going to harness the killing energy within me to keep my entire community and my Bonded Group safe.
That has to be enough for me.
It's certainly enough for the god within me.
When I get out to the hallway, intent on finding my Bonded and spending the evening with them all, I bump into Nox as he makes his way down to his bedroom. He has a frown on his face and a distracted look in his eyes, so I'm prepared to walk on past him with nothing more than a smile. He surprises me though, when he catches me in his arms and pulls me in close, pressing me into his chest until I’m fighting to breathe.