Shanghai Girls (Shanghai Girls #1)(99)
Sam pulls into a parking spot by the Santa Monica Pier, and we unload the car. Our feet burn as we cross the sand, roll out blankets, and set up umbrellas. Sam and Fred help the other men dig a pit for the barbecue. May, Mariko, and I assist the other wives and mothers setting out bowls of potato, bean, and fruit salads; Jell-O molds with marshmallows, walnuts, and grated carrots; and plates of cold cuts. As soon as the fire is ready, we give the men trays of chicken wings marinated in soy, honey and sesame seeds, and pork ribs steeped in hoisin sauce and five spice. The ocean air mixes with the scent of the roasting meat, children play in the surf, the men bend their heads over the barbecue, and the women sit on blankets and gossip. Mariko stands apart from us. She holds baby Mamie on her hip, while keeping a close eye on her other half-and-half daughters, Eleanor and Bess, who are building a sand castle.
My sister, childless, is known as Auntie May to everyone. Like Sam, she isn’t a one-Goder. Far from it! She works hard, sometimes staying up late to arrange extras for a shoot or staying out all night on a set herself At least that’s what she says. I honestly don’t know where she goes, and I don’t ask. Even when she’s home and asleep, the phone might ring at four or five in the morning, a call from someone who’s just lost all his money gambling and needs a job. None of this, none of this, matches well with my one-God beliefs, which is one reason I like to bring her on these excursions to the seashore.
“Look at that FOB,” May says, adjusting her sunglasses and big hat. She tips her head delicately toward Violet Lee, who shades her eyes with her long, tapered fingers and peers out to the ocean, where Joy and her friends hold hands and jump over waves. Plenty of women here, including Violet, are fresh off the boat. Now almost forty percent of the Chinese population in Los Angeles is made up of women, but Violet wasn’t a war bride or a fiancée. She and her husband came to UCLA to study: she bioengineering, Rowland engineering. When China closed, they were trapped here with their young son. They aren’t paper sons, paper partners, or laborers, but they’re still wang k’uo nu— lost-country slaves.
Violet and I get along well. She has narrow hips, which Mama always said marked a woman with the gift of gab. Are we best friends? I sneak a glance at my sister. Never. Violet and I are good friends, like Betsy and I once were. May will always be not only my sister and my sister-in-law but also my best friend, forever. That said, May doesn’t know what she’s talking about. While it’s true that many of the new women do seem FOB—just as we once did—most of them are exactly like Violet: educated, arriving in this country with their own money, not having to spend even a single night in Chinatown but buying bungalows and homes in Silver Lake, Echo Park, or Highland Park, where Chinese are welcomed. Not only do they not live in Chinatown, but they don’t work there either. They aren’t laundrymen, houseboys, restaurant workers, or curio-shop clerks. They’re the cream of China—the ones who could afford to leave. Already they’ve gone further than we ever could. Violet now teaches at USC, and Rowland works in the aerospace industry. They come to Chinatown only to go to church and to buy groceries. They’ve joined our group so their son can meet other Chinese children.
May eyes a young man. “You think that FOB wants our ABC?” She asks suspiciously. The FOB she’s speaking of is Violet’s son; the ABC is my American-born Chinese daughter.
“Leon’s a sweet boy and a good student,” I say, watching as the boy dives smoothly into the surf. “He’s at the top of his class at his school, just as our Joy is at the top of hers.”
“You sound like Mama talking about Tommy and me,” May teases.
“It’s not so bad if Leon and Joy get to know each other,” I respond steadily, for once not offended that she’s compared me with our mother. After all, the reason this union exists is that we want the boys and girls to get to know each other, hoping they’ll marry one day. Implicit in this is the expectation that they’ll marry someone Chinese.
“She’s lucky she won’t have an arranged marriage.” May sighs. “But even with animals, you want a thoroughbred, not a mongrel.”
When you lose your home country, what do you preserve and what do you abandon? We’ve saved only those things that are possible to save: Chinese food, Chinese language, and sneaking what money we can back to the Louie relatives in the home village. But what about an arranged marriage for my girl? Sam isn’t Z.G., but he’s a good and kind man. And Vern, forever damaged, has never beaten May or lost money gambling.
“Just don’t push for marriage,” May continues. “Let her get an education.” (Something I’ve been working toward practically from the moment Joy was born.) “I didn’t have what you had in Shanghai,” my sister complains, “but she should go to college, like you did.” She pauses, letting that sink in, as though I haven’t heard this before too. “But it’s nice she has such good friends,” May adds as the girls cling to one another when a big wave approaches. “Remember when we could laugh like that? We thought nothing bad could happen to us.”
“The essence of happiness has nothing to do with money,” I say, and I believe it. But May bites her lip, and I see I’ve said the exact wrong thing. “We thought the world ended when Baba lost everything—”
“It did,” May says. “Our lives would have been very different if he’d saved our money instead of lost it, which is why I work so hard to make it now.”