The Last Mile (Amos Decker, #2)(100)

“We understood that your husband was one of the first on the scene of the bombing. That’s what his obituary said.”

She froze for a moment and then looked up at Decker. “What exactly is all this about?”

“You know that no one was ever arrested for the murders?”

“I know that.”

“Well, we’re here to see if we can find out who did it.”

“They’re all probably dead.”

“Maybe, but maybe not. If they were young back then they could still be alive. Like you are,” he added.

She shook her head. “I don’t know anything about that.”

“But you might know more than you think,” said Bogart.

She looked up and suddenly registered on Mars. “When I said ‘colored’ just now, I didn’t mean any disrespect. Just the term we used back then. Should’ve said African American, or black. I’m sorry, young man.”

“That’s okay,” said Mars.

“It was just different back then,” mumbled Ryan. “Just different.”

“But maybe you can answer some of our questions,” prompted Decker.

“I’m old. I don’t remember much. It was a long time ago. I…I just want to be left alone.” Ryan looked back down at her Bible, her finger moving along the words, her mouth opening as she silently read them.

Decker glanced at Jamison, who said, “Do you read from your Bible every day, Mrs. Ryan?”

Ryan nodded. “I’m on Deuteronomy. The fifth book of the Hebrew Bible. Do you know it? I find young people don’t read the Bible anymore. Rather play video games or watch filth on the TV.”

“Moses’s three sermons to the Israelites,” replied Jamison. This drew surprised stares from all the men, and Ryan as well.

Jamison explained, “My uncle was a minister. I used to help teach Sunday school. The Israelites were on the plains of Moab. They were about to enter the Promised Land. This was after the forty years of wanderings, which was explained in the first sermon.”

“I’m impressed, child,” said Ryan.

“Now, if memory serves me correctly,” continued Jamison, “the third sermon talks about how if Israel is unfaithful and the loss of their lands follows, it can all be made right so long as they repent. I guess that was great comfort to them.”

Ryan was staring at her. “Why?” she said in a fierce whisper.

“Well, like us, the Israelites were only human. They made mistakes. God understood that. So if they fell down, they had another chance to make it right. So long as they repented, repented of their sins. Tried to do the right thing. That takes real strength. And real faith.”

Jamison fell silent and closely watched Ryan.

The old woman slowly closed her Bible, set it on the table next to the bed, clasped her hands in her lap, and said, “What sorts of questions do you folks have?”

Decker gave Jamison an appreciative glance and then turned back to Ryan.

“Do you know why your husband would have been so close to the church that night that he was one of the first on the scene after the bombing? From what we found out, there were houses all around the church, where I’m sure people ran out when the bombing happened. Was he driving by for some reason? Did he tell you about it?”

Ryan cleared her throat and took a moment to drink from a glass of water that sat next to her Bible. “Nathan was a good man. I want you to understand that. He was a good man,” she said more emphatically.

“I’m sure he was,” said Decker.

“Mississippi was falling apart back then. Hell, the whole South was. From the forties to the sixties and on. Riots, lynchings, shootings, things blown or burned up. Folks murdered. Federal marshals all over the place. The National Guard. Coloreds”—she stopped and shot Mars a glance—“I mean, African Americans, demanding things from the whites. It all shook us to our souls. That Thurgood Marshall winning all those court cases. Dr. King marching around like Sherman to the sea. Many folks saw it as the apocalypse.”

“Did you see it that way?” asked Jamison.

“I was scared,” she admitted. “The world I knew was turning upside down. Now, don’t get me wrong. It didn’t surprise me. Hell, if I’d been them, I’d have been demanding the same damn things. But, see, I wasn’t them, if you can understand that.” She glanced at Mars and then looked away. “And I was raised a certain way, and taught things that, thankfully, they don’t teach anymore. At least out in the open,” she added, with another nervous glance in the direction of Mars.

She grew quiet and no one interrupted the silence.

She continued, “Reverend Sidney Houston was the pastor at that church. He could deliver a sermon like no one else, I can tell you that.”

“How did you know that?” asked Decker. “Did you ever attend a service?”

Her eyes grew wide behind the spectacles. “Oh my goodness, no. I would’ve been tarred and feathered and run out of town. But you see, Reverend Houston would sometimes take the sermon outside on the front lawn of the church. And his voice carried. It was deep and powerful. And, well, some of us would get close enough to hear. The man knew his scriptures. And delivered the message forcefully. Made the church I went to seem downright boring by comparison.”