The Death of Vivek Oji(14)

One evening at the village house, I picked up the phone in the upstairs parlor and heard De Chika speaking to my mother. I should have hung up, but instead I lowered myself to the floor next to the sofa, pressing my back against the leather and covering the mouthpiece with my hand so they wouldn’t hear me breathing.

“You know Osita came down with us,” my mother was saying. “Maybe it’s a good time to bring Vivek around. You remember how close they were as boys.”

“Mary, I don’t know. I don’t know what is happening to my son.” De Chika sounded worried. “Do you know he stopped cutting his hair? If you see him now, just looking like a madman . . .”

“We will pray for him,” my mother countered. “The forces of darkness will not triumph! No, he is not lost. He cannot be lost.” I could already feel her beginning to whip herself up into a holy frenzy.

“I’m not worried about his soul, Mary,” De Chika snapped. “I’m worried about his mind. Kavita has stopped sleeping. She keeps checking his bed, but the boy doesn’t even sleep there anymore. He wanders around the house. He goes and lies down on the veranda with the dogs. Sometimes he climbs the tree in the backyard and just stays there.”

“Ah-ahn!” My mother was surprised enough to pause the spiritual momentum she’d been gathering. “Have you asked him what exactly he thinks he’s doing? You can’t just leave university to come and behave like this.”

“He said he can’t sleep. That the dogs don’t disturb him and he can feel breeze better from the tree, some rubbish like that. When we asked him to start making sense, that’s when he stopped talking. Mary, I don’t want the neighbors to see him like this.”

“Ei-yah! Poor Kavita. So it’s the three of you that are coming, abi?”

“Yes oh. I can’t leave either of them alone, and she won’t leave him alone. You know she slapped him the other day?”

“Ehn, she told me. She said she was feeling guilty. I told her a boy who does not respect his mother enough to behave like a normal human being in her house should be prepared to accept some discipline. Didn’t you people beat him as a child?”

“That was different. He was small, he was obedient. Kavita didn’t tell you she was afraid?”

My mother perked up. “Afraid? Did he raise his hand to her?”

I flinched. She was wondering if he was like me. The last time she tried to slap me, I caught her wrist and forced her arm down. It was only through the veil of my anger that I finally saw the pain and fear in her eyes.

“Tufiakwa!” De Chika said. “How can? No, it’s just the way he looked at her after she slapped him, as if he hated her. And I mean really hated her, from the bottom of his heart. And then the thing just went away, fiam! His eyes became as empty as a bucket—that’s how she said it. She started crying and crying and he just continued looking at her.”

My mother tsked over the phone. “Chai, you people are suffering! Oya, come and stay with us and maybe the air here will clear his head. You know that’s why Osita likes to come also. He says everything is cleaner here than in Owerri, that the air is fresh.”

“?d?nma. We will drive down tomorrow morning. Greet Ekene for me.” De Chika hung up, then so did my mother and so did I. A few minutes later, she called me downstairs and assigned me a list of chores to prepare for their arrival.



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That evening, we all sat around the dining table, eating garri and oha soup.

My father poured himself a glass of Guinness. “What time are they arriving tomorrow?”

“They said they will leave Ngwa early,” my mother answered, spooning out more soup for him. “So unless they meet traffic, around nine a.m.?”

“Did you prepare the guest room for your aunty and uncle?” he asked me. “Your cousin will share your room with you.”

I nodded. He glared briefly at me before turning to my mother to mutter something about how children of nowadays didn’t know how to use their mouths and talk to their elders. I molded a ball of garri in my hand and thought about the last time Vivek and I had been in the village together. It was maybe five years ago, before the thing with Elizabeth, when he came back from his boarding school for Christmas. They had shaved his head while he was up there, and I joked that he looked like a refugee from Niger, one of those children always begging in the markets. We went to the river to swim, and when he took off his shirt, there were small round scars dotting his ribs. I asked him what happened, and he looked at me as if I wanted to fight him. Cigarettes, he said. From the senior boys. And then he jumped into the water and splashed me even though I was still dressed. We swam until my clothes dried on the banks.

Now, it felt like something that had never happened.

I went out running the next morning, before Vivek and his parents arrived. My shoes were filled with sand by the time I got back, so I emptied them outside the door, then entered the house in my socks. My parents were sitting in the parlor and my mother was holding Aunty Kavita’s hands, praying quietly but urgently. De Chika was pouring a bottle of Star beer into a glass, even though it was still early. My father was drinking coffee. I bent my head and mouthed a greeting that De Chika acknowledged silently as he waved for me to move on. We all knew not to interrupt my mother’s prayers.