The Destiny of Violet & Luke (The Coincidence, #3)(20)
“Wow, thanks for painfully reminding me why my ex-wife packed her shit and left,” Preston says, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “Jesus, Violet, sometimes you’re too blunt for your own good.”
“Blunt?” I pause at the end of the sidewalk. “You’ve always told me what a liar I was.”
“You’re a liar when it comes to you,” he replies. “But with everyone else, you’re blunt. I swear to God you like witnessing people in pain.”
I cross the street and trip onto the curb. “Maybe, or maybe I’ve never been taught to censor myself.”
“You’re so full of it right now. You know exactly what you’re doing so don’t try to pretend you’re all na?ve and innocent.” His voice drops an octave. “And speaking of innocence, have you finally lost yours yet?”
I fidget uncomfortably, tugging the bottom of my T-shirt down, glad he can’t see me right now. “Don’t be a creepy old man.”
“I’m not that old, Violet,” he says. “And besides I was just making sure you’re okay and that no guys have f*cked you over. Asking about your love life would have been Kelley’s job but since she ditched us, I gotta step in and play the part.”
I shake my head. “Play the part of my foster mom?”
“Sure. Why not?”
“You’re such a sick freak.”
“Coming from the girl who refused to eat anything but pork ’n’ beans for two straight weeks when she first showed up at my house.”
I swing around a couple holding hands blocking the sidewalk. “What can I say? I was missing the foul taste of prison food.”
“You weren’t in prison,” he clarifies. “Just juvie. Don’t try to make yourself sound more badass than you are.”
“Hey, I’m badass,” I protest, not bothering to wind around water spraying on the sidewalk from some sprinklers in a yard. “I could kick your ass.”
He snorts a laugh and it gets under my skin. “Okay, I’ll tell you what. The next time you come here for a visit and we have some time, I’ll take you in my bedroom and you can try to show me how tough you are.”
I wipe water droplets off my arms. “Why would we have to go into the bedroom?”
His laughter drops to a deep throaty sound. “Think outside of your na?ve innocent brain, Violet, and maybe you’ll get it.”
“I’m not na?ve or innocent, just a little slow,” I say, catching on to what he meant. “And FYI, you’re disgusting and it’s never going to happen.” I don’t like it when he talks to me like this, but if I say anything serious about it, he’ll probably get upset. I saw him get that way with his now ex-wife Kelley and when Preston gets upset, he gets violent.
“Whatever. Don’t pretend like you’re not getting turned on,” he says.
I’m not. At all. I’ve never even been turned on before, at least from what I can remember and it seems like something I would. When I lived with Preston he wasn’t so flirty like this, but once I hit eighteen and was officially considered my own guardian our relationship sort of shifted, especially when Kelley left him. He’s never actually tried anything with me, just talked a lot of talk, and I don’t say anything about it. I don’t want to lose him—he’s the only thing close to a family I have. Even Kelley doesn’t talk to me anymore.
“I gotta go,” I lie. I still have three or four more blocks to go, but I want to end this uncomfortable conversation. “I’ll call you later.”
“You better.” The deep throaty tone of his voice vanishes. “I have stuff for you to do and you still need to pay me back for the eighth I fronted you the other night and you know I don’t take money, only work.”
I tense, worried I’ve upset him and that he’ll get angry and I’m going to lose the only family I have. Then I’ll be totally alone. “I know. And I’ll call you back. I promise.”
“Good girl,” he says and then we say good-bye and hang up.
The tension raveling in my body makes me want to throw myself into oncoming traffic and see how much I can get my heart rate up and shut the tension down. Just thinking about it takes me from worry to terror and excitement. I’m starting to wander sideways toward the curb, wondering if I’d die instantly if I got hit, when a truck pulls up, backfiring when it slows at the curb.
I keep ungracefully strolling up the sidewalk, not wanting to deal with any more perverts today, when I hear a familiar voice say, “Still putting weight on that ankle, huh?”
I speed up, taking long strides, but the radiating pain in my ankle forces me to slow down. “What can I say?” I call over my shoulder. “I’m a rebel. I like to walk on the wild side.”
Luke inches his beat up truck along beside me, driving up the wrong side of the road toward traffic, but luckily no one’s coming. He has the window rolled down and his arm resting on the windowsill. “Well, you’re only rebelling against yourself since it’s your ankle.”
I shake my head, but a smile pushes its way through and manages to push out the tension the conversation with Preston created. I need to put a stop to this thing I’ve got going with him. I enjoy bantering with Luke a little too much and I found walking in silence with him too amusing as well, especially since he didn’t crack under my silent pressure like a lot of people would have. Plus, Preston helped me and no one’s ever really done that before, except he and Kelley and a couple of other people that breezed through my life.
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