The Best Laid Plans(79)

“Comfy?” I ask.

He nods with his eyes closed. “Remember when we used to take baths together? How did we ever fit?”

“You weren’t a hundred feet tall back then.”

“You’re still the same size,” he says, and then breaks into a grin. “Most places.”

“Shut up.” I push him with my bent knee.

“Hey, we should turn the water on. Pretend it’s ten years ago. Hot tub time machine.”

“What?” I ask, even though I’ve heard him.

“Let’s fill up the tub.”

“We’re in our clothes,” I say, knowing as I say it that I’ve started blushing.

“So? Live a little. I have to wash my hair anyway.”

“Yeah, you stink.”

“Cecilia dumped a beer on me.”

“You probably deserved it.”

“Yeah, I did,” he says. Then he unbends his leg and reaches a foot up to the faucet, using it to turn on the water. It shoots down onto my shoulder.

“Turn it off!” I shriek. “It’s cold!” I scramble to get out of the stream, but the more I move, the more I slip, water spraying everywhere.

“It’ll warm up in a sec,” he says, and I reach a hand under the faucet to splash him. But even as I do, I feel the stream of water turn deliciously warm. “See?” he says when I splash him again. He wipes the water off his face and runs a wet hand through his hair. I give up and lean back against the wall of the tub, finding myself enjoying the feel of the warm water as it streams down onto my neck and shoulders. Slowly the tub fills up around us, and my shorts grow heavy and uncomfortable.

Andrew’s gray T-shirt gets darker as it dampens, sticking to him like a second skin. I look down at my own T-shirt, hoping it won’t stick to me in the same way, and I pull at the bottom hem, lifting it away from the shape of my body so he can’t see.

“Fuck it,” Andrew says, and he reaches down and pulls his shirt off, throwing it onto the tile floor, where it lands with a wet smack. “Much better.”

“Drew!” I say, scolding him, though something in me tightens at the sight of his bare chest again, at the trail of hair that connects his belly button with the waist of his shorts. His hair is wet and sticking up at all angles, and droplets of water are stuck in his eyelashes like snowflakes.

“What?” He raises his hands out of the water to motion to his bare chest. “This is just like a bathing suit. No biggie.”

“Right,” I say, trying to take a deep breath, remembering too easily the kiss we shared earlier. “I’m not taking mine off.”

“Fine,” he says, flicking at the water with his thumb. “I’m not expecting you to.”

“Fine,” I say.

“Fine.”

And then I do, my hands reaching for the hem of my shirt like they don’t belong to me, like they’re someone else’s hands and they’re not under my control. I peel my shirt up and over my head and set it down on the side of the tub. My bra is gray cotton and might be a little see-through, but I try not to think about it. He’s staring at me, and I’m staring back, the air between us thick.

He reaches down into the water and undoes the button of his wet shorts, and I mirror him, reaching down to undo mine. We peel them off at the same time, and the water sloshes out of the tub. I lean forward, trying to shimmy out of the heavy, wet fabric. He leans forward too and lifts his knees, his legs on either side of me, holding me in place. His shorts are still half off, but he’s stopped undressing, because now the front of him is pressed up against the front of me, and our faces are less than a foot apart, and I’m not thinking or breathing. The heat of the bathwater is making my head spin and I feel dizzy again, but not in an unpleasant way, like before. Not like I’m going to be sick. No, it feels like the moment on the top of the roller coaster, the moment before you fall, the moment that you’re weightless.

Then he closes the space between our lips and kisses me, his wet chest pressed against mine, slippery and warm and delicious. The water is still coming out of the faucet behind me, the sound of it rushing like the blood in my ears. He reaches a hand up into my wet hair and pulls me even closer to him, biting my bottom lip, the feel of it sending a chill through me despite the heat of the bath.

All I can think is more more more. I need to get closer to him. I want to be as close to him as possible, to become a part of him, to sear together like two atomic particles.

And then there’s a loud banging on the bathroom door.

I’m jolted into awareness, my eyes opening so fast there are stars behind them. Andrew’s eyes are open too and his breathing is ragged. He leans into me, trying to capture my lips again.

“Just ignore it,” he says.

The banging continues, loud and insistent.

I shake my head, trying to get my bearings, to come back into my body. And then the weight of it all crashes down on me—everything I’ve been trying not to think about.

“Keely, are you in there?” It’s Hannah’s voice at the door.

I reach behind me and turn off the faucet, and when the roar of it is gone, the silence is deafening. I shake my head again and try to back away from him, but his knees are still holding me in place, and we’re tangled together in his shorts. I remember what he said to me earlier: I’ve been looking for you. The same line he’s used on every girl at every party. He said it to Cecilia on my birthday, and then took her into the bathroom, into the shower. I can’t believe I fell for it, not when I’ve got his script memorized. I’ve always felt bad for the girls who have fallen for Party Andrew. And now I’m one of them.