The Take(72)

“When are you off to Marseille?”

“Nine. Arrive at one.”

“Keep in touch.”





Chapter 40



Nikki lived alone in a fourth-floor duplex on an unloved street a few blocks from the Montparnasse Tower. The apartment was barely three hundred square feet—a bit bigger than two shoe boxes stacked on top of each other, but not much. The bottom floor had a kitchen on one side and a living area on the other. A very steep, very narrow spiral staircase led to her bedroom on the second floor. To make efficient use of the space, she’d built a loft on which she slept. It had taken her a few weeks and several bumps on the head to learn not to sit up in the middle of the night. Below the loft she’d put a desk, a dresser, and a cabinet for her wardrobe. It was all a thirty-year-old detective earning twenty-five hundred euros a month could afford if she wanted to live in Paris, and she was proud of every square inch of it.

Arriving a little after eight, Nikki slammed the door behind her and threw her keys on the kitchen table. The elevator was on the fritz and she was out of breath from running up three flights. She made her daily vow to quit smoking, and to prove it, dashed up the stairs to her bedroom. Panting, she undressed sloppily, leaving her clothes in a pile, and made the five-step journey to turn on the shower. The bathroom was the size of a toilet stall. There was no bathtub, just a shower so confining she had to hold her breath to turn around, and a vanity with a washbasin atop it.

Waiting for the water to warm up, she went back to the closet and dug out her overnight bag. She threw in underwear, socks, a few T-shirts, and a clean pair of jeans. She found her favorite dress still wrapped in plastic, fresh from the dry cleaner. She smiled, thinking that at least she’d have one thing she looked nice in. She glanced up and caught herself in the mirror holding the dress close, almost hugging it, an expression of dreamy bliss pasted on her face.

It was at that moment that she stopped.

What exactly did she think she was doing?

Since meeting Simon Riske, she’d done nothing but labor on his behalf. Commissaire Dumont had asked her to assist him, not be his slave. At first, she’d viewed the assignment as a welcome opportunity to escape her administrative punishment. The fact that she’d confiscated a kilo of heroin from Aziz Fran?ois had earned her a few bonus points with the lieutenant but had also prompted a tongue-lashing for not having arrested him on the spot. It was only through Dumont’s intercession that she’d escaped an additional month’s desk duty. And now here she was, rushing to pack in order to once again aid Riske, this time at even further risk to her career.

Nikki hung the dress back in her armoire and banished her dreamy expression to never-never land, where it belonged. She walked to the bathroom and tested the shower. The water was lukewarm. Suddenly reminiscent, she found herself dredging up memories of the last time she’d worn the dress. It was at Restaurant Guy Savoy when things had still been good between her and David. David Renard, the ace squash player she’d met on the courts, who happened to be the forty-year-old wunderkind of Lazard Frères. David, who—as her mother never ceased to remind her—was too good for her and “from another world entirely,” as if they still lived in the nineteenth century and there was no mixing between classes. She’d gone home with him that night. They’d made love in his maison de ville overlooking the Champs de Mars, the culmination of a six-week courtship defined more by the dates she’d cancelled due to the job than by the time they’d spent together.

Lying in his bed, she’d decided that he could be “the one.” He was smart, tender, and witty, and he treated her like a lady. If he wasn’t the greatest lover she’d had, he’d shown promise. Of course, she’d gotten a call from the lieutenant the next morning at six a.m., ordering her to a crime scene. She’d been dressed and out the door before David could complain.

He called later that day to break things off. She made the mistake of asking why.

“I like a woman who cooks me breakfast,” he’d said in all earnestness.

Even now, the words stung. Her heart had been only partly broken and had mended quickly. It was her sense of self that had been shattered. How could she have been such a fool to fall in love with him? Only then did she realize that desperation, not affection, had governed her choice.

Six months had passed since that day.

Nikki climbed beneath the showerhead, turning sideways to close the folding door. Running a bar of soap over her body, she forced herself to take a more hard-eyed view of her feelings. The fact was, she knew nothing about Riske. He lied easily out of both sides of his mouth. She had no doubt that he was using her—with or without Dumont’s consent—and that he would continue to do so until he found Tino Coluzzi and retrieved that damned letter. She had no way of knowing if he would keep his word and help her to capture him afterward. Most likely, it was a smoke screen. Nikki reminded herself that she was a detective. The first rule of the job demanded that she not believe people.

And the rest of it? The immediate attraction she’d felt toward him. The desire he stirred in her when standing close. The fear he could conjure with a look of his eyes. She imagined running her hand across his muscled chest, then lower. Her breath left her and she needed a hand to steady herself.

And what was that? she thought, stunned at the sudden rushed beating of her heart, the near giddy flood of emotion.