There Are No Saints (Sinners Duet #1)(28)

“Are you threatening me?” Her voice rises, the edge of hysteria sharp as razor wire. “Why are you doing this? Why did you do this to me?”

She holds up her arm so her loose bell sleeve drops away, revealing the long, jagged scar across the wrist. The scar is still healing, raised like a welt on the skin.

“I didn’t do that,” I scoff.

Mara falters, her upraised hand dropping an inch.

Interesting—she doesn’t actually know who cut her.

“You were there,” she insists.

“So what if I was?”

She startles, shocked that I admitted it.

“Then you did this!” she shrieks.

“No,” I growl. “I didn’t.”

In one swift step, I close the space between us. Mara tries to turn and run, but I’m much too fast for her. I seize her by the arm, yanking her toward me, holding up that accusing hand and branded wrist.

I look down into her terrified face, pinning her in place with my gaze as much as my fingers locked around her wrist.

“There’s no limit on predators in the world,” I hiss. “And no lack of damaged girls to attract them. I doubt this is the first time some man honed in on those bitten-raw nails and that flinch when anybody gets near you. Just those fucking scars on your arm are a billboard screaming, ‘I like to hurt myself, come hurt me too!’ ”

“What are you talking about—” she stammers.

“THOSE,” I bark, yanking up her sleeve, exposing the other scars, the old ones, the thin silvery crosshatches that weren’t caused by anyone but herself.

Now the tears are running down both sides of her face, but she’s standing still, looking up at me, furious and defiant.

“I bet you’ve been preyed on by every cromagnon with a cock since before you started menstruating,” I sneer.

“Get fucked,” she snarls back at me.

“Let me guess,” I laugh. “Alcoholic father?”

She wrenches her arm out of my grip, stumbling back, breathing hard.

I let her go because she has no idea the real grip I have on her—she’s a little rabbit wrapped up in my coils, and she doesn’t even know it.

“Alcoholic mother, actually,” she says, tilting up her chin in defiance. “Shithead stepfather—but hey, at least he was creative. The mom is just textbook, isn’t she?”

Her voice is steadier than I expected.

She’s shaking harder than ever, but she still hasn’t run.

“If you didn’t attack me,” she says, “then why didn’t you help me?”

I shrug. “I don’t help anyone.”

“You offered me a studio.”

I laugh. “I didn’t give you that studio to help you.”

“Why then?”

She looks up at me, almost pleading, desperate to understand.

I don’t mind telling her.

“I did it for the same reason I do everything: because I wanted to.”

To Mara, that makes no sense.

For me, it’s the ultimate reason for anything in this world.

I get what I want.

“You can’t bribe me,” she says. “I’m not going to keep quiet.”

I snort. “It won’t matter either way. No one will believe you.”

Her face blanches, her breath catching in her throat. That touched a nerve. Poor little Mara has been disbelieved before. Probably in relation to the “creative” stepfather.

Stepping close to her once more, I look down into her terrified face and I tell her the brutal, unvarnished truth: “I own this city. With money, with connections, and with pure fucking talent. You try spouting off about me and see what happens . . . you’ll look unhinged. Unstable.”

“I don’t care,” she whispers.

I let out a low laugh.

“You will,” I say.





12





Mara





I stumble back to my own studio, closing the door behind me and locking it, leaning back against the cool wood with my heartbeat scattering frantically across my ribs.

I’m breathing hard, clutching the front of my shirt, sweating more than ever.

He’s lying! He’s fucking lying!

He’s not gonna gaslight me. I know what I saw that night. He was standing there, staring down at me. I didn’t make that up—I couldn’t. How could I have imagined his face before I ever saw it?

Maybe you had seen it before. In a photograph. In a magazine.

No, fuck that. I didn’t see his picture and forget about it. That’s not what happened.

What can I do? Who can I tell?

He kidnapped me. Did he? Someone did. And Cole was there.

Bits of memory cut at me from all sides, jagged as a shattered mirror. I see little flickers, fragments. I want to burst into tears but I know he’s still somewhere close by, he could hear me. He owns this building. HE OWNS THE FUCKING BUILDING!

What is happening? The coincidence, the situation, it’s making me feel like my head is splitting apart. I don’t know what to believe.

Maybe I could have imagined it.

But the way he reacted when I confronted him . . . he wasn’t surprised. His eyebrows dropped, his pupils contracted, he didn’t hesitate for a second, he bit right back at me, attacking like a snake. That’s not normal.