The Family You Make (Sunrise Cove #1)(53)

Jane grimaced in acknowledgment that she was guilty of not checking in as often as she should. “You’re the responsible one. You’re teaching me, remember? Wait a minute.” She narrowed her eyes. “Did you just come from Mateo’s house? From Mateo’s bed?” She eyed the mug in Charlotte’s hands, leapt to her feet, and gasped. “Oh my God, you did!” She hopped up to sit crisscross on the counter. “Tell all. Don’t leave a single thing out.”

“He cleared the snow for us, so I went over there to, um, thank him, and he made me breakfast.”

Jane stared at her. “Are you blushing?”

Charlotte clasped her hands to her cheeks. “No!”

“You are so!” She pointed at her. “He did more than make you breakfast.”

“If I’m blushing, it’s because he made me breakfast and didn’t expect anything more.” And she’d enjoyed herself so much more than she had in a very long time.

“Well, of course he didn’t expect anything from you. He’s Mateo,” Jane said, reminding Charlotte that Jane trusted Mateo, when Jane didn’t trust anyone.

Charlotte gave her a soft smile. “I’m starting to realize that.”

“Tell me the truth. You didn’t go over there to thank him for removing the snow.”

“No.” Charlotte laughed at herself. “I went over there to yell at him. I’d had a really bad night at work. I . . . lost someone. A young woman. Domestic violence.”

Jane let out a soft gasp and slid off the counter. “Oh no. Honey, I’m so sorry.” She pulled Charlotte in for one of those rare but magical hugs. “Are you okay?”

Charlotte held on tight. “Better now.”

“So . . .” Jane’s voice had a small smile in it. “You had a shit night, came home upset, found all your snow gone, and stormed over to yell at our sexy neighbor, and he defused you with his amazing food.”

Charlotte dropped her head to Jane’s shoulder. “Yes.”

Jane pulled back, keeping her hands on Charlotte’s arms, looking into her face. Jane didn’t touch people casually, so whenever she did touch Charlotte, it meant something. This morning, it warmed a part of her heart she hadn’t realized needed warming.

“I like it,” Jane said. “I like him for you.” She then turned back to the table to stare at the box some more.

“What’s that?” Charlotte asked.

“You tell me.”

“I have no idea.”

Jane rolled her eyes. “You left it for me.”

Charlotte gave a slow shake of her head. “Not me. Are you kidding? You break out into hives when I give you a present. You went through an entire packet of Benadryl last Christmas.”

Jane frowned. “You’re not playing me? This really isn’t from you?” She opened the box, separated the gift paper inside, and pulled out a sugar plum fairy ornament, dangling it from her finger. “You’re the only one who knows I once dressed up like a sugar plum fairy to go see The Nutcracker with my grandma.”

“It’s beautiful,” Charlotte breathed, admiring the dainty glass ornament. “But no. I’m not playing you. Where was it?”

“At my cubby in the Sierra North clinic.” She eyed Charlotte suspiciously, clearly still believing it had been her. “Who else knows my work schedule? No one.”

“Okay,” Charlotte said. “Let me stop you right there. When have you ever known me not to write a missive when sending a present?”

“True.” Jane’s shoulders slumped. “But if it wasn’t you, then who the hell left it?”

“I don’t know.” Charlotte moved closer and put a hand on her shoulder. “I think the real question is, if it had been me who gave it to you, why would it upset you so much?”

Jane sank to a chair. “I don’t know. Maybe because it feels like the past colliding with the here and now. The past hurts, and I don’t like thinking about it.”

Charlotte touched the pretty ornament. “This memory hurts you?”

Jane blew out a breath. “Okay, no. Not that one. It’s actually one of my favorite memories.”

“Then why don’t you hold on to that feeling whenever you look at it? Trust me, you can’t run away from your past forever.”

Jane snorted. “One breakfast with Dr. Hottie Patottie and all of a sudden you’re Dr. Phil.”

“Ha-ha.” Charlotte handed back the ornament. “Is it possible someone from your past left it for you? Like your grandpa?”

“I guess . . . but doubtful. He doesn’t know I’m here.” Jane turned the pretty ornament in the light. “It’s so fragile. I don’t know what to do with it. I’ll end up breaking it if I take it with me when I go.”

“Then leave it here, in your bedroom, for when you come back next season.”

“I don’t like taking up your space with my junk. Plus, you never know if you’re going to need the room for another renter while I’m gone.”

Charlotte’s first instinct was to sigh with annoyance, but instead she took in the anxiety on Jane’s face and ached for her. “There’s always going to be a room for you here. For you and your stuff, Jane.”