The Flight Attendant(100)

“The fellow who was killed in Dubai?”

“Yes. He only smoked when he was overseas in Europe or Russia or the Middle East. At least that’s what he told me.”

Makayla seemed to take this in. “How well did you know him? I thought you only met him on the flight from Paris.”

“That’s true. Not proud that I ended up spending the night with him. But, yes, that is when we met.”

“Was he a good guy?”

Cassie saw another member of the flight crew approaching, a fellow a bit older than her named Justin who had pulled on a pair of blue jeans and a white oxford shirt. At least she presumed he had gotten dressed again. She wondered if he often slept naked when he traveled, like some of her friends who flew, because it meant not packing pajamas. Or maybe his body ran hot (like hers), and he liked the feel of cool sheets against his skin when he fell asleep. Maybe he liked the erotic charge. Certainly some nights she did.

“Evening, ladies,” he began. “Nothing like getting a good two hours of sleep before the alarm goes off. The fire alarm, that is.”

“Nothing like it,” Cassie agreed. And then, perhaps because she had reached a stage where she just didn’t give a damn anymore about what people thought of her, she continued to answer Makayla’s question: “Yes. Alex Sokolov was a good guy. At least he was to me. Maybe he was up to something. Maybe he was involved in something shady. I didn’t know him well, and I probably drink too much to be trusted to judge anyone’s character. But I liked him.” She turned to Justin and explained, her voice as deadpan as she could make it—the tone, she supposed, of a woman who knew all she may once have hoped for in life had now passed her by—“We’re talking about the man I slept with in Dubai, the one who was killed in our hotel room. Excuse me, his hotel room.”

Justin took this in for a split second. Then he put up his arms, his hands flat and framing his face, the universal sign for surrender. “I can stand right over there if you two would like to speak privately. Far be it from me to interrupt,” he said lightly.

“No,” Cassie continued. “I don’t seem to have any secrets anymore.” As soon as the sentence had escaped her lips, however, she knew it wasn’t true. It wasn’t true at all. In some ways, it was the worst kind of lie because it suggested that her secrets and lying were behind her. But, of course, she was just living a different set of secrets and lies.

“Did you, I don’t know, think it was going to go anywhere when you were back in America?” asked Makayla.

“My thing with Alex? Not really. But we did have fun that night. Maybe we would have seen each other again. Maybe not.” She put her phone back in her purse, sliding it in beside the pistol. “Given my history, most likely not.”

Justin looked uncomfortably down at his sneakers. They all noticed that he hadn’t bothered to tie them, and so he knelt down, and Cassie imagined he was probably grateful to have something to do that did not involve listening to her discuss the sad end to her dalliance at the Royal Phoenician.

“My vice has always been drinking,” she said now to Makayla. “I never smoked. I’m not sure I could quit drinking the way you just stopped smoking. Hell, I know I couldn’t.”

“Were you drinking when the fire alarm went off?”

“Alone in the night in the hotel room with a bottle of tequila? That could be me. But it wasn’t. Not this time. I haven’t had a drink all day—or night.”

“There you go. You’re fine.”

She sighed. “No. I’m not fine, Makayla, I’m not fine at all. You saw me at the airport this morning.”

Justin stood up and said, “What happened at Fiumicino had nothing to do with drinking. You were sober, Cassie.” For a moment they stood in silence, and Cassie had the sense that he wanted to embrace her—to comfort her—but was afraid it would be construed as something less chivalrous. “I mean, you were sober, right?”

“Yes,” she answered. “I was.”

“There you go.”

They watched two firefighters exiting the front entrance, followed by a gentleman in a black suit and a necktie the luminescent red of a New England maple leaf late in September. First in Italian and then in English he asked for everyone’s attention. He introduced himself as the night manager and apologized profusely for the inconvenience of what was, happily, just a false alarm. He said everyone could safely return to their rooms or, if they preferred, first to the hotel bar, which was going to reopen for an hour for anyone who would like a nightcap—on the house. A free drink, he explained, was the least the hotel could do to apologize for dragging everyone out of bed in the middle of the night.

“I’m game,” said Justin. “What about you two?”

But Makayla glared at him, her dark eyes daggers. Cassie couldn’t miss what that stare meant. “I think we should all just go back to sleep,” she told him.

“No, it’s fine,” Cassie said. “It really is. I won’t join you, but if you two want to go, please don’t let me put a damper on the party.”

Instead Justin shook his head and said sheepishly, “You’re probably right, Makayla. Wheels up will come a lot sooner than we think.”

“Yes. It will.”

And with that the three of them returned to the hotel lobby and rode the elevator together, all of them exiting on different floors, Cassie the last to leave on the sixth. No other hotel guests left with her on her floor. She guessed they were all at the bar.