The Prisoner(36)



“What about my computer? Has it arrived? You said you’d ordered me one two days ago.”

“I’ll get Hunter to chase it.” He hardened his gaze. “I hope I don’t have to remind you, Amelie, that you went into this with your eyes wide open.”

He was right, I had. The thought of the money made my face burn with shame. I would take it, then give it to a charity that had nothing to do with the Hawthorpe family.

I picked up the sun hat I’d been wearing and fanned myself with it. There was no air today, even the birds were quiet, their energy sapped by the intensity of the sun’s rays. The gentle sound of water trickling from one of the garden’s many water features was a welcome distraction. If it hadn’t been for Ned’s attack on Justine, I realized, I would probably have been happy to wait out the month in this beautiful house. But now, that horrific reality aside, it also dawned on me that the marriage I’d entered into so casually would always be with me. It was something I hadn’t considered: that my past would always include that I was married and divorced by the age of twenty.

I hated that I still hadn’t said anything to Ned about his attack on Justine; it made me ashamed, almost complicit. But I didn’t trust Ned, the lies he told. Justine hadn’t gone to Paris to interview Ophélie Tessier, as he had said. She was in France, but she’d left because he’d paid her off in exchange for dropping the charges against him. If it was true, it was understandable that Justine hadn’t been answering her phone for Carolyn. She would have been too embarrassed to admit that she’d allowed Ned to buy her silence.

I shifted uncomfortably on the straw-like grass. I could hardly judge Justine for dropping charges against Ned in exchange for money. I wondered if she had been offered a hundred thousand like me. I remembered Ned’s conversation with his dad, and his lie about our agreement having been for fifty thousand pounds. Good luck with that, Ned, I thought grimly. Because if he tried to cheat me out of even a penny of the hundred thousand—well, thanks to my father, I had a plan.





CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE


PRESENT

Tears of bewilderment and exhaustion fall from my eyes. I’ve tried to make sense of what happened in the basement, but I can’t.

I’ve replayed it so many times in my head that the sound of the gunshot ricochets incessantly in my ears. And I still don’t understand. Why did they pretend to kill me? Why do they want Ned to think I’m dead?

Remembering how Ned didn’t care that I was supposedly dead, my tears flow faster. There was no remorse that his wife of a few weeks—his damage limitation wife, because that’s all I ever was to him—had been shot. There were no recriminations, just a question—is she dead?

There’d been an argument after, I heard shouting from somewhere in the house, the kitchen, I think. One of the voices was the other abductor’s, the other was deeper, did it belong to the man who usually came to my room? Who had placed his finger against my lips, so that I would be quiet? I close my eyes and fall asleep.

When I wake, he’s in the room.

“I don’t understand,” I whisper. “Can you explain what happened down there, why you pretended to shoot me?”

But, as always, he doesn’t answer. If I could scream, I would. My fingers itch to hurl the tray after him again as he leaves the room.

It hits me then, that I’ve had this weapon all along. Why hadn’t I thought of it before? I play it out in my mind. The man stoops to place my tray on the floor and I upend it, sending the porridge over him. And while he’s trying to work out what has happened, I grab the tray and smash it over his head. Then the same scenario as before—I get out of the room, lock him in, except that this time, instead of edging my way down the hallway, I run. I know my way now, I know there’s nothing to trip me, I know that once past the double doors of the room farther along the hallway, I’ll be able to see light under the kitchen door. I know that it won’t be locked, I know there are French windows, I know there are things I could use in the kitchen to smash them open if I had to. And in the kitchen, there will be knives to protect myself with.

My captor might have showed me kindness, but I will hurt him if I need to. I’m angry with him, angry that despite seemingly saving my life, it’s made no difference. He is still keeping me in this room, in the dark. And if Jethro Hawthorpe does pay up, and my captor doesn’t do as I asked, and I’m released with Ned, I’ll never be safe. Because Ned will come after me, and when he finds me, he will kill me.





CHAPTER FORTY


PAST

I could feel Ned’s eyes on me across the table.

“Is something wrong?” he asked.

“I was just wondering how Justine’s interview with Ophélie Tessier went,” I said. “The day we left for Vegas, you told me she was going to Paris to interview her.”

He did his usual thing of taking his napkin and dabbing at his lips, buying himself time. Was he going to continue lying to me, or would he tell me the truth?

“I’m afraid I wasn’t quite truthful with you,” he admitted. “But it came from a good place. I knew how much you liked Justine so I didn’t want to upset you by telling you that I had to let her go.”

“Let her go? You mean, you fired her?”

“Yes, I’m afraid so.”

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