That Second Chance (Getting Lucky #1)(66)

Oh well. Maybe we’re meant to be friends, and that’s it.

I grip the pillow and sigh, letting the night take me.

And then, “They did this on purpose, you know.”

My eyes flick open, my heart rate picking up at the sound of his voice, barely above a whisper.

“Did what?” I ask, trying to hide any sleepiness in my voice.

“Invited you here, didn’t tell me about it, stuck us in the same tent. Every chance my family has had, they’ve tried to put us together. They’re meddlers.” He turns on his side, his beautiful eyes finding mine. “They want to see me happy. They want to see me with you.”

My breath catches in my throat, my pulse running a mile a minute as I force myself not to move, unsure if he’s really talking to me about this, about something more than friendship.

I wet my lips, letting my heart calm down. “And . . . and what do you want?”

He doesn’t answer right away; instead his eyes look past me, over my shoulder, as if he’s contemplating what to say next.

Every nerve in my body is tingling, the anticipation of his answer slowly killing me with every second that goes by.

Is he going to say no?

Is he going to lie and let me down easy? Because I’ll know if he’s lying. From the lingering gazes to the subtle touches and the protective way he holds my hand, it’s clear he wants more, but there’s something holding him back. I’m not sure if it’s the passing of his wife, the curse, or me—it’s frustrating not to know.

“I don’t know what I want,” he finally answers. My heart falls to my stomach along with my hopes.

I try to cloak my disappointment, but I fail miserably. Tears threaten to fall. “I can understand that it’s hard. It’s okay, Griffin. Moving on is hard.” I give him a curt smile.

Removing my hands from under my pillow, I roll over to my other side and carefully, hopefully without being detected, wipe away a stray tear. I can’t imagine what he must be going through, losing a loved one the way he did. What was his life with her like? Did they go camping? Did they laugh and joke around the way we do? Does he miss her so much that thinking about being with another woman is completely impossible? I know this is hard on him, but it isn’t easy on me, either; though I doubt he means to give me hope of what we could have, he does. With every touch of his hand and every endearing smile, he gives me hope.

I almost wish I weren’t in the middle of all of it. That I weren’t the girl his family was constantly trying to push him toward, that he weren’t the guy who pulled me from my car, that we were strangers who passed by each other with a polite wave as we made our way through the streets of Port Snow.

It might have been easier to never have known Griffin the way I do now; each time he pushes me away, my heart splinters.

The air mattress shifts, and I think Griffin is about to leave the tent. But I feel his body move in close to mine, his hand gently pulling down on my shoulder, rolling me onto my back. He hovers above me, and the air escapes my lungs as I stare up at him, my emotions hanging on by a thread.

He reaches out and twirls a piece of my hair between his fingers. “I do know there’s no way I can sleep in the same bed as you tonight and not touch you, not hold you. There’s no way I can keep my hands or lips to myself.”

I swear to God it’s almost like a bubble has been holding my happiness hostage, because the second Griffin leans down, his lips inches away from me, that bubble bursts, pure joy eclipsing me. I move my hand past his strong shoulder to the back of his neck, where I grip tightly, holding him in place.

His nose gently rubs against mine, his tongue wetting his lips, his soapy scent intoxicating me. “I can’t even pinpoint a moment when I’ve wanted something as badly as I want your lips on mine.”

Seductive and strong, his voice rolls over me; arousal takes root in the pit of my stomach and spreads all over my body.

He closes the space between us and finally presses his lips against mine.

And it’s everything I ever thought it would be.

Gentle but commanding, soft but powerful.

Lips gliding across mine, our mouths fuse together as one.

Our kiss deepens. His tongue swipes across my lips, and on instinct, my mouth parts, granting him access. I close my other hand around his neck and slide it up into his hair, where I grip him tightly. He groans into my mouth and moves his hand from my hip to my rib cage, his thumb grazing my side, my tank top riding up a few inches.

Our tongues dance, our kiss strengthening, our need for one another growing desperate as we finally give in to the feelings that have been mounting for weeks.

I frame his head with my hands as he shifts on the bed, lowering down even farther, his hand moving up my back higher and higher, holding me close to his warm body.

Our mouths still tangling, I slip my hand under his shirt, waiting for him to stop me, and when he doesn’t, I explore upward, marveling at the rigidness of his abdomen under my fingers.

A six-pack, just like I thought.

I slide my hand up farther, dragging his shirt with me, until he breaks our kiss, sits back, and pulls his shirt over his head, exposing his ripped chest and stomach. Thick pecs lead to a carved stomach, divots and valleys accentuating every muscle, giving way to a small scattering of hair right below his belly button. Stunned at how gorgeous he really is, I shyly dance my fingers up his abdomen to his pecs, where I run them over the short hair on his chest. It’s all male and so beyond sexy.