Secondborn (Secondborn #1)(42)

“It’s not written—everyone just knows it.”

“It’s a ridiculous rule, and I don’t see you leaving.”

He doesn’t look at me. “I’m hungry. I missed breakfast and I don’t have a lot of success earning merits.” His thick glasses are proof. He could correct his vision if he had the merits to do it. “Why did you sit with us anyway? Don’t you want to fit in with your own kind?”

“I couldn’t find a seat with them.”

“They’re giving you the hot end of the sword, are they?” he asks with a sarcastic smile. “I’m not surprised. Most of them have underdeveloped brains coupled with mommy and daddy issues. They were turned over to the government before they got their first pimple because their families began to fear them.” His scorn is sharper because it’s true.

“You act like you fear them.”

He waves his hand, gesturing to the sea of brown and blue uniforms around us. “I am somewhat outnumbered here.”

“True.” I try a bite of my porridge and wince. It’s awful.

“Not what you were expecting?” he asks, gesturing toward my bowl.

“That would be an understatement.”

He sets aside his fork and wipes his mouth. “If you live long enough, you’ll still never get used to it.” He begins to stand.

“I didn’t sit at your table looking for a friend, Jakes.” Our eyes meet.

“What do you want?” he asks, sitting back down on the edge of his seat.

I take my fusionblade from my thigh-strapped scabbard and slide it onto the table between us. “Can this be converted to hydrogen power?”

He looks at the weapon, then at me. “Why would you want to do something like that? Fusion is so much more powerful than hydrogen.”

“I’m asking if it can be done. Can it?”

His hand reaches out and touches the cool silver hilt. “I think so. I’d have to play around with one to be sure, but I think you can swap out a fusion-powered cell for a hydrogen-powered one and still keep it in the same housing.”

“I don’t want to swap it out. I want a way to switch it over. A fusionblade and a hydroblade in one unit. Is there a way to toggle between them? I’ll make it worth your while. I never forget a kindness.”

He leans back in his chair. “What do I get in return?”

“These, to start.” I push the paper bag toward him.

He looks at it warily, then pulls it nearer and opens it. His face brightens. “How did you get these?” he asks. “There are four of them here! I’ve only ever had a small piece of a crella.”

“Consider this a payment for hearing me out. If you can’t help me, all I ask is that you don’t say anything to anyone else. If you can help me, I’ll be in this dining hall for every meal until I ship out for active duty in a couple of days. We can discuss payment when you have something for me.”

Jakes closes the bag and tucks it inside a small satchel. “I’ll think about it.” He rises as if to leave.

I grasp his wrist and squeeze it lightly. “Think about it fast. I don’t have much time.”

Jakes begins to nod when a rough hand falls on his shoulder and forces him back down into his seat. “Aw, this is a pretty picture.” A snub-nosed Sword cadet with a shaved head crouches between us. “Are yous having a date night or something? Is this an automated pay-to-play meetin’?” Behind us, four Tropos laugh. “I says it has to be random because no one would ever sleep with this guy on purpose.” The beefy hand of the Sword comes down hard again on Jakes’s shoulder.

The malicious man turns to me and sneers. “Look here! We have a celebrity in our midst! Tell me, Roselle”—his eyebrows come down in a thoughtful look—“do you plan to sleep with every male you meet? I hear that you and Clifton Salloway are quite the thing. What would your mother say?”

I reach up, grip the back of his bald head, and slam his forehead on the table. His head bounces and leaves a bloody indentation in the veneer. He slides to the floor and groans. I lift my fusionblade, ignite it, and swing its golden glow between me and the man on the ground’s entourage. They back away warily. I look at Jakes’s pale, strained face. “You can go now.”

He lurches to his feet, a bead of sweat dropping from his brow. Gathering his possessions, he slips away from the table and out of the dining hall. I extinguish my sword, tuck it back into my scabbard, sit, and resume eating as if nothing had happened. The groaning soldier’s friends drag him away as he holds his head. I pretend not to notice the thousand pairs of eyes fixated on me. I finish my meal and leave the hall in time to make the next appointment on my schedule.

Jump training is my first class. I suit up in lightweight combat armor and am pushed out of a simulator module that mimics the velocity of being tossed out of a troopship. The free fall to the simulated terrain is the easy part. I learn to stretch out as the air pushes against me, and the terrain detector on my suit activates, creating a force that fights gravity and slows my descent. Then I feel as if I’m being torn apart; my limbs want to keep falling while my torso is held back. The instructor screams, “Back straight and chest out!” I use every muscle available as he hollers at me to lift my head before it smashes into the ground when the gravity regulator turns off. I hit the simulated dirt hard enough to knock the wind out of me.