The Quarry Girls(56)
I did not.
BETH
A noise like a rodent running across wood jerked Beth out of her half sleep, and she shot to her feet, poised to fight or flee before she remembered where she was. She’d devolved into a creature of the dark, dozing then jerking awake, instantly alert to any change in her environment. This noise was soft, coming from the ceiling. Or was it outside the door? A skittering sound. It made her stomach growl. The last food she’d had was the heel of the bread, more crouton than loaf. That had been two days ago.
She’d fantasized about eating dirt. She remembered from health class that some pregnant women craved it, big, mucky handfuls of earth. Usually it pointed to an iron deficiency. If she did eat dirt, she’d harvest it from the farthest corner from her ammonia-smelling chamber pot. It’d been days since she’d pooped—what was there to evacuate?—but the pee still showed up. Not much, and what came was sludgy because she was rationing her water.
The dirt in the far corner, though, it had a good smell, hints of chocolate with an undertone of coffee. She chuckled, startling herself. She could shape it into a cookie, or a cake, and nibble at it with her pinkie up. Her laughter grew louder.
I can still laugh, you bastard.
If whatever was making the scratching sound was a mouse, she wouldn’t eat it, even though she was starving. She’d befriend it. They’d wait together because soon, she’d be free: she’d dug out that spike. That five-inch skull key. That’s what she’d decided to call it because she was going to drive it through his eye, and that would open the door to her cage and set her free.
See? Skull key.
skulky skulky skulky
Her laughter was rich and only a little shrill.
CHAPTER 32
I froze, scare bumps erupting across my arms.
I’d thought I heard laughter ahead, high and low, then voices, but as soon as I stopped, so did the noise. Probably the ghosts on the far end of Pantown—the eerie end, the end where Nillson lived—come to life like haunty-house creatures. I couldn’t worry about phantoms or I’d never get where I was going.
Still, I ducked into one of the alcoves across from a door to calm my nerves, the cranny itself a form of ghost, marking a basement to a home that had never been built. What a grand design it would have been, above and below, if Pandolfo’s dream had come to pass. But it wasn’t meant to be. Saint Cloud was a granite city, earthbound, heavy. It wasn’t built for flying too high.
I counted to one hundred in that alcove as my heartbeat calmed.
The laughter didn’t return. Pantown was asleep.
I started again, stopping at two different doors, Ant’s and the Pitts’, nestling my ear against them, reassuring myself no one would pop out. Then I kept toward the basement that I was sure belonged to Sheriff Nillson. The air was thicker on that end, muddier. The darkness swallowed my light, gulping its way toward me, so I dropped the yellow circle to the ground, concentrating it, and counted doors until I reached the one Junie had opened.
Pandora’s door.
But that wasn’t fair. Pandora had released evils into the world. We hadn’t set anything free. We’d just accidentally witnessed what was already there. My hand went to my chest, patting where the patch reading TAFT had been. I could almost see the strobe lights cutting across it, spotlighting the name.
But Sheriff Nillson hadn’t come for Brenda Taft.
Only for Maureen.
I rested my head below the signature P inlaid in the heavy wood door and heard silence so deep it had its own sound, ancient like the ocean. Was I really going to do this? Break into someone’s home? I moved the flashlight to my left hand so I could grip the skeleton key with my right. I’d let it decide. If it opened the door, I’d walk in. If it didn’t, well, I’d find another way to get inside. Beg Dad to bring me to another party, or drop by with cookies and ask to use the bathroom, or crawl through a window, or . . .
It worked.
The key slid in, turned, released the lock with a snick.
It worked.
I twisted the knob, the back of my neck dancing, my arm hairs standing on end.
When the door opened, a smell of a home washed over me. Liver and onions, coffee, acrid cigars, human musk. Everything inside me went still and my focus narrowed to a point. I stepped into the paneled basement. I closed the door behind me and leaned against it. My eyes adjusted to the gloom and objects came into focus: a sofa, a gun cabinet, a floor-model television crouching like a massive bulldog, a record player with a stack of albums next to it. The far wall, where the men had been lined up, held shelves that had been hidden by their bodies.
My throat tightened. They’d used Maureen up.
For the first time, I considered that it might have been suicide, but even if it was, the owner of this house bore some responsibility. Maureen had been a girl. I homed in on a framed photo, eight by ten, resting on top of the crouching television. I flicked on my flashlight, praying it was a personal photo, not art.
I found myself staring at a grim Jerome Nillson.
CHAPTER 33
It was his official sheriff’s photo, the same one that hung inside the courthouse. Had it been displayed that night, or did he have the decency to put it away before he molested my friend? I shook with the shame and anger of it because that’s what it had been: molesting. Maureen was—was—only sixteen.