Tell Me Pretty Lies(58)
My chin starts to tremble as the tears I’m trying so hard to keep from falling finally spill over, and Valen puts her arm around me, pulling me into her. She sniffs, and I know she’s crying, too, as I wrap my arms around her middle, careful to hold the candle away from her. My shoulders start to shake, and I turn my head into her chest to hide my face. The only thing worse than crying is crying in public. Not that anyone would fault me. There isn’t a dry eye in sight. Still, I feel like I’m under a microscope, like everyone reads into every little thing I do.
A loud sound coming from the top of the steps has me pulling back to see Thayer storming away, his chair tipped over behind him. The crowd parts as he cuts through it. I want to follow him, to make sure he’s okay, but people are already suspecting something as it is. I can’t risk raising his dad’s suspicion. As he’s passing me, I catch his palm in mine. He doesn’t look at me, keeping his gaze forward, but his thumb glides over my wrist, caressing the faint scar there. The entire thing happens in less than two seconds, and then he’s prowling toward the parking lot.
Holden stands to go after him, but William stops him with a hand on his shoulder. He says something in his ear, and Holden’s nostrils flare, his jaw set tight as he reluctantly takes his seat. The slideshow ends, and August thanks everyone for coming.
When the crowd starts to disperse, I blow out my candle, then hand it over to Valen. “I’m going to talk to Holden.”
She nods. “Go. Call me later.”
I pull her in for a hug, seeing Holden and Christian walking away behind her. But they’re not going for the parking lot. They’re going around the school, I’m assuming for the student parking lot, while August and Samuel are distracted by people giving their condolences and commending their generosity. I start in their direction, but my mom calls my name, stopping me in my tracks.
Shit. I forgot she was here.
“Where are you going?” she asks, concern etched into her features. Her eyes are glassy from crying, but she still looks like a million bucks.
“Oh,” I hesitate, trying to think of something. “I need to grab something from my locker before they lock up for the night,” I say, hitching a thumb over my shoulder.
“Okay. Want me to wait for you?”
“No, that’s okay. I’m supposed to meet up with Valen. If that’s okay with you…”
She twists her lips, considering, and every second feels like an hour because I just want to find Thayer. But first, I need to talk to Holden.
“Fine.” She sighs, pulling me in for a hug. “I’ll be gone by the time you wake up, so tell me you love me.” She pats my hair as she holds on to me.
“I love you,” I assure her. “Have a safe trip.”
When she leaves, I sprint up the stairs and toward the school. Thankfully, the doors are still unlocked, so I decide to go through the hall and out the back entrance instead of around the perimeter to shave off time. My wet shoes squeak against the hall floor as I jog down the hall, and when I push the back doors open, I spot Holden’s Rover pulling out of the lot.
“Shit,” I hiss.
I pull out my phone to text him, but I catch movement to my left in my peripheral vision, and I look over to see Christian and his dad, Samuel, having what appears to be a heated discussion next to Samuel’s Mercedes. I slip behind a pillar to keep from being seen. Samuel’s face is centimeters from Christian’s, and although I can’t hear what he’s saying, I know they’re not discussing the weather. Christian’s hands are balled into fists at his side, his spine ramrod straight, as if it’s taking everything in him to not react.
Samuel’s hands shoot out to fist Christian’s collar, and then he’s throwing him up against the side of the car. Jesus. I wasn’t expecting that. Apparently, he isn’t as genial as he seems. Christian says something, and suddenly, Samuel’s fist cocks back and smashes into the side of his face. I gasp, slapping a hand over my mouth, stomach churning. He does it again and again, and when Christian slides down the side of the car, landing in a puddle on the ground, Samuel kicks him in the stomach, causing him to groan in pain.
I don’t think. I just react. I charge toward them without considering the consequences. All I know is that if I don’t step in, Christian could get seriously injured. Christian spots me first, his eyes widening as if warning me to stay out of sight. Even if I wanted to listen, it’s too late, because Samuel takes notice, turning to look at me over his shoulder with a crazed look in his eyes. He takes a step back from Christian, smoothing out his suit jacket and schooling his features as I drop to my knees to help him up.
“Get away from me,” Christian grumbles, clutching his stomach.
I frown, trying to pull him to his feet anyway, but he jerks out of my grasp and stands on his own. Blood drips from his lip and he swipes the back of his hand across his mouth. Rising to my feet, I look between them. Adrenaline has my heart pounding in my ears, apprehension creeping up my spine at the way Samuel’s looking at me.
“Look what you’ve done,” Samuel says to Christian before turning back for me. He advances on me, and instinctively, I take a step back. Suddenly, I’m not feeling so brave.
“Dad,” Christian says, but he ignores it, closing the distance between us.
“As you can imagine, it’s been a bit of an emotional night.” His voice is calm but deadly, and I slip my hand into my jacket pocket, gripping my self-defense keychain in the shape of kitty ears that Grey gave me a couple years back. “It would be a shame if you had the wrong impression of me.”