The North Water(22)
“Your account of yesterday, I mean,” Sumner says. “The details of what occurred. The boy and so on.”
Corbyn has put the oil lamp down on a side table and is pacing slowly back and forth at the foot of the bed. Before answering, he goes over to the open window and pauses there awhile, as if looking out for a dinner guest who is late.
“The general is unlikely to concern himself with the minor details,” Corbyn says. “When you were needed here, you left the hospital in search of treasure. Three men have died, and you have come back severely wounded. In your absence, your injured comrades, several officers amongst them, lay untreated and oftentimes in severe agony. That, I fear, is as much as he wants, or is required, to understand.”
“You expect me to hold my tongue then? To take my punishment? I will very likely be dismissed.”
“I’d advise you not to make a bad situation even worse, that’s all. To bring my name into this will not serve you well. I can assure you of that.”
There is a pause in which the two men hold each other’s gaze. Corbyn’s expression is stern, but also calm and self-assured. Beneath the standard military-issue stiffness there lies a vast and heedless confidence born of wealth and leisure, a sense that the world is malleable, that it will bend to his desires.
Sumner’s head has begun to ache. He feels a sour inner swell of anger and self-reproach.
“So you offer me nothing at all for my trouble?”
“I offer you my advice, which is to accept the unfortunate consequences of your own actions. You were unlucky, I agree, but then again you are alive and the others are dead, so perhaps you have something to be grateful for.”
“I still have the treasure,” Sumner tells him.
Corbyn winces and shakes his head.
“No, you are lying about that. You were carrying nothing with you when they brought you in.”
“You checked then,” Sumner says flatly, “before deciding on this course of action.”
Corbyn’s jaw tightens and he looks, for the first time since the conversation began, discomfited.
“Do not provoke me. It will not help your case.”
“I have no case. You know that as well as I do. If I go before the general, my career is over.”
Corbyn shrugs.
“You will be moved up to the regimental hospital later on this evening, and you will receive the official charges in the next day or so. I will see you again at the hearing.”
“Why do you do this to me?” Sumner asks him. “What’s your purpose?”
“My purpose?”
“You are destroying me, and for what?”
Corbyn shakes his head and smiles thinly.
“There is a melancholic strain in the Celtic soul which finds martyrdom appealing, I understand. But in your case, Mr. Sumner, the cap hardly fits. I do my duty merely; you would have done much better to do yours.”
With that, he nods a brief good-bye and steps towards the door. Sumner watches him depart, hears the clatter of his boot heels as he descends the wooden stairs and the assonant gabble of his Englishness as he issues another command. As the surgeon lies there, as the truth of his situation settles slowly upon him, he feels the defining elements of his character—eagerness, belief, cussedness, a kind of desperate, unspeakable pride—beginning to slip away. When William Harper died and left him nothing—since everything the man owned had by then been sold or mortgaged or squandered on drink—even then he persisted; his determination didn’t flag. He could no longer afford his lectures or lodgings in Belfast, but he recognized the army as another way to rise. It would be much slower and much harder, he knew, but not impossible. He believed he could still do it, would still do it somehow. But now, those long-held reserves of resilience and tenacity are wiped out at a stroke. The years of effort, the years of doggedness and patience and guile. Is it possible? And if it is possible, what does it imply? He feels a hot jolt of rage at what Corbyn has done to him and then answering it, just as powerful but broader and more fierce, like a long, gray wave that has been gathering its force and finally reaches the shore, a chilling flood of shame.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Three weeks from Jan Mayen Island to Cape Farewell. Clear blue skies above, but the wind is intermittent and changeable, blowing strong and hard from the south on good days, but on others turning blustery and infirm or failing altogether. The crew are kept busy reeving boat falls, splicing whale lines, overhauling the lances and harpoons. After the success of the sealing, morale is high. Brownlee senses a general optimism amongst the men, a belief that luck is with them this year and the season will be a good one. The murmurings of discontent he heard in Hull have quieted: Cavendish, although still an irritating prick, is proving competent at his work, and Black, his understudy, is laudably ambitious and shrewd beyond his years. After his near-fatal dunking, the surgeon has revived remarkably. He is regaining color and energy, and his appetite has returned. Although the blooms of frostbite are raw on his cheeks and the tip of his nose, he can be seen most days pacing the deck for exercise or sketching in his journal. Campbell in the Hastings is waiting up the strait ahead of them, somewhere past Disko Island, but the two ships will not meet or attempt to communicate until the moment is right. The underwriters are alive these days to any sign of conspiracy, and a ship so heavily and disproportionately insured as the Volunteer is suspicious as it is. His final voyage then. It is not the end he would have wished for, but better this way, surely, than another five years on that coal barge chuntering like a pillock from Middlesbrough to Cleethorpes and back again. None of the others that lived went back to sea after the Percival—brains scrambled, limbs missing, twitching and spasming with dread—he was the only one who managed it. The only one sufficiently stubborn or stupid to want to carry on. A man should look forwards and not backwards, that is Baxter’s persistent advice to him. What matters is what happens next. And, although Baxter is without doubt a fucker, a scoundrel, and a deep-dyed charlatan, there’s some small but solid truth to that, he thinks.