Serpent & Dove (Serpent & Dove, #1)(107)

I barely heard her words. The trickling realization became a flood. It coursed through me, further igniting the fury in my veins. “You fell in love with him, didn’t you?”

Her voice shot up an octave. “Well—dear, it’s a bit more complicated than—” My fist slammed on the tabletop, and she flinched. Shame mingled with my fury as her face fell in defeat. “Yes, I did.”

Silence fell around the table. Her words washed over me. Through me. Beau’s brows flattened in disbelief.

“You didn’t tell him you were a witch.” My words were hard, sharp, but I did nothing to soften them. This woman did not deserve my sympathy.

“No.” She stared at her hands, lips pursing. “I didn’t. I never told him what I was. I—I didn’t want to lose him.”

“Good Lord,” Beau said under his breath.

“And Morgane . . . did she find you together?” Coco asked.

“No,” Madame Labelle said softly. “But . . . I soon became pregnant, and I—I made the mistake of confiding in her. We were friends, once. Best friends. Closer than sisters. I thought she would understand.” She swallowed and closed her eyes. Her chin quivered. “I was a fool. She tore him from my arms when he was born—my beautiful baby boy. I never told Auguste.”

Beau’s face contorted with disgust. “You birthed a sibling of mine?”

Coco elbowed him sharply. “What happened to him?”

Madame Labelle’s eyes remained shut. As if she couldn’t bear to look at us—at me. “I never knew. Most male babies are placed within caring homes—or orphanages, if the child is unlucky—but I knew Morgane would never bestow such a kindness on my son. I knew she would punish him for what I’d done—for what Auguste had done.” She exhaled shakily. When her eyes fluttered open, she looked directly at me. “I searched for him for years, but he was lost to me.”

Lost. My face twisted. That was one way of putting it.

Another would be: stuffed in the garbage and left to die.

She winced at the loathing on my face. “Perhaps he will always be lost to me.”

“Yes.” Hatred burned through my very core. “He will.”

I shoved to my feet, ignoring the others’ curious looks. “We’ve wasted too much time here. Lou could already be halfway to Chateau le Blanc. You”—I pointed my dagger at Madame Labelle—“will take me there.”

“Us there,” Ansel said. “I’m coming too.”

Coco stood. “As am I.”

Beau grimaced as he too rose from his seat. “I suppose that means I’m coming as well. If Lou dies, I die, apparently.”

“Fine,” I snapped. “But we leave now. Lou is miles ahead of us already. We have to make up time, or she’ll be dead before we reach the Chateau.”

“She won’t be.” Madame Labelle stood also, wiping the tears from her cheeks. Squaring her shoulders. “Morgane will wait to perform the sacrifice. At least a fortnight.”

“Why?” Though I wanted nothing more than to never speak to this woman again, she was my only path to Lou. A necessary evil. “How do you know this?”

“I know Morgane. Her pride suffered terribly when Lou escaped the first time, so she will ensure as many witches as possible are present to witness her triumph. To the witches, Christmas Eve is Modraniht. Already, witches from all over the kingdom are traveling to the Chateau for the celebration.” She skewered me with a pointed look. “Modraniht is a night to honor their mothers. Morgane will delight in the irony.”

“How fortunate I don’t have one.” Ignoring her wounded expression, I turned on my heel and walked past the empty-eyed dancers and drunken men to the exit. “We reconvene here in an hour. Make sure you aren’t followed.”





The Soul Remembers


Lou


The wooden floor beneath me pitched abruptly, and I fell into someone’s lap. Soft arms enveloped me, along with the cool, crisp scent of eucalyptus. I froze. The smell had haunted my nightmares for the past two years.

My eyes burst open as I attempted to jerk away, but—to my horror—my body didn’t respond. Paralyzed, I had no choice but to stare into my mother’s vivid green eyes. She smiled and brushed a kiss against my forehead. My skin crawled.

“I’ve missed you, darling.”

“What have you done to me?”

She paused, laughing softly. “Extraordinary, those little injections. When Monsieur Bernard brought one to me, I perfected the medicine. I like to think my version is more humane. Only your body is affected, not your mind.” Her smile widened. “I thought you’d enjoy a little taste of your friends’ medicine. They worked so hard to create it for you.”

The floor lurched again, and I glanced around, finally registering my surroundings. The covered troupe wagon. No light filtered through the thick canvas, so I couldn’t discern how long we’d been traveling. I strained my ears, but the steady clip-clops of horse hooves were the only sounds. We’d left the city.

It didn’t matter. No help would be coming. Reid had made that much clear.

Grief swept through me in a debilitating wave as I remembered his parting words. Though I tried to hide it, a solitary tear still escaped down my cheek. Morgane’s finger wiped it away, bringing it to her mouth to taste it. “My beautiful, darling girl. I’ll never allow him to hurt you again. It would be fitting to watch him burn for what he’s done to you, yes? Perhaps I can arrange for you to light his pyre yourself. Would that make you happy?”