The Help (Kings of Linwood Academy, #1)(16)

“It’s fine,” I mutter.

But it’s not.

On the way to the mechanic, I have to call Mom because I don’t have enough money to pay for the tow. She takes the bus over to meet me at the auto shop, and I wish she could’ve borrowed one of the three cars Mr. Black owns, but I’m not surprised she didn’t ask.

When she sees her Nissan, that’s when I almost cry. The shit kids have been pulling on me at school sucks, but I can handle it. I dealt with a few bullies my freshman year at my old high school, and I’m tougher than most people assume.

But watching my mom read the words scrawled across the windshield, watching her process what’s been done to her car—and the fact that the kids did it to hurt me—breaks my fucking heart.

She gave up her life so I could have one. And somehow it feels like I just let her down.

“Low, are you okay?” As the tow truck driver unhooks the car from his rig, she wraps her arms around me. “Sweetie, if kids at school are—”

“It’s not that bad. It’s just a few jerks, and some asshole who decided to go overboard. I’ll help you pay for this,” I promise.

And I will. Even if she doesn’t know it.

She brushes that off, insisting it’ll be fine. But she hasn’t even gotten her first paycheck yet; an extra expense is not what she needs right now.

We leave the car at the shop and take a bus back to the Black’s neighborhood. It’s about a mile to their house from the bus stop, and my backpack straps dig into my shoulders as we walk.

My mom leaves it alone for a while, trying to cheer me up by talking about other things, letting her optimism bubble to the surface like always.

But even she can’t totally brush this off.

Later in the day, as we’re in the kitchen cleaning, she broaches the subject again.

“I think I should have a talk with the principal.”

The rag in my hand freezes, and I suppress a groan. “Mom, please don’t.”

“Why not?” She turns to face me, and I can tell this really upset her. Of course it fucking did. I wish I hadn’t had to tell her about any of it. “What they did was awful. Whoever was responsible should be held accountable. And what if it’s something worse next time? You could get hurt!”

I roll my eyes. “I don’t think it’ll come to that.”

“Well, it won’t if I talk to the principal.”

Ugh. I wish I could make her understand it doesn’t work that way. Maybe if we knew who did it, they’d face some kind of punishment. But high schools have their own kind of hierarchy, and the principal is never really top of the heap. If I piss these kids off by tattling on them, it’s extremely doubtful they’ll stop coming after me. They’ll just get sneakier about it, maybe move their pranks off campus. And I sure as fuck don’t want that.

“Talk to the principal about what? Is there something wrong at Linwood?”

Samuel steps into the kitchen, his dark brows drawn together. Mom and I both turn at the sound of his voice, and before I can stop her, she launches into a brief explanation of the whole thing.

Mr. Black’s expression darkens. “That’s awful. I’m so sorry. And yes, I would absolutely recommend reporting it to Principal Osterhaut. Linwood is a fine school. He’ll deal with the matter.”

Oh yeah? And what if it was your fucking kid who did it?

I don’t voice my thoughts though. And it’s a good thing I don’t, because a second later, Lincoln walks into the kitchen.

“In the meantime, Lincoln can drive you to school,” Mr. Black offers, smiling at me. “You two should’ve been driving together anyway. It only makes sense, since you’re headed the same place.”

“What?” The boy in question stops in his tracks, his head swiveling to stare at his dad.

“Penelope’s car was damaged today. So you’ll drive Harlow to school for a while, won’t you?”

Lincoln’s gaze tracks to me, and for a second, I expect him to tell his dad to go fuck himself, that I can walk to school barefoot through glass for all he cares.

But instead, he nods curtly. “Yeah. Of course.” He grabs something from the fridge and turns to go. “I leave at 7:30 sharp. Don’t be late.”

Once he’s out of the room, Mr. Black beams at me and my mom, as if he’s single-handedly solved all our problems. “There!”

“Thank you, sir. That’s sweet of you.” My mom smiles at him, seeming genuinely touched, and he smiles warmly back.

“It’s the least I could do, Penelope.”





Honestly, I’d almost rather walk to school than accept a ride from Lincoln. I don’t like the idea of owing him anything, and the idea of sitting alone in a confined space with him makes my skin prickle with an odd sort of awareness.

Maybe that’s why I take my sweet time getting ready the next morning.

That, and the fact that I want him to know he’s not the boss of me. His snide little “don’t be late” comment made me want to smack him, and since I couldn’t do that in front of his dad or my mom, I’ll settle for making us both late to class.

I take extra time in the shower, washing my hair twice with my favorite pomegranate shampoo. Then I wrap a towel around myself and head into the bedroom, glancing at the clock on the nightstand as I enter.