The Two Lives of Lydia Bird(67)

‘What are you laughing at?’ Elle asks, next to me.

‘These stupid sashes,’ I say, plucking at the one I’m begrudgingly wearing. Being marked out as the bride has already earned me wolf whistles from a car full of boy-men and the offer of a snog from the barman in the pub we went to before dinner. It didn’t help that there was a red foil condom packet dangling between us on my veil. (Yes, I found the condom. Dee helpfully stapled it so it hangs right between my bloody eyes.)

Elle plucks a sachet from the back of the veil. ‘Cinnamon?’

Dee reaches across and taps it. ‘A natural picker-upper, apparently.’ She pauses for dramatic effect, and then faux whispers, really loudly, ‘For men.’ Her rising hand action leaves us in no doubt as to what she means. ‘Just in case of wedding-night jitters.’

‘Cinnamon, are you sure?’ Auntie June’s eyebrows hit her hairline. She’s already on an ill-advised third glass of wine and she rarely drinks. She rarely leaves the house without my Uncle Bob, either – they’re usually to be found doing jigsaws in their dining room or learning some new hobby together. Last time I visited I sat on the chair they’d reupholstered, eating cake they’d made at their afternoon baking class at the local secondary school, drinking elderberry wine Uncle Bob had brewed in his man shed. They’re people who like to get involved in the community, and always as a pair. Bob and June. June and Bob. Right now, Auntie June is making a rare solo appearance and the cinnamon revelations have just turned her face an unbecoming shade of purple. ‘Well, that explains something, at least.’

Elle starts to laugh beside me, quicker on the uptake than I am. ‘Ooh, Auntie June, has Uncle Bob been getting a bit cinnamon-frisky?’

My mum shoots her sister a raised-brows look as Lucy tries not to gag on her prawn toast.

‘We’ve been trying to master cinnamon whirls lately, they’re Bob’s favourite,’ Auntie June says, twisting the silver St Christopher necklace she’s worn for as long as I can remember.

‘Well, you know what they say, June,’ Dee says, deadpan as she spoons special fried rice on to her plate. ‘Cinnamon in the morning makes Bob a sexy boy.’

I start to laugh because Dee has never met my cardigan-wearing, giant-vegetable-growing Uncle Bob. ‘Dee, literally no one in the world has ever said that.’

‘I think you’ll find June just did,’ Dawn says from across the table. ‘I might buy some cinnamon on the weekly shop. My “Bob” –’ she makes air quotes around the name to imply she’s protecting the innocent, quite pointlessly because we all know who she’s talking about – ‘and I are trying to get pregnant again, and it’s got to the point where he’d do literally anything to avoid having to perform ever again. He’s exhausted.’

‘Poor Bob.’ Julia shakes her head, barely eating anything but doing a sterling job on the wine. ‘Well, I for one don’t need the cinnamon aisle.’ I look away to hide my smile as the memory of Julia and Bruce dancing at Dawn’s wedding slides into my head; they’re definitely in tune with each other.

‘Me neither.’ Elle rolls her eyes. ‘My “Bob” is more than peppy enough, usually at six in the morning when I’m trying to stay asleep for the last half an hour before the alarm.’

She shoots a belated look at Mum, as if she’d forgotten she was there. ‘Sorry, Mother.’

‘Oh, Bob,’ I laugh. ‘How indiscreet of you to discuss his bedroom habits over pork balls.’

Lucy lays her chopsticks down and reaches for her wine. ‘Please, Uncle Bob’s my father, and I’d rather talk about something else entirely, thank you very much.’

We all fall about laughing at her clipped delivery, but Lucy isn’t even a tiny bit amused. To spare her niece any further blushes, Mum reaches into her handbag and pulls out a small, gift-wrapped package.

‘I’ve been waiting for the right time to give you this,’ she says, handing it to me.

The laughter simmers down as everyone watches, interested. It feels like a jewellery box of some sort.

‘It always bothered me that your father and I didn’t give you girls a good example of marriage when you were growing up,’ Mum says.

Elle and I both jump in at once.

‘You were brilliant,’ I say, at the same time as Elle says, ‘Mum and dad all in one.’

‘We didn’t miss him,’ I add, and I mean it.

‘Surfing at his age,’ Auntie June mutters, throwing her palms up in disgust.

‘Anyway.’ Mum pushes on. ‘Despite my own romantic woes, I hope your grandparents, my parents, helped to show you that sometimes marriage can be just right.’

Elle and I didn’t have any relationship with our paternal grandparents, but Mum’s family provided the much-needed backbone of our childhood. Their neat-as-a-new-pin home a few doors down was practically an extension of ours, their dinner table the scene of most of our evening meals. If I try really hard, I can still almost capture the smell of their house, a welcoming mix of furniture polish, roast dinners and pipe tobacco. Even Lucy looks nostalgic.

‘I miss them so much,’ Elle says, wine-tearful.

I nod. We all miss them, Mum and Auntie June most of all.

‘Open it then.’

I’m glad of Dee’s interruption. We were in danger of descending into maudlin for a moment there.